Sunday, November 1, 2009

-

I'm writing to say - Had a wonderful day,
Hangin' with my friends
But the memory dies as the sun leaves the skies - I'm alone again
I wanna tell you the weather is fine
When the night comes around you were on my mind
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know

I wanna tell you the things I've seen
I wanna take you to where I've been
And I wish you were here with me
Oh don't you know

I really miss you,
Yes i do.

p/s: do let me know when you're on9. :(

Friday, October 30, 2009

most handsome?

Most handsome Saudi man.. the grandson of king Faisal








((Hrithik Roshan ))


Most handsome Indian man…. actor
...








Imran A
bbas


Most Handsome Pakistany man…. actor
....






Tarkan

Most handome Turkish man… singer









(( Fa
zza))



Most handsome Em
eriti man




















((
Dudy)














Most handsome employee in Saudi Aramco after 25 years









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Haiyaa..i oredi told u maa…5 only…


and i thought mama is trying to give me suggestions on my hubby-to-be.
hahahaha. tension sudah direlease-kan dgn mmbca email mama. :)

owh, and i choose number 1. lalala.


Thursday, October 29, 2009

screw you, i like you.


one block down. another 2 to go.
make it 5 for the whole year.

but yes, i'm kinda like 2nd year more :)

owh, mama. hur still xde trnet.
nak email, but dunno wat to say.
i guess chatting is our best way of communicating.
you know, like 1 to 1.
haha.

and our mama kat sini cakap, intrnet akn ad nxt week.
i guess i have to wait n see.

p/s: we're in mcd. dsperate for trnet, seriously got pbl n histo's assignmnts. haihh.

roger and out,
missing you always,
hur azmi. :)

Sunday, October 11, 2009

4 kg

12.10.
back to egypt.
back to books
back to medic

and deeeep down, i'm kind of excited.
but seriously, i don't want to leave malaysia.
it's not really malaysia itself.
but the ones i love.

and yes. new sem. new resolutions
got this whole loads of pep talks with mama.
i really need to change.

mama, also realise my changes when i came back from egypt.
she said things like,
my eyes don't shine as they used to be,
my eyebags are pretty obvoius,
keguguran rambut ( dy ckp ni blum branak lagi)
and she really don't like my haircut ( haha, it's trendy wat. and i told her, ntah bape byk rmbut kwn2 yg hur da potong macam style hur) :P
my resdung was really terok, that she really ban me from udang and stuffs.
and my skin turns dry. which lotion mmg ad pki. but my skin mmg sensitive. bak kata sum dermatolgist yg i used to see
then she asked me things like,
"hur x makan sayur ke?"
"hur mkn vitamin ke x?"
"hur mkn byk minyak ke?"
"minum air sket ea?"
i was like. x. no. never.sme hur makan. haha.(ad la kdg2 ter-skip. :P)

when she sees me like dat, she started to question things like,
" u don't enjoy your course ke?"
and i said " no ma, there's nothing else i want to do excpt for stdying medic n be a doc. klu hur x stdy medic, i wud haf just stay at home and wait somekind of prince charming to minang me. and i don't think dat is going to happen"
" then, things are hard ke kt sne? those arabs are giving you a hard time ke? u're frens ke?"
and i was like. x kot. i'm happy je. i think.

then i realised that, all this time, i don't see my chnges. i think i really did stressed out. but, i never know dat. haha. but mama knows it all.

so, i thought, this new sem, i dunno wat i'm going to do. but i guess if i take care of my health, i think, i'll be happier. esp my cold and flu, which never stops. rse cm nk cabut hidung pon ad.

owh, and yes. blk mlysia ni, i put on weight. lotsa. haha. 4 kg kot. dlm mse 2 bln lebih. pecah rekod. this time, i really don't control it kot. ye la. i mean, i really love the gulai, and rendang, and sambal and all those msakan kg. and egypt, nasi dy x cm mlysia, it's not pedas, not savoury food. pasta, pizza, burgers- i don't like it much. tu psl kot owg ckp ak kurus ble bru balik aritu. tp blk egypt t, haha. gemuk kot. but nvm. if i put on weight, meaning that i'm happy. very much.

and everyday, abah blik keje, he will ask me to run on the treadmill. and i was like,, "malasnye, busan la bah nek treadmill, tgk dinding je" haha.

and abah ckp, " hur btol2 bdan da nek ni"
and i was like. " x pe. puasa 6 :P"

once i'm in egypt, i won't eat like dat anymore la. haha. no. seriously. :P

Monday, September 28, 2009

goodbye.

bye bye pink pink.

i'll be missing you like mad.

i know she'll take good care of you.

