tahniah DURIAN

maka tahniah group d section 1, ataupun bak kata nanay, group DURIAN.

kita telah berjaya menghadapi presentation marathon selama beberapa hari berturut-turut in one week.

maka saya dengar keluhan dari rakan2 groupmate seperti,
"aku tak study pon sejak dua menjak ni"
"aku stay up just nak wat slide"
"takut dow, aku tak practise"
"aku kene tunggu depan laptop bila email nak masuk sbb kowg punye slide"

i can say, it's a very tough week.
but seeing you guys up there doing your "thing",
makes me happy somehow.
it's worth all the hardworks, at the end of the day.

gaya-gaya anda yang tersendiri, menceriakan hari saya, membeliakkan mata saya yang kuyu,
lenguh dan sengal badan tiba-tiba hilang jap.

jadi, saya nak list kan gaya2 kamu semua, supaya saya tak lupa. :p

Husnun
seorang yang serius ketika membentangkan presentation.
kadang2 ada hamtaro yang comel di slide. :p
juga sangat semangat ketika menyediakan slide kerana tidur lewat malam.

Humaira
Ditabalkan sebagai ketua group d kerana sgt berdedikasi dan bertanggungjawab.
penggunaan lenggok tangan yang baik. kadang2 bertepuk2 tangan pon ada.
perkataan "ok" boleh dikesan beberapa kali.
pernah buat cuak sewaktu presntation pharma. "katanya pemandu teksi menyesatkan". :p

Hamizah
sangat bersedia sebelum presentation kerana tidak pernah tinggal untuk meyediakan notes ringkas untuk presentation
juga sngt lepak bila menerangkan isi-isi yang bernas
menekan spacebar dari jarak yang jauh menggunakan kedua belah tangan.

Hannah
tidak pernah practise untuk presentation, tapi tetap hebat
compensatory pause ketika menerangkan rajah2 di slide.
tangan nye akan berputar-putar di sekeliling rajah ketika menerangkan nye.

Nanay
gaya present ala-ala cikgu tadika, ataupun budak tadika mungkin? haha.
penuh dgn penggunaan kata "SO..."
nada "so" tu sangat la meyakinkan.
senyuman yg lebar tidak pernah padam dari wajahnya.

Abu
agak pro sebab slalunya tak baca slide.
bgus la ble buat keje, sbb bagi coperation yg sepenuhnya.
bila orang suroh pki bju biru, dia pakai merah. :p

Akmal
dikenali juga sebagai khai. haha
kelakar gile bile present, tapi muka tak gelak, senyum je siikit2.
abu suka ajuk "slang" dy. abu mmg kadang2 jahat sket :p

Zaim
sangat cool la ble present. haha.
tangan sebelah mesti dalam poket
tangan sebelah lagi tunjuk2 ke arah slide.

Zalikha
sorang lagi yg memang cool n relax je ble present
cara present mcm takde pape. mcm da biase present.
senyum slalu nk manis, buat docs sume cair.

Hur
dirahsiakan.


papepon, it's great working with you guys. i should say it's a tough week, sebab aku pon da lama tak sentuh buku. haha. nak stay library pon tak tenang sbb pikir slide kat umah. jadi tak stay.
takpe, next week leh stat balik.


tapi do not forget,
ada satu lagi assignment awaits us.
yup, microbe,
so, make sure you guys pass the slides and words to hur and akmal on time ok. on time. :p

happy birthday.

happy birthday adik.

let's be great muslimah doctors and make mama and abah proud. :)






happy birthday hanani akmal.

let's be great muslimah doctors and make group d section 1 proud. :)

saya ada.

saya ada kawan.

saya sayang dia.

kalau saya rasa down, mesti saya pergi kat dia.

bukan kawan laen tak boleh tolong.

tapi mungkin sebab saya rasa selesa dengan dia.

tengok muka dia je hati jadi tenang.

semua rahsia ada pada dia.

sebab saya percaya kat dia.

walaupun kami jauh, ym lah penghubung kami,

rasanya, dia je yang selalu ym saya,

kalau tak, mesti ym saya tak berguna.

kalau saya rasa malas nak belajar,

saya mesti cari dia.

InsyaAllah semangat datang balik.

dia selalu bagi kata-kata manis,

saya tak tahu dia ikhlas ke tak.

tapi saya boleh blushing. (walaupun muka saya gelap. :P)

kalau saya sedih2,

mesti dia suruh saya carik Allah.

kalau saya sakit,

dia mesti risau.

saya sayang dia.

walaupun saya tak tahu camne nak tunjuk kat dia.

saya memang tak reti.

terima kasih ye kawan. :)

you and youth

how are you doing?
it's been a while huh.
i bet you barely remember me.
few years passed by.
somehow, piece of you are inside my head
owh, it always do.

do you remember?
the first time we met.
it's hard to make friends ,
and i've got no one to turn to.
you came along,
and make the first move,
never want to leave by my side.
felt that i've known you long enough.

rebellious i was.
you cannot blamed me.
my hormones got mixed up.
i was a pessimist. very aggresive.
me against the world.
i was always right, and everyone else never was.

i was one of a kind
till the day i found you
and we shared everything.
from thoughts and interests.
i met another me.
a reflection of mine, you are.

did you realise how content i was.
you brought changes to me
i see life in a different perspectives
trigger me to aspire my dreams,
it meant nothing if you're not apart of it.

do you remember?
the time when i said "this place is hell"
you thought of the same thing.
how we had planned of running away together.
it was the most perfect plan of all,
until we came to the part of
"what should we do next?"

sigh. nothing lasts forever.
maturity separates us apart.
i make more friends.
you stayed the same.
i make some more friends.
and you still stayed the same..

maybe it was the popularity,
or the complexity,
either way it was stupidity.
we don't see eye to eye of things no more,
you just hate me.
trust me, i know.

and life goes on.
till we took our separate ways.
never to see you again.
never to heard of you again.
never.

if we are to meet again,
do let me know, it is you,
for you might had changed,
i'm sure i'd changed too,
then, we will know,
what youth had made a fool,
out of me and you.

related to heart

T: anat kan
T: kita konpius ar
T: mediastinum masok ke x?

