Friday, December 11, 2009
Thursday, December 10, 2009
simple, starving to be safe
Lately I've been thinking so strangely about the clouds
and how they seem to slowly fade away, yeah...
Maybe some day we will find a way to disappear.
Just me and you on silver lining dreams.
Ohh how could i survive without your love
and the hope you bring.
Ohh even when the sky is falling down, i know i have you, and it's all i need.
Lately i've been hoping you can stay with me
And i could hold you close til the end of time...yeah.
Maybe someday we will grab some change and run away
but for now i'll learn to say goodbye
daphne loves derby.
best, best. :P
best, best. :P
and how they seem to slowly fade away, yeah...
Maybe some day we will find a way to disappear.
Just me and you on silver lining dreams.
Ohh how could i survive without your love
and the hope you bring.
Ohh even when the sky is falling down, i know i have you, and it's all i need.
Lately i've been hoping you can stay with me
And i could hold you close til the end of time...yeah.
Maybe someday we will grab some change and run away
but for now i'll learn to say goodbye
daphne loves derby.
best, best. :P
best, best. :P
Thursday, December 3, 2009
princess and the pea.
everyone has their own favourite fairy tale.
well, not everyone precisely.
but most of us, girls do.
i do.
when i was a little girl, every night, my mom will tell all kind of fairy tales that she could think of.
when i was a bit older, i read it myself. the whole book. and i read it several times.
abah just loves to buy us all kind of books.
some of us love sleeping beauty,
rapunzel la ( this one is rom's fav), she's a big fan of long and beautiful hair,
cinderella, which i think it's all time favourite.
oh, and i do think girls nowdays are more prone towards barbies and all, since they have their own movies and stuff.
and i'm not surprise if some are shrek's die hard fans.
it's still consider as fairy tale whatttttt. :P
princess and the pea.

why on earth i love this tale. i'm not that sure.
maybe because it used to be the shortest tale ever.
A prince wants to marry a princess.
but it must be a REAL princess.
a REAL one. huh.
now, how on earth are you going to figure out whether she's a real princess or not.
so, he went all over the country, all over the world most probably, to find the one and only
the REAL princess.
but ahh, it was not easy for sure.
so, one rainy day, as he was resting in his palace,
pampering his noble steed, a fat one, ( i couldn't help it, i imagine it it that way. :p)
there was a knock on the door.
he was surprised to see a young woman drenched with rain seeks shelter in the prince's castle.
owh, and the way i imagine it, she must be really ugleyyhh. like wayy ugleyhhh. ( it's not that she's not pretty, let me put it out that she's kinda selekeh la lebey kurang)
so, this young not-soo-good-looking woman, claimed that she's a princess
sheesh, a princess huh.
i bet the prince laughed his guts out.
lalala.
the queen however, thought of testing her. whether she's a real princess or else.
so, she put a pea beneath 20 mattresses. (sedap kot tido. haha)
and let the young woman to sleep on it for a night.
the next morning, the young woman complained that she didn't get a good night sleep.
that her whole body aches, and there were bruises all over her body. (bapak ngada plak kan pompoan ni)
so, that confirms it all, that she's a real princess.
and so, the prince marry her,
and yes,
the typical line goes..
and they lived happily ever after ( ya, ya, watever)
again, i questioned myself, why on earth i adore this tale.
it was simple. a simple and a sweet tale.
the prince knows what he wants, ( a REAL princess for sure)
he knows his target,
and he worked his way to achieve it.
and when he found her, there's no turning back. there's no doubt
he knows what he wants. there's no way he's going to let her slip away.
the princess, (yg sgt sempoi),
don't have to prove a thing.
she claimed she's a princess,
whether ppl want to believe her or not,
she just don't care.
no need for her to wear fancy dress, or showing off a magnificent tiara.
if she's a real princess, ppl will find out eventually.
and the queen. she's a wise one. because she used to be a princess kott. kott la.
so, she knew what she was like when she was young. sangat mengada dan cerewet.
but that's not the point,
she knew what's best for his son, and she knows, what her son wants.
so that's it. simple.
there's no need of fairy godmother to help things out,
no villains and all,
no dragons,
no witches,
no wicked spells or whatsoever.
nothing.
i guess, it's the most sensible fairy tale ever.
though it's illogical for someone to be so sensitive towards a pea.
but it could happen.
it could. who knows.
and hur is sleepy already.
nyte2 everyone.
sweet dreams.
:)
well, not everyone precisely.
but most of us, girls do.
i do.
when i was a little girl, every night, my mom will tell all kind of fairy tales that she could think of.
when i was a bit older, i read it myself. the whole book. and i read it several times.
abah just loves to buy us all kind of books.
some of us love sleeping beauty,
rapunzel la ( this one is rom's fav), she's a big fan of long and beautiful hair,
cinderella, which i think it's all time favourite.
oh, and i do think girls nowdays are more prone towards barbies and all, since they have their own movies and stuff.
and i'm not surprise if some are shrek's die hard fans.
it's still consider as fairy tale whatttttt. :P
princess and the pea.

why on earth i love this tale. i'm not that sure.
maybe because it used to be the shortest tale ever.