T_T

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

selamat hari raya aidilfitri. :)



after lots of hardworks doing chores and kuih raya, watsoever,,,,raya is finally here.

and the best part is, i can celebrate it with family and friends right here, in Malaysia.
Alhamdulillah



and maaf zahir dan batin.


P/s: jemput lah dtg umah or kampung. :)


Tuesday, September 15, 2009

wow!

tr baca post kat blog kader. respect glew org arab ni. haihh. rndu la plak kn.

http://cendology.blogspot.com/2009/09/terawih-tahap-maksimas.html?showComment=1253029211872#c6964790624737032478

anyway, tnjuk the pictures kat abah.

abah ckp;

"ala, kat malaysia ni pon penuh jugak smpi sejuta orang bila dah malam 7 liku ni"

and i was like;

"betul ke bah? wah hebat gak malaysia ni"

pstu abah ckp;

"ye lah. kat jalan tunku abdul rahman tu mmg dkat nk sejuta owg gak yg shopping"




hampeh.

cam perli pon ade gak. :P

Thursday, September 10, 2009

the littlest things in life.

http://fiveonesix07.blogspot.com/2008/12/friend-in-need-is-friend-indeed.html

and yes.
i'm grateful.
Alhamdulillah.

:)

p/s: len kali klu nk wat penipuan jgn call ak time ak mamai. sbb sumpah ak x paham. (oops, ak ckp sumpah. mind ur language hur :P)

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

jon and kate plus 8


who are they?
CELEBRITIES.

they are one big family. jon is a korean american. married to kate. having twins when they were 23 and sextuplets at the age of 27. i repeat SEXTUPLETS. as in 6 babies. same age. same time.

diowg ni ade reality tv show kat astro travel home and living channel. since i'm now a temporary housewife, sambil2 buat kuih raya tu, trpaksa la tgk rncangan tv mama kn. it's mama's favourite tv show. because the sextuplets are so cute and adorable. basically the show is about how this couple raise their kids. having 8 kids at one go is not an easy job at all.

since i am so outdated. this show dah dtayangkn lama dah. sblum g egypt lagi. tp skng bru tau. i really respect this couple. ye la. they are very young, and somehow, they can manage all their kids. the couple is not working btw. they depend on the money they got from the reality tv show.
so, there i was respect la konon. like, wah, hebat la dyowg ni. orang laen anak sowg pon susah nk jaga. ni kan owg yg ad 8 owg anak. da lah tu ad 6 kembar plak tu. cmne la agknye dy tukar lampin mse diowg baby dulu.

but then, suddenly mama told me just now that jon and kate divorced already. and i was like, "What?"
"dah cerai dah"

mama ckp, they probably stressed out. they were very tired. with the kids and all. and so, ble da cmtu, mcm2 problem timbul la kn.

Tiba-tiba, hilang plak respect tu. imagine, diowg dah cerai. x kesa la psl diowg kan. but how about their kids? they are victims for sure. and i thought they are the happiest family.
After all they'd been through, raising the kids and all, going through thick and thin together, suddenly they want to divorce. separate. as in, i go my way, u do the same.