H: ad yg kte tak msuk
H: ad yg kte msuk tp yg related to heart je

T: mmg la blaja bukan tok exam
T: tp
T: nak kejar bnda penting dulu
T: rite?

H: betul2
H: kte rse
H: bce yg related to heart dlu
H: pstu klu ad mse lebih
H: sntuh sket

T: sume ar related
T: even awak pon
T: related to my heart
T: deep inside my heart

H: hahaha.
H: awak ni sweet talker laaaaa.
H: konfem sweet talker :P

haha. and yes. i want to hear those sweet words more and more. somehow, it makes me happy. :)

sib bek awk bukan laki, klu tak mmg cair la. :p

good luck everyone for the upcoming midterm exam. but i guess, it's not luck that we need. it's our own effort, and Allah's help of course. InsyaAllah.

ayat tak leh bla ari ni

macam bulan yang terselindung oleh awan yang berarak mendung.....
macam tu la kita kalu x de awak


good one T. :p

kental

tu allahyarhamah wan saya. banyak rupa mak saya kan?
dulu, masa saya kecil, sepupu-sepapat saya semua dah besar.
cuma saya je yg masih kecil, maka sebab itu, saya rapat dgn wan saya.
mungkin juga sebab ayah saya selalu bawak kami balik kampung. walaupun busy mana, ayah saya akan tetap mementingkan keluarganya.

wan saya ni aktif berpesatuan.
persatuan wanita la apa la, berzanji la.
saya selalu ikut dia kemana dia pergi,
kalau dy berzanji, nampak la saya kat tepi dia menyibuk-nyibuk,
padahal tak zanji skali pon.
kalau dia pergi balai raya, saya pun ikut.
kadang2 wan-wan tu semua buat kuih la, ada mesyuarat la.
best jugak join dengan diorang ni.

yang paling tak lupa, wan saya rapat dgn tunku kursyiah. permaisuri agong yang pertama. dia pon dah allahyarhamah.
saya ingat pegi jumpa dia sekali dekat kuala pilah.
mak saya kata, saya patut bangga, sebab, bukan senang nak jumpa orang hebat mcm tu.
lebih-lebih lagi secara personal
saya kecik, mana paham.

wan saya ni saya rasa lagi hebat dari mana-mana permaisuri pon.
dia sangat berjiwa kental.
jangan la sesekali pijak kepala dia.
garang indeed. tapi sgt penyayang.
dia sangat cekap dan kuat. macam mak saya.
saya nak jadi macam mereka.

wan sebelah ayah saya pun kuat juga,
kalau tak, macam mana dia boleh besarkan 13 orang anak tanpa bantuan maid atau orang gaji.
alhamdulillah, wan saya ni umur dia masih lagi panjang.
sampai sekarang, dia masih lagi kuat dan mampu berjalan walaupun lutut dia sakit sejak akhir-akhir ni.
tetapi dia masih mampu memasak untuk anak cucu dan cicit nya. :)
sedap owwwh gulai wan. :P

mak saya kata, perempuan kena lagi kuat dari lelaki. bukan dari segi fizikal,
tapi emosi.
dia kata, kita pun kena banyak bersabar, especially bila dah bergelar isteri dan ibu nanti.
kalau lelaki macam tiang keluarga,
perempuan ni mungkin seperti paku-paku yang menghubungkan tiang2 tersebut.
kalau kita rebah, maka keluarga pun akan ada masalah.
dia kata wanita pun kena versatile. jangan duduk kat dapur je. kene ada berpendidikan tinggi, pandai bersosial dengan masyarakat, boleh melakukan kerja2 lelaki (bukanlah semua).
barulah boleh berdikari, masyarakat sanjung, anak-anak pula akan ikut contoh yang baik. suami pun senang :P

saya dah jumpa ramai ibu-ibu yang hebat. saya balik malaysia aritu, saya dah jumpa bermacam-macam ibu. masing-masing berlainan watak dan gaya. tetapi mereka semua penyayang dan cekal orangnya. kerana itulah, anak-anak mereka hebat-hebat belaka.

senang cerita, semua ibu adalah hebat.

owh, tapi semestinya ayah seseorang yang kuat. silap. ayah sangat gagah perkasa.
nanti abah saya jeles pula sebab tak tulis pasal dia :P

dah kata tunggak keluarga kan. mesti lah gagah.
ibu pun dapat semangat dari ayah.
sebab dari kasih sayang, maka dia ada tujuan.
maka bila ada tujuan, adanya kekuatan.
senang cerita, ayah dan ibu complete each other :)

masa ni ayah saya berisi sikit, tapi tetap hensem. :P

p/s: bila tengok gambar dulu2, tak sangka dah aku dah besar rupanya. pas ni dah x remaja dah. tidakkkkkk.. haha. but, i guess that's what life is all about. MOVING FORWARD. :P

views

gorgeous

whitey snoweyyy. :P

breathtaking

mesmerizing

Romantic
view




hahaha. rindu dr ayman la plak. :p

simple, starving to be safe

Lately I've been thinking so strangely about the clouds
and how they seem to slowly fade away, yeah...
Maybe some day we will find a way to disappear.
Just me and you on silver lining dreams.

Ohh how could i survive without your love
and the hope you bring.
Ohh even when the sky is falling down, i know i have you, and it's all i need.

Lately i've been hoping you can stay with me
And i could hold you close til the end of time...yeah.
Maybe someday we will grab some change and run away
but for now i'll learn to say goodbye

daphne loves derby.

best, best. :P




best, best. :P

princess and the pea.

everyone has their own favourite fairy tale.
well, not everyone precisely.
but most of us, girls do.
i do.

when i was a little girl, every night, my mom will tell all kind of fairy tales that she could think of.
when i was a bit older, i read it myself. the whole book. and i read it several times.
abah just loves to buy us all kind of books.

some of us love sleeping beauty,
rapunzel la ( this one is rom's fav), she's a big fan of long and beautiful hair,
cinderella, which i think it's all time favourite.
oh, and i do think girls nowdays are more prone towards barbies and all, since they have their own movies and stuff.
and i'm not surprise if some are shrek's die hard fans.
it's still consider as fairy tale whatttttt. :P


princess and the pea.


why on earth i love this tale. i'm not that sure.
maybe because it used to be the shortest tale ever.