A prince wants to marry a princess.
but it must be a REAL princess.
a REAL one. huh.
now, how on earth are you going to figure out whether she's a real princess or not.
so, he went all over the country, all over the world most probably, to find the one and only
the REAL princess.
but ahh, it was not easy for sure.
so, one rainy day, as he was resting in his palace,
pampering his noble steed, a fat one, ( i couldn't help it, i imagine it it that way. :p)
there was a knock on the door.
he was surprised to see a young woman drenched with rain seeks shelter in the prince's castle.
owh, and the way i imagine it, she must be really ugleyyhh. like wayy ugleyhhh. ( it's not that she's not pretty, let me put it out that she's kinda selekeh la lebey kurang)
so, this young not-soo-good-looking woman, claimed that she's a princess
sheesh, a princess huh.
i bet the prince laughed his guts out.
lalala.
the queen however, thought of testing her. whether she's a real princess or else.
so, she put a pea beneath 20 mattresses. (sedap kot tido. haha)
and let the young woman to sleep on it for a night.
the next morning, the young woman complained that she didn't get a good night sleep.
that her whole body aches, and there were bruises all over her body. (bapak ngada plak kan pompoan ni)
so, that confirms it all, that she's a real princess.
and so, the prince marry her,
and yes,
the typical line goes..
and they lived happily ever after ( ya, ya, watever)
again, i questioned myself, why on earth i adore this tale.
it was simple. a simple and a sweet tale.
the prince knows what he wants, ( a REAL princess for sure)
he knows his target,
and he worked his way to achieve it.
and when he found her, there's no turning back. there's no doubt
he knows what he wants. there's no way he's going to let her slip away.
the princess, (yg sgt sempoi),
don't have to prove a thing.
she claimed she's a princess,
whether ppl want to believe her or not,
she just don't care.
no need for her to wear fancy dress, or showing off a magnificent tiara.
if she's a real princess, ppl will find out eventually.
and the queen. she's a wise one. because she used to be a princess kott. kott la.
so, she knew what she was like when she was young. sangat mengada dan cerewet.
but that's not the point,
she knew what's best for his son, and she knows, what her son wants.
so that's it. simple.
there's no need of fairy godmother to help things out,
no villains and all,
no dragons,
no witches,
no wicked spells or whatsoever.
nothing.
i guess, it's the most sensible fairy tale ever.
though it's illogical for someone to be so sensitive towards a pea.
but it could happen.
it could. who knows.
and hur is sleepy already.
nyte2 everyone.
sweet dreams.
:)
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
jealousy. green with envy. sume la.
saya dah tengok gambar mereka.
saya dah dgr cerita mereka.
saya mahu juga.
mahu
mahu
mahu
dan mahu
takpe hur. belajar elok2. stdy kuat2. kuat2 gile.
then we'll get there sooon. insyaAllah.
owh, ni mmg kene study kuat gile.
dan simpan duit gila-gila juga.
basyah!
ganbatte!
caiyok!
yosh!
pape la hur. :P
saya dah dgr cerita mereka.
saya mahu juga.
mahu
mahu
mahu
dan mahu
takpe hur. belajar elok2. stdy kuat2. kuat2 gile.
then we'll get there sooon. insyaAllah.
owh, ni mmg kene study kuat gile.
dan simpan duit gila-gila juga.
basyah!
ganbatte!
caiyok!
yosh!
pape la hur. :P
Thursday, November 26, 2009
:)
this morning, i woke up feeling sober.
i dunno why. i just do.
then, i called my family. and they sound really happy.
of kos la, da sume kumpol kat kampong.
so, i thought, let's be happy too hur.
let's make your memories with the ones beside you now while u can.
cause u'll never know, how much time for you left.
so, let's make the most out of it
maaf zahir dan batin ye.
and happy aidiladha,
doesn't matter..
wherever you are, watever you do. :)
i dunno why. i just do.
then, i called my family. and they sound really happy.
of kos la, da sume kumpol kat kampong.
so, i thought, let's be happy too hur.
let's make your memories with the ones beside you now while u can.
cause u'll never know, how much time for you left.
so, let's make the most out of it
maaf zahir dan batin ye.
and happy aidiladha,
doesn't matter..
wherever you are, watever you do. :)
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
ribut taufan.
tu abang abbas. raya aritu tak jumpa. yg pki snow cap and tshirt grey.
by the time i'd graduated, god knows how much things had changed,
or how much things i'd missed.
oh well.
p/s: asl sumeowg nk jd musician ni..? :P
gud luck su su for tomorrow upsr's result. :p
jgn mkn byk2 klu stress. huhu
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
hur, in love.
dari dulu lagi orang selalu tanya,
hur, ko xde pakwe ke?
usually, i'll just laugh.
most of the time, i felt irritated for no reason
high school dlu, ingt lagi,
"hur asl ko x maw ad pakwe?"
my answer....
"perlu ke?"'
"perlu. ko rugi r xde pakwe. time high school ni la nk ada pakwe. baru la orang cakap kita guna masa muda kita. macam ada pengalaman la. seronok pe. ada owang sayang kita. owang belanja kita. topup tok kita. dgr masalah kita"
mendengar hujah2 sebegini kadang2 malas nak layan pon ada.
mula2 bahagia la. pastu, pandang pompoan laen. bahagia la plak kan. buat sakit hati je. da la dosa berkasih-kasih syg yg cam over2 tu kan, pastu tambah dosa laen plak, menyumpah-nyumpah ex-balak lepas clash. siap ugut nak carik minah yang rampas balak dia tu.
x pon tiap2 malam dok atas katil nangis2 x sudah. rasa cam nk bunuh diri la. ape la. cam hidup da x bermakna la.. x mawww aku.
ni aku tengok pengalaman orang la kan.
i mean, come on laaaa. get real. define love. define true love.
cinta patutnya sesuatu yang suci. sangat suci.