Maybe it's not their fault. Maybe they are not meant for each other. Maybe it's fated. They did try to work it out. But i guess, not everything can go according to our plan.

i still like the tv show anyway. it just shows that having a family is seriously, definitely is not as easy as ABC. you need to work together, understand and tolerate , accepting each other's flaws and definitely trust each other. and yes, maybe mula2 kawen, sume cam bahagia je. but then, when you have kids, and lots of problems datang, x kre la financially ke, ataupun ada kehadiran orang ketiga, then suddenly, kasih sayang tu dah mula teruji. and of course, the only thing that can keep the love strong is our iman. and kesabaran for sure.

p/s: credits to our parents yg masih lagi kekal perkahwinan mereka smpi ke anak cucu insyaAllah. Dan juge kpada sesiapa yg anak ramai tu. mmg salute la. Both of my grandmothers are super women kott. and juga kepada parents in. suka sgt bila in cerita psl adik bradik dy yg 9 owg tu. haihh, knape anak mama 4 owg je... :P

Sunday, September 6, 2009

who are we going to trust?



talking about changing the nation, changing the WORLD.
better to change ourselves first, and the ones we love.

p/s: jgn terlalu percaya kt org. get to know them 1st, before going serious with them.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Semoga Semuanya Selamat. InsyaAllah.

Bukak facebook tadi, tiba-tiba terpandang pada updates section mate, Ismah Mansurah.

Rupa-rupanya ayah dia masuk ICU. Ada blood clot kalau tak silap. Ammar ada inform kat ym semua orang.

Memang Allah nak duga Ismah and family pada bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ni. Mesti ada hikmah di sebalik setiap apa yang terjadi. believe in dat 110%. Bertambah lah pahala Ismah sekeluarga. InsyaAllah.

Bila tengok gambar yang Ismah upload tu. Rasa sebak pon ada. (emo dah datang). Sangat memahami apa yang dia rasa sekarang. Melihat ayah kita, tunggak keluarga, yang sebelum ni sihat, tegap, dan sasa, menjalankan tanggungjawab sebagai ketua keluarga tanpa mengeluh. Sekarang ni terlantar tidak bermaya atas katil.

Macam abah dulu, masa mula-mula sampai ke Malysia, abah dah kat hospital. Abah's condition was not as serious as Ismah's dad. Masa tu pon da risau. Ini kan Ismah. Allah je la tahu apa yang dia lalui.

It's a reminder to everyone sebenarnya. Including myself of course. Berapa lama je parents kita akan hidup sebenarnya. Harap-harap cukup lama la untuk diorang sempat tengok anak cucu cicit. InsyaAllah. Tapi tu tidak pasti semestinya. Yang muda, sihat walafiat pon boleh meninggal tiba-tiba. Ni kan parents kita yang dah meningkat umurnya. Ajal dan maut tu pon bila2 boleh datang jemput kita. Sebab tu la, kita kena hargai mereka sementara diowg ada. jangan kita menyesal pada waktu yg akn dtg.

Kita pon dah tak de banyak masa da. Sekarang ni da bulan 9. bulan 10 da kene balik egypt. Ada 1 bulan je lagi. Bagi yang repeat paper, lagi x byk masa. Lepas raya, terus dah kene balik da. Spend the remaining days wisely with the ones we really love. Let them know, that we really, really, really love them.

Walaupun kadang-kadang ada sdikit salah paham, terjerit-jerit ke, kene bebel ke.
Atau kadang-kadang diowg sedikit memaksa, x bagi permission for this and that.
And in some circumtances, diowg 'ter'angkat tangan kat kita. since that's the only way to make us understand kott.

They are parents. These are what they do.

Memang la, kadang2 diowg salah. Tapi most of the time they are right.
And so what if most of the time diowg salah.
They are not perfect, And so are we.

remember one thing. We are so lucky to still have them in our lives. There are lots of our friends, yg dah xde da parents.

Since result pon dah kuar, tahniah kepada sesiapa yang result dia cemerlang. I'm so happy for u guys and girls. You guys did a good job well done.