A prince wants to marry a princess.
but it must be a REAL princess.
a REAL one. huh.
now, how on earth are you going to figure out whether she's a real princess or not.
so, he went all over the country, all over the world most probably, to find the one and only
the REAL princess.
but ahh, it was not easy for sure.

so, one rainy day, as he was resting in his palace,
pampering his noble steed, a fat one, ( i couldn't help it, i imagine it it that way. :p)
there was a knock on the door.
he was surprised to see a young woman drenched with rain seeks shelter in the prince's castle.
owh, and the way i imagine it, she must be really ugleyyhh. like wayy ugleyhhh. ( it's not that she's not pretty, let me put it out that she's kinda selekeh la lebey kurang)

so, this young not-soo-good-looking woman, claimed that she's a princess
sheesh, a princess huh.
i bet the prince laughed his guts out.
lalala.

the queen however, thought of testing her. whether she's a real princess or else.
so, she put a pea beneath 20 mattresses. (sedap kot tido. haha)
and let the young woman to sleep on it for a night.
the next morning, the young woman complained that she didn't get a good night sleep.
that her whole body aches, and there were bruises all over her body. (bapak ngada plak kan pompoan ni)
so, that confirms it all, that she's a real princess.
and so, the prince marry her,
and yes,
the typical line goes..
and they lived happily ever after ( ya, ya, watever)

again, i questioned myself, why on earth i adore this tale.

it was simple. a simple and a sweet tale.
the prince knows what he wants, ( a REAL princess for sure)
he knows his target,
and he worked his way to achieve it.
and when he found her, there's no turning back. there's no doubt
he knows what he wants. there's no way he's going to let her slip away.

the princess, (yg sgt sempoi),
don't have to prove a thing.
she claimed she's a princess,
whether ppl want to believe her or not,
she just don't care.
no need for her to wear fancy dress, or showing off a magnificent tiara.
if she's a real princess, ppl will find out eventually.

and the queen. she's a wise one. because she used to be a princess kott. kott la.
so, she knew what she was like when she was young. sangat mengada dan cerewet.
but that's not the point,
she knew what's best for his son, and she knows, what her son wants.

so that's it. simple.

there's no need of fairy godmother to help things out,
no villains and all,
no dragons,
no witches,
no wicked spells or whatsoever.
nothing.

i guess, it's the most sensible fairy tale ever.
though it's illogical for someone to be so sensitive towards a pea.
but it could happen.
it could. who knows.

and hur is sleepy already.
nyte2 everyone.
sweet dreams.
:)

jealousy. green with envy. sume la.

saya dah tengok gambar mereka.

saya dah dgr cerita mereka.

saya mahu juga.
mahu
mahu
mahu
dan mahu




takpe hur. belajar elok2. stdy kuat2. kuat2 gile.
then we'll get there sooon. insyaAllah.


owh, ni mmg kene study kuat gile.
dan simpan duit gila-gila juga.

basyah!
ganbatte!
caiyok!
yosh!

pape la hur. :P

:)

this morning, i woke up feeling sober.

i dunno why. i just do.

then, i called my family. and they sound really happy.
of kos la, da sume kumpol kat kampong.

so, i thought, let's be happy too hur.
let's make your memories with the ones beside you now while u can.

cause u'll never know, how much time for you left.
so, let's make the most out of it

maaf zahir dan batin ye.
and happy aidiladha,
doesn't matter..
wherever you are, watever you do. :)

ribut taufan.

tu abang abbas. raya aritu tak jumpa. yg pki snow cap and tshirt grey.



by the time i'd graduated, god knows how much things had changed,
or how much things i'd missed.

oh well.

p/s: asl sumeowg nk jd musician ni..? :P

gud luck su su for tomorrow upsr's result. :p
jgn mkn byk2 klu stress. huhu

hur, in love.

dari dulu lagi orang selalu tanya,
hur, ko xde pakwe ke?
usually, i'll just laugh.
most of the time, i felt irritated for no reason

high school dlu, ingt lagi,
"hur asl ko x maw ad pakwe?"

my answer....
"perlu ke?"'

"perlu. ko rugi r xde pakwe. time high school ni la nk ada pakwe. baru la orang cakap kita guna masa muda kita. macam ada pengalaman la. seronok pe. ada owang sayang kita. owang belanja kita. topup tok kita. dgr masalah kita"

mendengar hujah2 sebegini kadang2 malas nak layan pon ada.

mula2 bahagia la. pastu, pandang pompoan laen. bahagia la plak kan. buat sakit hati je. da la dosa berkasih-kasih syg yg cam over2 tu kan, pastu tambah dosa laen plak, menyumpah-nyumpah ex-balak lepas clash. siap ugut nak carik minah yang rampas balak dia tu.

x pon tiap2 malam dok atas katil nangis2 x sudah. rasa cam nk bunuh diri la. ape la. cam hidup da x bermakna la.. x mawww aku.

ni aku tengok pengalaman orang la kan.

i mean, come on laaaa. get real. define love. define true love.

cinta patutnya sesuatu yang suci. sangat suci.
Allah pun dah kata berkasih-sayang la kamu sesama manusia.
tengok, patutnya bila kita loving-loving, siap dapat banyak pahala lagi.
tapi asal sekarang ni bila cakap pasal cinta je orang da pandang serong.
macam kalau sebut cinta je orang start cakap, haram, haram. x baek cintan-cintun ni.

padahal cinta tu x haram pon. yang jadi haram bila manusia tu yang menyalahgunakan cinta.