Allah pun dah kata berkasih-sayang la kamu sesama manusia.
tengok, patutnya bila kita loving-loving, siap dapat banyak pahala lagi.
tapi asal sekarang ni bila cakap pasal cinta je orang da pandang serong.
macam kalau sebut cinta je orang start cakap, haram, haram. x baek cintan-cintun ni.
padahal cinta tu x haram pon. yang jadi haram bila manusia tu yang menyalahgunakan cinta.
seee,,,yang buat cinta tu kotor ialah salah manusia. haihh. ni yang geram ni. (emo la plak kn)
padahal,
sepatutnya
love is sweeet.
the feeling of falling in love is undescribeable.
is like you're flying in the air,
head over heels,
your heart beats faster,
everything smells nice,
you feel like smilling all day long
butterflies flutter in your heart. (x kesa la kat which chamber pon)
senang citer sume cantek dan manis la. it makes you feel alive. like you have a reason to live in this world. because love makes you feel special.
in your darkest hour pon, somehow, love helps you get back right on track.
but right now, i'm seeing the trend of these young people, not all of them, but maybe some, yang tempoh percintaan nye tu, sekejap-sekejap je. and kadang2 the reason of it is xde jodoh la..(ni paling common la).. Baru tau perangai sebenar dia la. yang x blah bla, mak bapak x restu (yang ni x boleh wat apa la. :P)
kadang-kadang tu, ada yang nk bercinta sebab nak kata desperate pon, buleh jugak la, tapi cam kasar plak kan. sebab member semua da kapel, dy sowg je yang single. rasa macam x cool kalau x kapel. x pon yang suka berkoleksi ni. ni memang pantang la. leh plak nak kumpul2 pakwe or makwe, pstu letak dalam photo album. t nak tunjuk kat anak cucu. nenek or atuk dy dulu player paling hebat.
haiiihh
u fall in love cause it just happens.
u don't need reasons for it.
kadang2, orang tu xde la hensem sgt pon, nak kata baek, x jgak, senang cter biasa2 je la. tapi asal ada yg leh terjatuh cinta.
cinta mana boleh plan, mcm, ak nak jatuh cinta ngn mamat2 matang je. yang cam budak2 ni ak x nak. pastu amik ko. u'll end up with someone yg x matang. kadang2 lagi kte xnak, yang cmtu la kte dapat. ikut nasib la.
xleh demand. sebab semuanya dah ditentukan. kita kene menerima je.
tapi i tell u lah, kalau dah sayang, rasanya kelemahan semua tak nampak la. ye la, owg kata ape, cinta itu buta. pape la.
i'm not against those yang kapel. i think, that's your right. kita semua pon da besar panjang belaka. you have your reasons. ada je yang kapel ni bahagia n x melanggar sangat hukum agama. mmg la orang kata apa, kapel itu haram. tu pendapat masing2 la kan. macam jugak ada orang kata rokok tu haram..selagi tak buat benda2 yang x senonoh, and yang x manis, it's acceptable la kot. yang penting niat dalam hati tu.
and to those yang masih lagi mencari. ahaha. dgr cerita, ramai yang sedang mencari. sabar2 la ye. jangan dok runsing sebab takut kene single sepanjang hayat. bak kata orang tu la. kene doa dan usaha. which i still dun get it, usaha camne yg dia maksudkn. :P yg penting, smeowang Allah dah tentukan jodoh yang sesuai dan yang terbaik. kene tunggu masa je. insyaAllah, the man or the girl of your dreams will find you somehow.
those yang dah jumpa, tapi rasanya menunggu masa yang sesuai.
hrmm, i guess you have your own reasons. nak kumpul duit ke. nak belajar dlu ke. x bersedia lagi ke. watever it is, it's great to wait first so that semua benda stable. tapi jangan tunggu lama sgt. nanti pilihan hati dikebas orang. (x dapek den nak nolong do)
kpd sesape yg x jumpe lagi, dan x rse nak mencari lagi,
haha. bgus sgt la. orang kata muda2 kene enjoy kan. kebebasan hakiki. kawan biar ramai2 kan. kang kalau dah kapel2 rasa terkongkong plak kan. x pon kene jaga hati la. lagi pon ada family jugak. yang family pon x abis nak sayang, nak sayang orang laen plak.
tapi ingat, t satu masa, bila sume kawan da berpunya, and family pon dah malas nak layan sebab korang pon da tua bangka, time tu la terkontang-kanting nak crik. pstu da stat la ckp ngn mak ke. " mak carik lah sape2. jnji boleh kawen" :P
yang dah x sabar2 nak kawen. :p
yang ni nak ckp ape ek. ermm, kawen je la klu da terseksa sgt. tapi klu parents x approve, sabar je la. takpon kalau duit x cukup, pndi2 la crik rezeki yang halal, tak pon saving2 la duit. kalau rse nk tnggu graduate dlu, belajar lah leklok. bru best kan bila dah kawen t. dua2 berjaya. kan elok. :P
and as for me, i rather wait. love takes time. sebab the essence of love is trust.
and trust comes with time.
and when the time comes, it comes je la. x kesa la ble2.
kalau aku dengar lagu jiwang2 ke, tu sebab ak dr dlu cmni. x caya tanya roomate kat muar dlu. mmg hobi saya melalak lagu jiwang dlm bilik.
tanya mama saya juga, kat rumah pon mmg suka dgr lagu old skool dan jiwang.
because both of my parents have the same taste of music like me.
tapi x pe la. jiwang ngn diri sendiri je. bukan dgn orang pon. :P
p/s: hur dan irna x pandang laki macam sperm donor. tu sume fitnah semata-mata :p
hur, ko xde pakwe ke?
usually, i'll just laugh.
most of the time, i felt irritated for no reason
high school dlu, ingt lagi,
"hur asl ko x maw ad pakwe?"
my answer....
"perlu ke?"'
"perlu. ko rugi r xde pakwe. time high school ni la nk ada pakwe. baru la orang cakap kita guna masa muda kita. macam ada pengalaman la. seronok pe. ada owang sayang kita. owang belanja kita. topup tok kita. dgr masalah kita"
mendengar hujah2 sebegini kadang2 malas nak layan pon ada.
mula2 bahagia la. pastu, pandang pompoan laen. bahagia la plak kan. buat sakit hati je. da la dosa berkasih-kasih syg yg cam over2 tu kan, pastu tambah dosa laen plak, menyumpah-nyumpah ex-balak lepas clash. siap ugut nak carik minah yang rampas balak dia tu.
x pon tiap2 malam dok atas katil nangis2 x sudah. rasa cam nk bunuh diri la. ape la. cam hidup da x bermakna la.. x mawww aku.
ni aku tengok pengalaman orang la kan.
i mean, come on laaaa. get real. define love. define true love.
cinta patutnya sesuatu yang suci. sangat suci.