And to those yang kene balik awal, don't worry, u're not a failure. Allah memang nak uji masa bulan ramadhan ni. nak tengok iman kita kuat ke tak menghadapinya. nak test kita ni menerima dgn baik atau sebaliknya. Sedih xpe, it's normal la. xkan nak gembira plak kan. but then, life has to go on.

kite jatuh, kita bangun balik. kita sambung lari. kalau jatuh lagi, bangun lagi, kita sambung lari lagi. yang kita takut orang yang jatuh pastu dah x nak bangun balik. yes. never give up. as long as we don't give up, InsyaAllah, we will find a way to reach our destination somehow. To be GREAT muslim doctors. Amin.

Macam quote yang Farhana Zakaria pernah bagi masa gala night ksp aritu " Yakin dgn diri sendiri, Yakin dgn kasih sayang Ilahi" It really keeps me going. Thanks Farhana. Or should i say thanks Farhanas. since Farhana Mohammad juga banyak menolong. walaupun result ku bukan lah untuk dibanggakan, tapi alhamdulillah. Kene work hard lagi.

Kepada Ismah dan keluarga, semoga tabah menghadapi dugaan ni. Doakan yang terbaik. Hanya Allah je yg dpat tolong masa ni. Amin

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

G for Gedik- part 2.

confession dari in:

Syafinaz: gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Hur:haha
Hur: best kaannnn
Hur: bpk gedik
Hur: tp cumwel
Syafinaz: yup
Syafinaz: haha
Syafinaz: btol2
Syafinaz: aku ske
Syafinaz: aku pn nk jd gedik cmtu ah
Syafinaz: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

in secara rasminya dah jadi gay. haha.

ini balasan sbb clash ngn ak.
dan balasan sebab ugut ak ngan diari tercinta ak.

lalalala.. :P

G for Gedik

Yup. They are sure gedik.

and comel
and cheeky
and sweet
and sexi too

and somehow, i started to love them.

betul la owg cakap, kalau benci, lama-lama suka.

haihh, sume pengaruh nad ngn iez.
i hate u guys.

huhuhu

Girl's Generation-Gee

they have sweet lyrics tooo..

and i know, in akan benci gile dgn pompoan2 gedik cmni. ingt in, kalau benci, lama-lama suka :)

Monday, August 24, 2009

older

Waited all my life for this day to come
I feel like letting go
Life goes on
Wasting no more time
So much to be done
Everything works out
So they say
Over my shoulder
It's tough getting older
Yeah, yeah


yup2. turning 19 is not that easy. well, i'm happy for sure, except when it comes to the part that i'm getting older.

getting older = bigger responsibilities = more matured = so NOT like me. haha
haihh,, got to get used to it. sooner or later.


Seems like nothing is black and white anymore
Shades of gray and I feel a weight over my shoulder
It's tough getting older
I always thought that I knew where I'd want to go
Now I'm here and I find that I'm still getting colder
It's kinda tough getting older


thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes.. really REALLY appreciate.
from sms-es, ym-s to fb-s, phone calls, and even through blogs' posts. You guys are REALLY
GREAT.
big hugs for everyone :)


and yes, the posts really made my day. i can't help smiling all day loonnngg..


Pakcik BUBU

Makcik ZAMZAM

Datin TYRA

Mama NIS (manis pon buleh juge)

Pakcik LOSER



see, siap promote lagi blog kowg :P


Here before my eyes
Many roads ahead
Time for me to choose one way now
If I take a chance
What lies down the road
Feeling so confused
Turned around
On and on
On and on
Yeah, yeah'


my b'day wishes? bak kata owg putih.. semua sudah tercapai. ok. that's a lie. masih lagi ada 3 perkara.

A good muslimah doctor, anak yang solehah, and of course,,,surirumah tangga yg berjaya. :P


for the time being, i'm happy to love and being loved :)

p/s: to all my MOKS. thanks for mokmok. haha. nak yg paling gemuk dan berbulu, but i guess u guys tak cukup budget. haha. xpe la. at least leh masuk dlm cargo nanti. :P



Monday, August 17, 2009

tak terkawal

Pagi tadi, di stesen bas Ipoh.
Saya dan In sedang membeli tiket bas ke Kuala Lumpur.