seee,,,yang buat cinta tu kotor ialah salah manusia. haihh. ni yang geram ni. (emo la plak kn)

padahal,
sepatutnya
love is sweeet.
the feeling of falling in love is undescribeable.
is like you're flying in the air,
head over heels,
your heart beats faster,
everything smells nice,
you feel like smilling all day long
butterflies flutter in your heart. (x kesa la kat which chamber pon)
senang citer sume cantek dan manis la. it makes you feel alive. like you have a reason to live in this world. because love makes you feel special.

in your darkest hour pon, somehow, love helps you get back right on track.

but right now, i'm seeing the trend of these young people, not all of them, but maybe some, yang tempoh percintaan nye tu, sekejap-sekejap je. and kadang2 the reason of it is xde jodoh la..(ni paling common la).. Baru tau perangai sebenar dia la. yang x blah bla, mak bapak x restu (yang ni x boleh wat apa la. :P)

kadang-kadang tu, ada yang nk bercinta sebab nak kata desperate pon, buleh jugak la, tapi cam kasar plak kan. sebab member semua da kapel, dy sowg je yang single. rasa macam x cool kalau x kapel. x pon yang suka berkoleksi ni. ni memang pantang la. leh plak nak kumpul2 pakwe or makwe, pstu letak dalam photo album. t nak tunjuk kat anak cucu. nenek or atuk dy dulu player paling hebat.

haiiihh

u fall in love cause it just happens.
u don't need reasons for it.

kadang2, orang tu xde la hensem sgt pon, nak kata baek, x jgak, senang cter biasa2 je la. tapi asal ada yg leh terjatuh cinta.

cinta mana boleh plan, mcm, ak nak jatuh cinta ngn mamat2 matang je. yang cam budak2 ni ak x nak. pastu amik ko. u'll end up with someone yg x matang. kadang2 lagi kte xnak, yang cmtu la kte dapat. ikut nasib la.

xleh demand. sebab semuanya dah ditentukan. kita kene menerima je.
tapi i tell u lah, kalau dah sayang, rasanya kelemahan semua tak nampak la. ye la, owg kata ape, cinta itu buta. pape la.

i'm not against those yang kapel. i think, that's your right. kita semua pon da besar panjang belaka. you have your reasons. ada je yang kapel ni bahagia n x melanggar sangat hukum agama. mmg la orang kata apa, kapel itu haram. tu pendapat masing2 la kan. macam jugak ada orang kata rokok tu haram..selagi tak buat benda2 yang x senonoh, and yang x manis, it's acceptable la kot. yang penting niat dalam hati tu.

and to those yang masih lagi mencari. ahaha. dgr cerita, ramai yang sedang mencari. sabar2 la ye. jangan dok runsing sebab takut kene single sepanjang hayat. bak kata orang tu la. kene doa dan usaha. which i still dun get it, usaha camne yg dia maksudkn. :P yg penting, smeowang Allah dah tentukan jodoh yang sesuai dan yang terbaik. kene tunggu masa je. insyaAllah, the man or the girl of your dreams will find you somehow.

those yang dah jumpa, tapi rasanya menunggu masa yang sesuai.
hrmm, i guess you have your own reasons. nak kumpul duit ke. nak belajar dlu ke. x bersedia lagi ke. watever it is, it's great to wait first so that semua benda stable. tapi jangan tunggu lama sgt. nanti pilihan hati dikebas orang. (x dapek den nak nolong do)

kpd sesape yg x jumpe lagi, dan x rse nak mencari lagi,
haha. bgus sgt la. orang kata muda2 kene enjoy kan. kebebasan hakiki. kawan biar ramai2 kan. kang kalau dah kapel2 rasa terkongkong plak kan. x pon kene jaga hati la. lagi pon ada family jugak. yang family pon x abis nak sayang, nak sayang orang laen plak.
tapi ingat, t satu masa, bila sume kawan da berpunya, and family pon dah malas nak layan sebab korang pon da tua bangka, time tu la terkontang-kanting nak crik. pstu da stat la ckp ngn mak ke. " mak carik lah sape2. jnji boleh kawen" :P

yang dah x sabar2 nak kawen. :p
yang ni nak ckp ape ek. ermm, kawen je la klu da terseksa sgt. tapi klu parents x approve, sabar je la. takpon kalau duit x cukup, pndi2 la crik rezeki yang halal, tak pon saving2 la duit. kalau rse nk tnggu graduate dlu, belajar lah leklok. bru best kan bila dah kawen t. dua2 berjaya. kan elok. :P

and as for me, i rather wait. love takes time. sebab the essence of love is trust.
and trust comes with time.
and when the time comes, it comes je la. x kesa la ble2.

kalau aku dengar lagu jiwang2 ke, tu sebab ak dr dlu cmni. x caya tanya roomate kat muar dlu. mmg hobi saya melalak lagu jiwang dlm bilik.
tanya mama saya juga, kat rumah pon mmg suka dgr lagu old skool dan jiwang.
because both of my parents have the same taste of music like me.
tapi x pe la. jiwang ngn diri sendiri je. bukan dgn orang pon. :P

p/s: hur dan irna x pandang laki macam sperm donor. tu sume fitnah semata-mata :p

careless whisper

I feel so unsure
as I take your hand and
lead you to the dance
floor
as the music dies,
something in your eyes
calls to mind the silver screen
and all those sad good-byes

I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool


wooohooo, thnks anis, for making it as my ringtone.
ni nak slalu miss call ko ni. :p

biar ak nk pasan. ko susah ke. :P

pas ni smeowg nye ringtone, jiwang2. jgn lagu kawen da. :P

i'm glad. :)

glad.
no.
i am soooooo
HAPPY

sgt2.

sgt2 happy. :)

alhamdulillah.

now that u're healty and fit,
owh, and i do hope u're getting gemuk,
as gemuk is a sign of happinesss :)
i can't wait to come back to malaysia
to see you.
the energetic, loveable, adorable,


aina.

i love you.