Allah pun dah kata berkasih-sayang la kamu sesama manusia.
tengok, patutnya bila kita loving-loving, siap dapat banyak pahala lagi.
tapi asal sekarang ni bila cakap pasal cinta je orang da pandang serong.
macam kalau sebut cinta je orang start cakap, haram, haram. x baek cintan-cintun ni.
padahal cinta tu x haram pon. yang jadi haram bila manusia tu yang menyalahgunakan cinta.
seee,,,yang buat cinta tu kotor ialah salah manusia. haihh. ni yang geram ni. (emo la plak kn)
padahal,
sepatutnya
love is sweeet.
the feeling of falling in love is undescribeable.
is like you're flying in the air,
head over heels,
your heart beats faster,
everything smells nice,
you feel like smilling all day long
butterflies flutter in your heart. (x kesa la kat which chamber pon)
senang citer sume cantek dan manis la. it makes you feel alive. like you have a reason to live in this world. because love makes you feel special.
in your darkest hour pon, somehow, love helps you get back right on track.
but right now, i'm seeing the trend of these young people, not all of them, but maybe some, yang tempoh percintaan nye tu, sekejap-sekejap je. and kadang2 the reason of it is xde jodoh la..(ni paling common la).. Baru tau perangai sebenar dia la. yang x blah bla, mak bapak x restu (yang ni x boleh wat apa la. :P)
kadang-kadang tu, ada yang nk bercinta sebab nak kata desperate pon, buleh jugak la, tapi cam kasar plak kan. sebab member semua da kapel, dy sowg je yang single. rasa macam x cool kalau x kapel. x pon yang suka berkoleksi ni. ni memang pantang la. leh plak nak kumpul2 pakwe or makwe, pstu letak dalam photo album. t nak tunjuk kat anak cucu. nenek or atuk dy dulu player paling hebat.
haiiihh
u fall in love cause it just happens.
u don't need reasons for it.
kadang2, orang tu xde la hensem sgt pon, nak kata baek, x jgak, senang cter biasa2 je la. tapi asal ada yg leh terjatuh cinta.
cinta mana boleh plan, mcm, ak nak jatuh cinta ngn mamat2 matang je. yang cam budak2 ni ak x nak. pastu amik ko. u'll end up with someone yg x matang. kadang2 lagi kte xnak, yang cmtu la kte dapat. ikut nasib la.
xleh demand. sebab semuanya dah ditentukan. kita kene menerima je.
tapi i tell u lah, kalau dah sayang, rasanya kelemahan semua tak nampak la. ye la, owg kata ape, cinta itu buta. pape la.
i'm not against those yang kapel. i think, that's your right. kita semua pon da besar panjang belaka. you have your reasons. ada je yang kapel ni bahagia n x melanggar sangat hukum agama. mmg la orang kata apa, kapel itu haram. tu pendapat masing2 la kan. macam jugak ada orang kata rokok tu haram..selagi tak buat benda2 yang x senonoh, and yang x manis, it's acceptable la kot. yang penting niat dalam hati tu.
and to those yang masih lagi mencari. ahaha. dgr cerita, ramai yang sedang mencari. sabar2 la ye. jangan dok runsing sebab takut kene single sepanjang hayat. bak kata orang tu la. kene doa dan usaha. which i still dun get it, usaha camne yg dia maksudkn. :P yg penting, smeowang Allah dah tentukan jodoh yang sesuai dan yang terbaik. kene tunggu masa je. insyaAllah, the man or the girl of your dreams will find you somehow.
those yang dah jumpa, tapi rasanya menunggu masa yang sesuai.
hrmm, i guess you have your own reasons. nak kumpul duit ke. nak belajar dlu ke. x bersedia lagi ke. watever it is, it's great to wait first so that semua benda stable. tapi jangan tunggu lama sgt. nanti pilihan hati dikebas orang. (x dapek den nak nolong do)
kpd sesape yg x jumpe lagi, dan x rse nak mencari lagi,
haha. bgus sgt la. orang kata muda2 kene enjoy kan. kebebasan hakiki. kawan biar ramai2 kan. kang kalau dah kapel2 rasa terkongkong plak kan. x pon kene jaga hati la. lagi pon ada family jugak. yang family pon x abis nak sayang, nak sayang orang laen plak.
tapi ingat, t satu masa, bila sume kawan da berpunya, and family pon dah malas nak layan sebab korang pon da tua bangka, time tu la terkontang-kanting nak crik. pstu da stat la ckp ngn mak ke. " mak carik lah sape2. jnji boleh kawen" :P
yang dah x sabar2 nak kawen. :p
yang ni nak ckp ape ek. ermm, kawen je la klu da terseksa sgt. tapi klu parents x approve, sabar je la. takpon kalau duit x cukup, pndi2 la crik rezeki yang halal, tak pon saving2 la duit. kalau rse nk tnggu graduate dlu, belajar lah leklok. bru best kan bila dah kawen t. dua2 berjaya. kan elok. :P
and as for me, i rather wait. love takes time. sebab the essence of love is trust.
and trust comes with time.
and when the time comes, it comes je la. x kesa la ble2.
kalau aku dengar lagu jiwang2 ke, tu sebab ak dr dlu cmni. x caya tanya roomate kat muar dlu. mmg hobi saya melalak lagu jiwang dlm bilik.
tanya mama saya juga, kat rumah pon mmg suka dgr lagu old skool dan jiwang.
because both of my parents have the same taste of music like me.