Saya: Pakcik, saya nak 2 tiket ke KL

Pakcik: Ok. Semuanya RM34

Saya: Haaaa?????!!!!! Rm34??? (Dgn nada terkejut)

Pakcik: (Dengan nada lagi terkejut) Asl terkejut? Betul la pakcik kata

Saya: Lorr.. RM 34 tok 2 tiket ke..hihihi.. (da malu da)

Pakcik: Awak nanti dgn laki awak jgn buat macamtu. Buat orang terkejut je

Saya: Saya akan cuba yang terbaik pakcik. (sgt semangat)

Konklusinya, emo saya perlu dikurangkan untuk masa hadapan yang lebih cerah. Lalalala...

P/s: Terima kasih kepada mereka2 yang terlibat sepanjang saya berada di Kuantan dan Ipoh. Anda semua memang dari kalangan orang2 yang baik2 belaka. Semoga Allah memberkati kamu semua. Amin. :)

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

i luf u lardee.


Iez: haha
Iez: awk la
Iez: awk ickle
Iez: kte lardee
Iez: =P
Hur: sama jeee
Hur: ap beza dy?
Iez: sorg gemuk skit
Iez: sorg lg kurus
Hur: spe gemuk?
Hur: awk?
Iez: yg kecik skit tu ickle
Iez: lardee
Iez: aah
Iez: tp lardee comelllllllll!!!!!! XDDDDDDDDD
Hur: so, kte ickle laa
Iez: yeah LAWL
Hur: haha
Hur: krenye awk gemuk la
Iez: em bukan
Iez: point penting disini ialah "comel"
Iez: haha
Hur: itulah yg paling penting sebenarnye
Hur: ngee~
Iez: lol
Iez: kdg2 yg kte igt penting tu lah yg tk penting
Iez: =P
Hur: salah sama sekali
Hur: ape-apepon
Hur: awk tatap gemuk
Hur: nuthing can chnge that fact :)

i'm coming to you gemuk. see yaaah...

p/s: W*F*f*k :P


Friday, August 7, 2009

18

current colour: pink
date: 18 th August 2009
status: can't wait.

:)

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

:(

why her?
why her?
of all the people in this world,
why her?
ya allah,
she's the nicest girl ever.
why is this happening to her.
ya allah,
tolonglah ya allah,
tolonglah pulihkan keadaan ini kembali.
she really don't deserve this.
mungkin ini satu dugaan, tapi ya Allah,
tolonglah hamba mu yang lemah ni.

i can't bear seeing her like this.
i really can't.
T-T


Tuesday, August 4, 2009

mask

just the other day, mama was peeking at poh kong's window's display.. and there's this salesgirl came to her.

" makcik, makcik x nk beli emas baru utk raya?"

and mama told her..

"makcik da x pki emas sgt da"

abah's answer,

"owg sekarang da x pki mas da, owg pakai mask."

N.B: mas = emas

yup. h1n1 everyone. and the number of death is increasing day by day.
but then again, things happen for reason aite.
i 100% agree on that one.
you see, due to h1n1 thingy, all my sisters are home.
cool huh.

after 11 months, all of us are reunited again.
alhamdulillah.

though romy is now back in penang, and the next time i can see her is during raya.
it's ok, time flies fast ey.
oh well.
p/s: mr h1n1, please go away. and never come back.

Monday, August 3, 2009

black or white

And I Told About Equality
An It's True
Either
You're Wrong
Or You're Right
But, If
You're Thinkin' About My Baby
It Don't Matter
If You're
Black Or White

heard this song kat kedai mamak td. haha.. luf mj so much. r.i.p.

it's great to be home.. huhu..
sgt sronok.
sgt.

though at times, i kinda of missing egypt.
but hey, i'm loving mlysia man...haha.

btw, thnks to abu, akmal, afiq areqa for visiting abah kat hospital aritu.
really appreciate it.
sempat jln kt ts je,
mkn kat penang village, and watch a dumb movie together.
the land of lost. haha. kelakar gak la.


cilok pictures from afiq's bl0g.

thnks a lot guyss..
my parents think i have the nicest friends ever.
and yes, that's a fact.