now, u can continue with medic. and be a doc. woohoo. jom sama2 jadi doctor, yosh. :P

x sangka mr ehem ehem pengubat nye. hero aina rupenye. :P
hope u guys stick with each other till death do u part. :)

owh, and i miss the rest of the class too.
i bet everyone is getting matured
esp the girls
and the boysss,, errrr,
ad owg ckp, laki ni da tue mana pon x matang lagi. :P
maybe sesetngah laki kot.

heard kowg nk wat reunion this december.
nanti upload pic byk2.
orang jauh nk tgk. :(

ex classmate 4sc2/5sc2,
missing u guys like helll,

hur azmi. :)

-

I'm writing to say - Had a wonderful day,
Hangin' with my friends
But the memory dies as the sun leaves the skies - I'm alone again
I wanna tell you the weather is fine
When the night comes around you were on my mind
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know

I wanna tell you the things I've seen
I wanna take you to where I've been
And I wish you were here with me
Oh don't you know

I really miss you,
Yes i do.

p/s: do let me know when you're on9. :(

most handsome?

Most handsome Saudi man.. the grandson of king Faisal








((Hrithik Roshan ))


Most handsome Indian man…. actor
...







Imran Abbas


Most Handsome Pakistany man…. actor
....






Tarkan
Most handome Turkish man… singer









(( Fazza))



Most handsome Emeriti man

(( Dudy)

Most handsome employee in Saudi Aramco after 25 years

.

.

.

.

Haiyaa..i oredi told u maa…5 only…


and i thought mama is trying to give me suggestions on my hubby-to-be.
hahahaha. tension sudah direlease-kan dgn mmbca email mama. :)
owh, and i choose number 1. lalala.

screw you, i like you.

one block down. another 2 to go.
make it 5 for the whole year.

but yes, i'm kinda like 2nd year more :)

owh, mama. hur still xde trnet.
nak email, but dunno wat to say.
i guess chatting is our best way of communicating.
you know, like 1 to 1.
haha.

and our mama kat sini cakap, intrnet akn ad nxt week.
i guess i have to wait n see.

p/s: we're in mcd. dsperate for trnet, seriously got pbl n histo's assignmnts. haihh.

roger and out,
missing you always,
hur azmi. :)

4 kg

12.10.
back to egypt.
back to books
back to medic

and deeeep down, i'm kind of excited.
but seriously, i don't want to leave malaysia.
it's not really malaysia itself.
but the ones i love.

and yes. new sem. new resolutions
got this whole loads of pep talks with mama.
i really need to change.

mama, also realise my changes when i came back from egypt.
she said things like,
my eyes don't shine as they used to be,
my eyebags are pretty obvoius,
keguguran rambut ( dy ckp ni blum branak lagi)
and she really don't like my haircut ( haha, it's trendy wat. and i told her, ntah bape byk rmbut kwn2 yg hur da potong macam style hur) :P
my resdung was really terok, that she really ban me from udang and stuffs.
and my skin turns dry. which lotion mmg ad pki. but my skin mmg sensitive. bak kata sum dermatolgist yg i used to see
then she asked me things like,
"hur x makan sayur ke?"
"hur mkn vitamin ke x?"
"hur mkn byk minyak ke?"
"minum air sket ea?"
i was like. x. no. never.sme hur makan. haha.(ad la kdg2 ter-skip. :P)

when she sees me like dat, she started to question things like,
" u don't enjoy your course ke?"
and i said " no ma, there's nothing else i want to do excpt for stdying medic n be a doc. klu hur x stdy medic, i wud haf just stay at home and wait somekind of prince charming to minang me. and i don't think dat is going to happen"
" then, things are hard ke kt sne? those arabs are giving you a hard time ke? u're frens ke?"
and i was like. x kot. i'm happy je. i think.

then i realised that, all this time, i don't see my chnges. i think i really did stressed out. but, i never know dat. haha. but mama knows it all.

so, i thought, this new sem, i dunno wat i'm going to do. but i guess if i take care of my health, i think, i'll be happier. esp my cold and flu, which never stops. rse cm nk cabut hidung pon ad.

owh, and yes. blk mlysia ni, i put on weight. lotsa. haha. 4 kg kot. dlm mse 2 bln lebih. pecah rekod. this time, i really don't control it kot. ye la. i mean, i really love the gulai, and rendang, and sambal and all those msakan kg. and egypt, nasi dy x cm mlysia, it's not pedas, not savoury food. pasta, pizza, burgers- i don't like it much. tu psl kot owg ckp ak kurus ble bru balik aritu. tp blk egypt t, haha. gemuk kot. but nvm. if i put on weight, meaning that i'm happy. very much.

and everyday, abah blik keje, he will ask me to run on the treadmill. and i was like,, "malasnye, busan la bah nek treadmill, tgk dinding je" haha.

and abah ckp, " hur btol2 bdan da nek ni"
and i was like. " x pe. puasa 6 :P"

once i'm in egypt, i won't eat like dat anymore la. haha. no. seriously. :P

goodbye.

bye bye pink pink.

i'll be missing you like mad.

i know she'll take good care of you.

T_T

selamat hari raya aidilfitri. :)

after lots of hardworks doing chores and kuih raya, watsoever,,,,raya is finally here.

and the best part is, i can celebrate it with family and friends right here, in Malaysia.
Alhamdulillah

and maaf zahir dan batin.


P/s: jemput lah dtg umah or kampung. :)

wow!

tr baca post kat blog kader. respect glew org arab ni. haihh. rndu la plak kn.

http://cendology.blogspot.com/2009/09/terawih-tahap-maksimas.html?showComment=1253029211872#c6964790624737032478

anyway, tnjuk the pictures kat abah.

abah ckp;

"ala, kat malaysia ni pon penuh jugak smpi sejuta orang bila dah malam 7 liku ni"

and i was like;

"betul ke bah? wah hebat gak malaysia ni"

pstu abah ckp;

"ye lah. kat jalan tunku abdul rahman tu mmg dkat nk sejuta owg gak yg shopping"




hampeh.

cam perli pon ade gak. :P

the littlest things in life.

http://fiveonesix07.blogspot.com/2008/12/friend-in-need-is-friend-indeed.html

and yes.
i'm grateful.
Alhamdulillah.