tapi x pe la. jiwang ngn diri sendiri je. bukan dgn orang pon. :P
p/s: hur dan irna x pandang laki macam sperm donor. tu sume fitnah semata-mata :p
Sunday, November 8, 2009
careless whisper
I feel so unsure
as I take your hand and
lead you to the dance
floor
as the music dies,
something in your eyes
calls to mind the silver screen
and all those sad good-byes
I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
wooohooo, thnks anis, for making it as my ringtone.
ni nak slalu miss call ko ni. :p
biar ak nk pasan. ko susah ke. :P
pas ni smeowg nye ringtone, jiwang2. jgn lagu kawen da. :P
as I take your hand and
lead you to the dance
floor
as the music dies,
something in your eyes
calls to mind the silver screen
and all those sad good-byes
I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
wooohooo, thnks anis, for making it as my ringtone.
ni nak slalu miss call ko ni. :p
biar ak nk pasan. ko susah ke. :P
pas ni smeowg nye ringtone, jiwang2. jgn lagu kawen da. :P
Friday, November 6, 2009
i'm glad. :)
glad.
no.
i am soooooo
HAPPY
sgt2.
sgt2 happy. :)
alhamdulillah.
now that u're healty and fit,
owh, and i do hope u're getting gemuk,
as gemuk is a sign of happinesss :)
i can't wait to come back to malaysia
to see you.
the energetic, loveable, adorable,

aina.
i love you.
now, u can continue with medic. and be a doc. woohoo. jom sama2 jadi doctor, yosh. :P
x sangka mr ehem ehem pengubat nye. hero aina rupenye. :P
hope u guys stick with each other till death do u part. :)
owh, and i miss the rest of the class too.
i bet everyone is getting matured
esp the girls
and the boysss,, errrr,
ad owg ckp, laki ni da tue mana pon x matang lagi. :P
maybe sesetngah laki kot.
heard kowg nk wat reunion this december.
nanti upload pic byk2.
orang jauh nk tgk. :(
ex classmate 4sc2/5sc2,
missing u guys like helll,
hur azmi. :)
no.
i am soooooo
HAPPY
sgt2.
sgt2 happy. :)
alhamdulillah.
now that u're healty and fit,
owh, and i do hope u're getting gemuk,
as gemuk is a sign of happinesss :)
i can't wait to come back to malaysia
to see you.
the energetic, loveable, adorable,

aina.
i love you.
now, u can continue with medic. and be a doc. woohoo. jom sama2 jadi doctor, yosh. :P
x sangka mr ehem ehem pengubat nye. hero aina rupenye. :P
hope u guys stick with each other till death do u part. :)
owh, and i miss the rest of the class too.
i bet everyone is getting matured
esp the girls
and the boysss,, errrr,
ad owg ckp, laki ni da tue mana pon x matang lagi. :P
maybe sesetngah laki kot.
heard kowg nk wat reunion this december.
nanti upload pic byk2.
orang jauh nk tgk. :(
ex classmate 4sc2/5sc2,
missing u guys like helll,
hur azmi. :)
Sunday, November 1, 2009
-
I'm writing to say - Had a wonderful day,
Hangin' with my friends
But the memory dies as the sun leaves the skies - I'm alone again
I wanna tell you the weather is fine
When the night comes around you were on my mind
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know
I wanna tell you the things I've seen
I wanna take you to where I've been
And I wish you were here with me
Oh don't you know
I really miss you,
Yes i do.
p/s: do let me know when you're on9. :(
Hangin' with my friends
But the memory dies as the sun leaves the skies - I'm alone again
I wanna tell you the weather is fine
When the night comes around you were on my mind
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know
I wanna tell you the things I've seen
I wanna take you to where I've been
And I wish you were here with me
Oh don't you know
I really miss you,
Yes i do.
p/s: do let me know when you're on9. :(
Friday, October 30, 2009
most handsome?
Most handsome Saudi man.. the grandson of king Faisal
((Hrithik Roshan ))
Most handsome Indian man…. actor
...
Imran Abbas
Most Handsome Pakistany man…. actor
....
Tarkan
Most handome Turkish man… singer
(( Fazza))
Most handsome Emeriti man
(( Dudy)
Most handsome employee in Saudi Aramco after 25 years
.
.
.
.

Haiyaa..i oredi told u maa…5 only…
and i thought mama is trying to give me suggestions on my hubby-to-be.
hahahaha. tension sudah direlease-kan dgn mmbca email mama. :)
owh, and i choose number 1. lalala.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
screw you, i like you.

one block down. another 2 to go.
make it 5 for the whole year.
but yes, i'm kinda like 2nd year more :)
owh, mama. hur still xde trnet.
nak email, but dunno wat to say.
i guess chatting is our best way of communicating.
you know, like 1 to 1.
haha.
and our mama kat sini cakap, intrnet akn ad nxt week.
i guess i have to wait n see.
p/s: we're in mcd. dsperate for trnet, seriously got pbl n histo's assignmnts. haihh.
roger and out,
missing you always,
hur azmi. :)
Sunday, October 11, 2009
4 kg
12.10.
back to egypt.
back to books
back to medic
and deeeep down, i'm kind of excited.
but seriously, i don't want to leave malaysia.
it's not really malaysia itself.
but the ones i love.
and yes. new sem. new resolutions
got this whole loads of pep talks with mama.
i really need to change.
mama, also realise my changes when i came back from egypt.
she said things like,
my eyes don't shine as they used to be,
my eyebags are pretty obvoius,
keguguran rambut ( dy ckp ni blum branak lagi)
and she really don't like my haircut ( haha, it's trendy wat. and i told her, ntah bape byk rmbut kwn2 yg hur da potong macam style hur) :P
my resdung was really terok, that she really ban me from udang and stuffs.
and my skin turns dry. which lotion mmg ad pki. but my skin mmg sensitive. bak kata sum dermatolgist yg i used to see
then she asked me things like,
"hur x makan sayur ke?"