:)

p/s: len kali klu nk wat penipuan jgn call ak time ak mamai. sbb sumpah ak x paham. (oops, ak ckp sumpah. mind ur language hur :P)

jon and kate plus 8

who are they?
CELEBRITIES.

they are one big family. jon is a korean american. married to kate. having twins when they were 23 and sextuplets at the age of 27. i repeat SEXTUPLETS. as in 6 babies. same age. same time.

diowg ni ade reality tv show kat astro travel home and living channel. since i'm now a temporary housewife, sambil2 buat kuih raya tu, trpaksa la tgk rncangan tv mama kn. it's mama's favourite tv show. because the sextuplets are so cute and adorable. basically the show is about how this couple raise their kids. having 8 kids at one go is not an easy job at all.

since i am so outdated. this show dah dtayangkn lama dah. sblum g egypt lagi. tp skng bru tau. i really respect this couple. ye la. they are very young, and somehow, they can manage all their kids. the couple is not working btw. they depend on the money they got from the reality tv show.
so, there i was respect la konon. like, wah, hebat la dyowg ni. orang laen anak sowg pon susah nk jaga. ni kan owg yg ad 8 owg anak. da lah tu ad 6 kembar plak tu. cmne la agknye dy tukar lampin mse diowg baby dulu.

but then, suddenly mama told me just now that jon and kate divorced already. and i was like, "What?"
"dah cerai dah"

mama ckp, they probably stressed out. they were very tired. with the kids and all. and so, ble da cmtu, mcm2 problem timbul la kn.

Tiba-tiba, hilang plak respect tu. imagine, diowg dah cerai. x kesa la psl diowg kan. but how about their kids? they are victims for sure. and i thought they are the happiest family.
After all they'd been through, raising the kids and all, going through thick and thin together, suddenly they want to divorce. separate. as in, i go my way, u do the same.

Maybe it's not their fault. Maybe they are not meant for each other. Maybe it's fated. They did try to work it out. But i guess, not everything can go according to our plan.

i still like the tv show anyway. it just shows that having a family is seriously, definitely is not as easy as ABC. you need to work together, understand and tolerate , accepting each other's flaws and definitely trust each other. and yes, maybe mula2 kawen, sume cam bahagia je. but then, when you have kids, and lots of problems datang, x kre la financially ke, ataupun ada kehadiran orang ketiga, then suddenly, kasih sayang tu dah mula teruji. and of course, the only thing that can keep the love strong is our iman. and kesabaran for sure.

p/s: credits to our parents yg masih lagi kekal perkahwinan mereka smpi ke anak cucu insyaAllah. Dan juge kpada sesiapa yg anak ramai tu. mmg salute la. Both of my grandmothers are super women kott. and juga kepada parents in. suka sgt bila in cerita psl adik bradik dy yg 9 owg tu. haihh, knape anak mama 4 owg je... :P

who are we going to trust?

talking about changing the nation, changing the WORLD.
better to change ourselves first, and the ones we love.

p/s: jgn terlalu percaya kt org. get to know them 1st, before going serious with them.

Semoga Semuanya Selamat. InsyaAllah.

Bukak facebook tadi, tiba-tiba terpandang pada updates section mate, Ismah Mansurah.

Rupa-rupanya ayah dia masuk ICU. Ada blood clot kalau tak silap. Ammar ada inform kat ym semua orang.

Memang Allah nak duga Ismah and family pada bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ni. Mesti ada hikmah di sebalik setiap apa yang terjadi. believe in dat 110%. Bertambah lah pahala Ismah sekeluarga. InsyaAllah.

Bila tengok gambar yang Ismah upload tu. Rasa sebak pon ada. (emo dah datang). Sangat memahami apa yang dia rasa sekarang. Melihat ayah kita, tunggak keluarga, yang sebelum ni sihat, tegap, dan sasa, menjalankan tanggungjawab sebagai ketua keluarga tanpa mengeluh. Sekarang ni terlantar tidak bermaya atas katil.

Macam abah dulu, masa mula-mula sampai ke Malysia, abah dah kat hospital. Abah's condition was not as serious as Ismah's dad. Masa tu pon da risau. Ini kan Ismah. Allah je la tahu apa yang dia lalui.

It's a reminder to everyone sebenarnya. Including myself of course. Berapa lama je parents kita akan hidup sebenarnya. Harap-harap cukup lama la untuk diorang sempat tengok anak cucu cicit. InsyaAllah. Tapi tu tidak pasti semestinya. Yang muda, sihat walafiat pon boleh meninggal tiba-tiba. Ni kan parents kita yang dah meningkat umurnya. Ajal dan maut tu pon bila2 boleh datang jemput kita. Sebab tu la, kita kena hargai mereka sementara diowg ada. jangan kita menyesal pada waktu yg akn dtg.

Kita pon dah tak de banyak masa da. Sekarang ni da bulan 9. bulan 10 da kene balik egypt. Ada 1 bulan je lagi. Bagi yang repeat paper, lagi x byk masa. Lepas raya, terus dah kene balik da. Spend the remaining days wisely with the ones we really love. Let them know, that we really, really, really love them.

Walaupun kadang-kadang ada sdikit salah paham, terjerit-jerit ke, kene bebel ke.
Atau kadang-kadang diowg sedikit memaksa, x bagi permission for this and that.
And in some circumtances, diowg 'ter'angkat tangan kat kita. since that's the only way to make us understand kott.

They are parents. These are what they do.

Memang la, kadang2 diowg salah. Tapi most of the time they are right.
And so what if most of the time diowg salah.
They are not perfect, And so are we.

remember one thing. We are so lucky to still have them in our lives. There are lots of our friends, yg dah xde da parents.

Since result pon dah kuar, tahniah kepada sesiapa yang result dia cemerlang. I'm so happy for u guys and girls. You guys did a good job well done.