"hur mkn vitamin ke x?"
"hur mkn byk minyak ke?"
"minum air sket ea?"
i was like. x. no. never.sme hur makan. haha.(ad la kdg2 ter-skip. :P)
when she sees me like dat, she started to question things like,
" u don't enjoy your course ke?"
and i said " no ma, there's nothing else i want to do excpt for stdying medic n be a doc. klu hur x stdy medic, i wud haf just stay at home and wait somekind of prince charming to minang me. and i don't think dat is going to happen"
" then, things are hard ke kt sne? those arabs are giving you a hard time ke? u're frens ke?"
and i was like. x kot. i'm happy je. i think.
then i realised that, all this time, i don't see my chnges. i think i really did stressed out. but, i never know dat. haha. but mama knows it all.
so, i thought, this new sem, i dunno wat i'm going to do. but i guess if i take care of my health, i think, i'll be happier. esp my cold and flu, which never stops. rse cm nk cabut hidung pon ad.
owh, and yes. blk mlysia ni, i put on weight. lotsa. haha. 4 kg kot. dlm mse 2 bln lebih. pecah rekod. this time, i really don't control it kot. ye la. i mean, i really love the gulai, and rendang, and sambal and all those msakan kg. and egypt, nasi dy x cm mlysia, it's not pedas, not savoury food. pasta, pizza, burgers- i don't like it much. tu psl kot owg ckp ak kurus ble bru balik aritu. tp blk egypt t, haha. gemuk kot. but nvm. if i put on weight, meaning that i'm happy. very much.
and everyday, abah blik keje, he will ask me to run on the treadmill. and i was like,, "malasnye, busan la bah nek treadmill, tgk dinding je" haha.
and abah ckp, " hur btol2 bdan da nek ni"
and i was like. " x pe. puasa 6 :P"
once i'm in egypt, i won't eat like dat anymore la. haha. no. seriously. :P
back to egypt.
back to books
back to medic
and deeeep down, i'm kind of excited.
but seriously, i don't want to leave malaysia.
it's not really malaysia itself.
but the ones i love.
and yes. new sem. new resolutions
got this whole loads of pep talks with mama.
i really need to change.
mama, also realise my changes when i came back from egypt.
she said things like,
my eyes don't shine as they used to be,
my eyebags are pretty obvoius,
keguguran rambut ( dy ckp ni blum branak lagi)
and she really don't like my haircut ( haha, it's trendy wat. and i told her, ntah bape byk rmbut kwn2 yg hur da potong macam style hur) :P
my resdung was really terok, that she really ban me from udang and stuffs.
and my skin turns dry. which lotion mmg ad pki. but my skin mmg sensitive. bak kata sum dermatolgist yg i used to see
then she asked me things like,
"hur x makan sayur ke?"
"hur mkn vitamin ke x?"
"hur mkn byk minyak ke?"
"minum air sket ea?"
i was like. x. no. never.sme hur makan. haha.(ad la kdg2 ter-skip. :P)
when she sees me like dat, she started to question things like,
" u don't enjoy your course ke?"
and i said " no ma, there's nothing else i want to do excpt for stdying medic n be a doc. klu hur x stdy medic, i wud haf just stay at home and wait somekind of prince charming to minang me. and i don't think dat is going to happen"
" then, things are hard ke kt sne? those arabs are giving you a hard time ke? u're frens ke?"
and i was like. x kot. i'm happy je. i think.
then i realised that, all this time, i don't see my chnges. i think i really did stressed out. but, i never know dat. haha. but mama knows it all.
so, i thought, this new sem, i dunno wat i'm going to do. but i guess if i take care of my health, i think, i'll be happier. esp my cold and flu, which never stops. rse cm nk cabut hidung pon ad.
owh, and yes. blk mlysia ni, i put on weight. lotsa. haha. 4 kg kot. dlm mse 2 bln lebih. pecah rekod. this time, i really don't control it kot. ye la. i mean, i really love the gulai, and rendang, and sambal and all those msakan kg. and egypt, nasi dy x cm mlysia, it's not pedas, not savoury food. pasta, pizza, burgers- i don't like it much. tu psl kot owg ckp ak kurus ble bru balik aritu. tp blk egypt t, haha. gemuk kot. but nvm. if i put on weight, meaning that i'm happy. very much.
and everyday, abah blik keje, he will ask me to run on the treadmill. and i was like,, "malasnye, busan la bah nek treadmill, tgk dinding je" haha.
and abah ckp, " hur btol2 bdan da nek ni"
and i was like. " x pe. puasa 6 :P"
once i'm in egypt, i won't eat like dat anymore la. haha. no. seriously. :P
Monday, September 28, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
selamat hari raya aidilfitri. :)
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
wow!
tr baca post kat blog kader. respect glew org arab ni. haihh. rndu la plak kn.
http://cendology.blogspot.com/2009/09/terawih-tahap-maksimas.html?showComment=1253029211872#c6964790624737032478
anyway, tnjuk the pictures kat abah.
abah ckp;
"ala, kat malaysia ni pon penuh jugak smpi sejuta orang bila dah malam 7 liku ni"
and i was like;
"betul ke bah? wah hebat gak malaysia ni"
pstu abah ckp;
"ye lah. kat jalan tunku abdul rahman tu mmg dkat nk sejuta owg gak yg shopping"
hampeh.
cam perli pon ade gak. :P
http://cendology.blogspot.com/2009/09/terawih-tahap-maksimas.html?showComment=1253029211872#c6964790624737032478
anyway, tnjuk the pictures kat abah.
abah ckp;
"ala, kat malaysia ni pon penuh jugak smpi sejuta orang bila dah malam 7 liku ni"
and i was like;
"betul ke bah? wah hebat gak malaysia ni"
pstu abah ckp;
"ye lah. kat jalan tunku abdul rahman tu mmg dkat nk sejuta owg gak yg shopping"
hampeh.
cam perli pon ade gak. :P
Thursday, September 10, 2009
the littlest things in life.
http://fiveonesix07.blogspot.com/2008/12/friend-in-need-is-friend-indeed.html
and yes.
i'm grateful.