And to those yang kene balik awal, don't worry, u're not a failure. Allah memang nak uji masa bulan ramadhan ni. nak tengok iman kita kuat ke tak menghadapinya. nak test kita ni menerima dgn baik atau sebaliknya. Sedih xpe, it's normal la. xkan nak gembira plak kan. but then, life has to go on.

kite jatuh, kita bangun balik. kita sambung lari. kalau jatuh lagi, bangun lagi, kita sambung lari lagi. yang kita takut orang yang jatuh pastu dah x nak bangun balik. yes. never give up. as long as we don't give up, InsyaAllah, we will find a way to reach our destination somehow. To be GREAT muslim doctors. Amin.

Macam quote yang Farhana Zakaria pernah bagi masa gala night ksp aritu " Yakin dgn diri sendiri, Yakin dgn kasih sayang Ilahi" It really keeps me going. Thanks Farhana. Or should i say thanks Farhanas. since Farhana Mohammad juga banyak menolong. walaupun result ku bukan lah untuk dibanggakan, tapi alhamdulillah. Kene work hard lagi.

Kepada Ismah dan keluarga, semoga tabah menghadapi dugaan ni. Doakan yang terbaik. Hanya Allah je yg dpat tolong masa ni. Amin

G for Gedik- part 2.

confession dari in:

Syafinaz: gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Hur:haha
Hur: best kaannnn
Hur: bpk gedik
Hur: tp cumwel
Syafinaz: yup
Syafinaz: haha
Syafinaz: btol2
Syafinaz: aku ske
Syafinaz: aku pn nk jd gedik cmtu ah
Syafinaz: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

in secara rasminya dah jadi gay. haha.

ini balasan sbb clash ngn ak.
dan balasan sebab ugut ak ngan diari tercinta ak.

lalalala.. :P

G for Gedik

Yup. They are sure gedik.

and comel
and cheeky
and sweet
and sexi too

and somehow, i started to love them.

betul la owg cakap, kalau benci, lama-lama suka.

haihh, sume pengaruh nad ngn iez.
i hate u guys.

huhuhu

Girl's Generation-Gee

they have sweet lyrics tooo..

and i know, in akan benci gile dgn pompoan2 gedik cmni. ingt in, kalau benci, lama-lama suka :)

older

Waited all my life for this day to come
I feel like letting go
Life goes on
Wasting no more time
So much to be done
Everything works out
So they say
Over my shoulder
It's tough getting older
Yeah, yeah

yup2. turning 19 is not that easy. well, i'm happy for sure, except when it comes to the part that i'm getting older.

getting older = bigger responsibilities = more matured = so NOT like me. haha
haihh,, got to get used to it. sooner or later.

Seems like nothing is black and white anymore
Shades of gray and I feel a weight over my shoulder
It's tough getting older
I always thought that I knew where I'd want to go
Now I'm here and I find that I'm still getting colder
It's kinda tough getting older

thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes.. really REALLY appreciate.
from sms-es, ym-s to fb-s, phone calls, and even through blogs' posts. You guys are REALLY
GREAT.
big hugs for everyone :)

and yes, the posts really made my day. i can't help smiling all day loonnngg..


Pakcik BUBU

Makcik ZAMZAM

Datin TYRA

Mama NIS (manis pon buleh juge)

Pakcik LOSER


see, siap promote lagi blog kowg :P

Here before my eyes
Many roads ahead
Time for me to choose one way now
If I take a chance
What lies down the road
Feeling so confused
Turned around
On and on
On and on
Yeah, yeah'

my b'day wishes? bak kata owg putih.. semua sudah tercapai. ok. that's a lie. masih lagi ada 3 perkara.

A good muslimah doctor, anak yang solehah, and of course,,,surirumah tangga yg berjaya. :P

for the time being, i'm happy to love and being loved :)

p/s: to all my MOKS. thanks for mokmok. haha. nak yg paling gemuk dan berbulu, but i guess u guys tak cukup budget. haha. xpe la. at least leh masuk dlm cargo nanti. :P

tak terkawal

Pagi tadi, di stesen bas Ipoh.
Saya dan In sedang membeli tiket bas ke Kuala Lumpur.

Saya: Pakcik, saya nak 2 tiket ke KL

Pakcik: Ok. Semuanya RM34

Saya: Haaaa?????!!!!! Rm34??? (Dgn nada terkejut)

Pakcik: (Dengan nada lagi terkejut) Asl terkejut? Betul la pakcik kata

Saya: Lorr.. RM 34 tok 2 tiket ke..hihihi.. (da malu da)

Pakcik: Awak nanti dgn laki awak jgn buat macamtu. Buat orang terkejut je

Saya: Saya akan cuba yang terbaik pakcik. (sgt semangat)

Konklusinya, emo saya perlu dikurangkan untuk masa hadapan yang lebih cerah. Lalalala...

P/s: Terima kasih kepada mereka2 yang terlibat sepanjang saya berada di Kuantan dan Ipoh. Anda semua memang dari kalangan orang2 yang baik2 belaka. Semoga Allah memberkati kamu semua. Amin. :)

i luf u lardee.

this is lardee and ickle

Iez: haha
Iez: awk la
Iez: awk ickle
Iez: kte lardee
Iez: =P
Hur: sama jeee
Hur: ap beza dy?
Iez: sorg gemuk skit
Iez: sorg lg kurus
Hur: spe gemuk?
Hur: awk?
Iez: yg kecik skit tu ickle
Iez: lardee
Iez: aah
Iez: tp lardee comelllllllll!!!!!! XDDDDDDDDD
Hur: so, kte ickle laa
Iez: yeah LAWL
Hur: haha
Hur: krenye awk gemuk la
Iez: em bukan
Iez: point penting disini ialah "comel"
Iez: haha
Hur: itulah yg paling penting sebenarnye
Hur: ngee~
Iez: lol
Iez: kdg2 yg kte igt penting tu lah yg tk penting
Iez: =P
Hur: salah sama sekali
Hur: ape-apepon
Hur: awk tatap gemuk
Hur: nuthing can chnge that fact :)

i'm coming to you gemuk. see yaaah...

p/s: W*F*f*k :P

18

current colour: pink
date: 18 th August 2009
status: can't wait.