Alhamdulillah.
:)
p/s: len kali klu nk wat penipuan jgn call ak time ak mamai. sbb sumpah ak x paham. (oops, ak ckp sumpah. mind ur language hur :P)
and yes.
i'm grateful.
Alhamdulillah.
:)
p/s: len kali klu nk wat penipuan jgn call ak time ak mamai. sbb sumpah ak x paham. (oops, ak ckp sumpah. mind ur language hur :P)
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
jon and kate plus 8

who are they?
CELEBRITIES.
they are one big family. jon is a korean american. married to kate. having twins when they were 23 and sextuplets at the age of 27. i repeat SEXTUPLETS. as in 6 babies. same age. same time.
diowg ni ade reality tv show kat astro travel home and living channel. since i'm now a temporary housewife, sambil2 buat kuih raya tu, trpaksa la tgk rncangan tv mama kn. it's mama's favourite tv show. because the sextuplets are so cute and adorable. basically the show is about how this couple raise their kids. having 8 kids at one go is not an easy job at all.
since i am so outdated. this show dah dtayangkn lama dah. sblum g egypt lagi. tp skng bru tau. i really respect this couple. ye la. they are very young, and somehow, they can manage all their kids. the couple is not working btw. they depend on the money they got from the reality tv show.
so, there i was respect la konon. like, wah, hebat la dyowg ni. orang laen anak sowg pon susah nk jaga. ni kan owg yg ad 8 owg anak. da lah tu ad 6 kembar plak tu. cmne la agknye dy tukar lampin mse diowg baby dulu.
but then, suddenly mama told me just now that jon and kate divorced already. and i was like, "What?"
"dah cerai dah"
mama ckp, they probably stressed out. they were very tired. with the kids and all. and so, ble da cmtu, mcm2 problem timbul la kn.
Tiba-tiba, hilang plak respect tu. imagine, diowg dah cerai. x kesa la psl diowg kan. but how about their kids? they are victims for sure. and i thought they are the happiest family.
After all they'd been through, raising the kids and all, going through thick and thin together, suddenly they want to divorce. separate. as in, i go my way, u do the same.
Maybe it's not their fault. Maybe they are not meant for each other. Maybe it's fated. They did try to work it out. But i guess, not everything can go according to our plan.
i still like the tv show anyway. it just shows that having a family is seriously, definitely is not as easy as ABC. you need to work together, understand and tolerate , accepting each other's flaws and definitely trust each other. and yes, maybe mula2 kawen, sume cam bahagia je. but then, when you have kids, and lots of problems datang, x kre la financially ke, ataupun ada kehadiran orang ketiga, then suddenly, kasih sayang tu dah mula teruji. and of course, the only thing that can keep the love strong is our iman. and kesabaran for sure.
p/s: credits to our parents yg masih lagi kekal perkahwinan mereka smpi ke anak cucu insyaAllah. Dan juge kpada sesiapa yg anak ramai tu. mmg salute la. Both of my grandmothers are super women kott. and juga kepada parents in. suka sgt bila in cerita psl adik bradik dy yg 9 owg tu. haihh, knape anak mama 4 owg je... :P
Sunday, September 6, 2009
who are we going to trust?
talking about changing the nation, changing the WORLD.
better to change ourselves first, and the ones we love.
p/s: jgn terlalu percaya kt org. get to know them 1st, before going serious with them.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Semoga Semuanya Selamat. InsyaAllah.
Bukak facebook tadi, tiba-tiba terpandang pada updates section mate, Ismah Mansurah.
Rupa-rupanya ayah dia masuk ICU. Ada blood clot kalau tak silap. Ammar ada inform kat ym semua orang.
Memang Allah nak duga Ismah and family pada bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ni. Mesti ada hikmah di sebalik setiap apa yang terjadi. believe in dat 110%. Bertambah lah pahala Ismah sekeluarga. InsyaAllah.
Bila tengok gambar yang Ismah upload tu. Rasa sebak pon ada. (emo dah datang). Sangat memahami apa yang dia rasa sekarang. Melihat ayah kita, tunggak keluarga, yang sebelum ni sihat, tegap, dan sasa, menjalankan tanggungjawab sebagai ketua keluarga tanpa mengeluh. Sekarang ni terlantar tidak bermaya atas katil.
Macam abah dulu, masa mula-mula sampai ke Malysia, abah dah kat hospital. Abah's condition was not as serious as Ismah's dad. Masa tu pon da risau. Ini kan Ismah. Allah je la tahu apa yang dia lalui.
It's a reminder to everyone sebenarnya. Including myself of course. Berapa lama je parents kita akan hidup sebenarnya. Harap-harap cukup lama la untuk diorang sempat tengok anak cucu cicit. InsyaAllah. Tapi tu tidak pasti semestinya. Yang muda, sihat walafiat pon boleh meninggal tiba-tiba. Ni kan parents kita yang dah meningkat umurnya. Ajal dan maut tu pon bila2 boleh datang jemput kita. Sebab tu la, kita kena hargai mereka sementara diowg ada. jangan kita menyesal pada waktu yg akn dtg.
Kita pon dah tak de banyak masa da. Sekarang ni da bulan 9. bulan 10 da kene balik egypt. Ada 1 bulan je lagi. Bagi yang repeat paper, lagi x byk masa. Lepas raya, terus dah kene balik da. Spend the remaining days wisely with the ones we really love. Let them know, that we really, really, really love them.
Walaupun kadang-kadang ada sdikit salah paham, terjerit-jerit ke, kene bebel ke.
Atau kadang-kadang diowg sedikit memaksa, x bagi permission for this and that.
And in some circumtances, diowg 'ter'angkat tangan kat kita. since that's the only way to make us understand kott.
They are parents. These are what they do.
Memang la, kadang2 diowg salah. Tapi most of the time they are right.
And so what if most of the time diowg salah.
They are not perfect, And so are we.
remember one thing. We are so lucky to still have them in our lives. There are lots of our friends, yg dah xde da parents.
Since result pon dah kuar, tahniah kepada sesiapa yang result dia cemerlang. I'm so happy for u guys and girls. You guys did a good job well done.
And to those yang kene balik awal, don't worry, u're not a failure. Allah memang nak uji masa bulan ramadhan ni. nak tengok iman kita kuat ke tak menghadapinya. nak test kita ni menerima dgn baik atau sebaliknya. Sedih xpe, it's normal la. xkan nak gembira plak kan. but then, life has to go on.
kite jatuh, kita bangun balik. kita sambung lari. kalau jatuh lagi, bangun lagi, kita sambung lari lagi. yang kita takut orang yang jatuh pastu dah x nak bangun balik. yes. never give up. as long as we don't give up, InsyaAllah, we will find a way to reach our destination somehow. To be GREAT muslim doctors. Amin.
Macam quote yang Farhana Zakaria pernah bagi masa gala night ksp aritu " Yakin dgn diri sendiri, Yakin dgn kasih sayang Ilahi" It really keeps me going. Thanks Farhana. Or should i say thanks Farhanas. since Farhana Mohammad juga banyak menolong. walaupun result ku bukan lah untuk dibanggakan, tapi alhamdulillah. Kene work hard lagi.
Kepada Ismah dan keluarga, semoga tabah menghadapi dugaan ni. Doakan yang terbaik. Hanya Allah je yg dpat tolong masa ni. Amin
Rupa-rupanya ayah dia masuk ICU. Ada blood clot kalau tak silap. Ammar ada inform kat ym semua orang.
Memang Allah nak duga Ismah and family pada bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ni. Mesti ada hikmah di sebalik setiap apa yang terjadi. believe in dat 110%. Bertambah lah pahala Ismah sekeluarga. InsyaAllah.
Bila tengok gambar yang Ismah upload tu. Rasa sebak pon ada. (emo dah datang). Sangat memahami apa yang dia rasa sekarang. Melihat ayah kita, tunggak keluarga, yang sebelum ni sihat, tegap, dan sasa, menjalankan tanggungjawab sebagai ketua keluarga tanpa mengeluh. Sekarang ni terlantar tidak bermaya atas katil.
Macam abah dulu, masa mula-mula sampai ke Malysia, abah dah kat hospital. Abah's condition was not as serious as Ismah's dad. Masa tu pon da risau. Ini kan Ismah. Allah je la tahu apa yang dia lalui.
It's a reminder to everyone sebenarnya. Including myself of course. Berapa lama je parents kita akan hidup sebenarnya. Harap-harap cukup lama la untuk diorang sempat tengok anak cucu cicit. InsyaAllah. Tapi tu tidak pasti semestinya. Yang muda, sihat walafiat pon boleh meninggal tiba-tiba. Ni kan parents kita yang dah meningkat umurnya. Ajal dan maut tu pon bila2 boleh datang jemput kita. Sebab tu la, kita kena hargai mereka sementara diowg ada. jangan kita menyesal pada waktu yg akn dtg.
Kita pon dah tak de banyak masa da. Sekarang ni da bulan 9. bulan 10 da kene balik egypt. Ada 1 bulan je lagi. Bagi yang repeat paper, lagi x byk masa. Lepas raya, terus dah kene balik da. Spend the remaining days wisely with the ones we really love. Let them know, that we really, really, really love them.
Walaupun kadang-kadang ada sdikit salah paham, terjerit-jerit ke, kene bebel ke.
Atau kadang-kadang diowg sedikit memaksa, x bagi permission for this and that.
And in some circumtances, diowg 'ter'angkat tangan kat kita. since that's the only way to make us understand kott.
They are parents. These are what they do.
Memang la, kadang2 diowg salah. Tapi most of the time they are right.
And so what if most of the time diowg salah.
They are not perfect, And so are we.
remember one thing. We are so lucky to still have them in our lives. There are lots of our friends, yg dah xde da parents.
Since result pon dah kuar, tahniah kepada sesiapa yang result dia cemerlang. I'm so happy for u guys and girls. You guys did a good job well done.
And to those yang kene balik awal, don't worry, u're not a failure. Allah memang nak uji masa bulan ramadhan ni. nak tengok iman kita kuat ke tak menghadapinya. nak test kita ni menerima dgn baik atau sebaliknya. Sedih xpe, it's normal la. xkan nak gembira plak kan. but then, life has to go on.
kite jatuh, kita bangun balik. kita sambung lari. kalau jatuh lagi, bangun lagi, kita sambung lari lagi. yang kita takut orang yang jatuh pastu dah x nak bangun balik. yes. never give up. as long as we don't give up, InsyaAllah, we will find a way to reach our destination somehow. To be GREAT muslim doctors. Amin.
Macam quote yang Farhana Zakaria pernah bagi masa gala night ksp aritu " Yakin dgn diri sendiri, Yakin dgn kasih sayang Ilahi" It really keeps me going. Thanks Farhana. Or should i say thanks Farhanas. since Farhana Mohammad juga banyak menolong. walaupun result ku bukan lah untuk dibanggakan, tapi alhamdulillah. Kene work hard lagi.
Kepada Ismah dan keluarga, semoga tabah menghadapi dugaan ni. Doakan yang terbaik. Hanya Allah je yg dpat tolong masa ni. Amin
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