:)

:(

why her?
why her?
of all the people in this world,
why her?
ya allah,
she's the nicest girl ever.
why is this happening to her.
ya allah,
tolonglah ya allah,
tolonglah pulihkan keadaan ini kembali.
she really don't deserve this.
mungkin ini satu dugaan, tapi ya Allah,
tolonglah hamba mu yang lemah ni.

i can't bear seeing her like this.
i really can't.
T-T

mask

just the other day, mama was peeking at poh kong's window's display.. and there's this salesgirl came to her.

" makcik, makcik x nk beli emas baru utk raya?"

and mama told her..

"makcik da x pki emas sgt da"

abah's answer,

"owg sekarang da x pki mas da, owg pakai mask."

N.B: mas = emas

yup. h1n1 everyone. and the number of death is increasing day by day.
but then again, things happen for reason aite.
i 100% agree on that one.
you see, due to h1n1 thingy, all my sisters are home.
cool huh.

after 11 months, all of us are reunited again.
alhamdulillah.

though romy is now back in penang, and the next time i can see her is during raya.
it's ok, time flies fast ey.
oh well.
p/s: mr h1n1, please go away. and never come back.

black or white

And I Told About Equality
An It's True Either
You're Wrong Or You're Right
But, If You're Thinkin' About My Baby
It Don't Matter
If You're Black Or White

heard this song kat kedai mamak td. haha.. luf mj so much. r.i.p.

it's great to be home.. huhu..
sgt sronok.
sgt.

though at times, i kinda of missing egypt.
but hey, i'm loving mlysia man...haha.

btw, thnks to abu, akmal, afiq areqa for visiting abah kat hospital aritu.
really appreciate it.
sempat jln kt ts je,
mkn kat penang village, and watch a dumb movie together.
the land of lost. haha. kelakar gak la.

cilok pictures from afiq's bl0g.

thnks a lot guyss..
my parents think i have the nicest friends ever.
and yes, that's a fact.

curtain falls

and that's the end of our 1st year.
let's wait for the second one.
:)

seribu tahun.

yup. imran ajmain. i used to hate this song soo much.
i don't have any reason for that.
maybe because it sounds like a hopeless love song.
promises that no one can kept.
a false hope.

but someone i love, loves this song.
and when she loves it, i started to love it too..

kan nyza kn?
lagu feveret ko kn?
di saat semua orang da balik rumah,
da bebas dari spm,
kita still ag dok kat maktab tu.
yup. our last paper. seni reka.
and yes, those last moments could be the best ones.

ingt x, sbb semua owg da balik,
maktab tu jd kita yg punya.
tiap2 ari mandi swimming pool.
kuar maen bowling kt bndar muar tu.
tgk wayang.
yg plg best, nangis2 dpan tv tgk drama kat tv3.
yup, just both of us at that tyme.
sbb aina balik jap tyme tu..

and yes, kita x rapat dari dlu,
but a short quality time makes a huge different,
it's like i've known u since forever.

i love you nyza,
it's not because you wrote a post for me.
http://sayanyza.blogspot.com/2009/07/entry-3-anak-anak-art.html
it's because i want to love you.
and no one can take that away for me.

kelas seni reka telah menemukan kita.
and alhamdulillah, all of us got a1 for the arts paper ( klu x dpt x tau la)
haihh,,teringt la kat ckgu noer yg comel lote. :)

p/s: klu ak g muar, and if ko ad kat batu pahat, let me know. nak sgt jmpe ko. :)

till we meet again.

gagak mati

Disebabkan PPSMI telah dimansuhkan.
(tiada kaitan antara hidup dan yang mati)

Dia nampak gagak mati,
Dalam longkang,
Tepi pejabat pos.

Dia nampak lelaki tua,
Susah tarik nafas,
Dan bayi sesak nafas,
Dalam klinik yang sesak pada waktu pagi.
Bumi ini sangat kaya,
Kenapa kita kena menderita

Saya nak udara bersih,
Untuk cucu-cucu, cicit-cicit, oneng-oneng saya,
Saya nak orang-orang yang bodoh,
Tinggalkan hutan-hutan keseorangan,

Saya nak pokok-pokok tumbuh meliar,
Sungai berjoging dan berlari bebas,
Dan bumi diselaputi rumput (lalang pun boleh)
Biarlah AHLI-AHLI POLITIK fikir bagaimana,
Bagaimana ye,
Kita ye,
Dimana ye,
Boleh hidup bermaruah,
Kini dan Selamanya


kenapa dimansuhkan?
siapa yang salah?
betul ke tindakan ini?

saya tiada jawapan bagi soalan tersebut.

Tetapi, saya sangat bersyukur,
sangat-sangat bersyukur,
kerana dilahirkan dalam batch 1990,
batch pertama PPMSI,
kerana PPMSI, adalah salah satu sebab bagaimana saya boleh meraih tempat di universiti lebih-lebih lagi dalam bidang perubatan.
Alhamdulillah.

rainbow tree.

As we grow up,
we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too,
so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast,
and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much,
and love like you've never been hurt
because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Don't be afraid that your life will end,
be afraid that it will never begin.

credits to the one and only,
i will always love you.
:)

^-^

tok loser...

ak tau ko nk msuk u ari ni..
syabas dak kecik, ari ni, anda sudah besar..haha..
wlupon u dekat nk mati ngn umah ko.
it's not fair, loser.

ak nk ckp gak, ak da tgk transformer yg ko suwo ak tgk sgtttttt tu.haha..boleh thn..

pstu, baek ko g lulus amik lesen ko ngn cepat.
(jgn dok slhkan jpj je)
klu tak, seyes ko loser weyh.

pstu nk ckp ag,
ari ni waney balik mlysia gak....
waaaa..
pagi ku dikejutkan oleh pnggilan yg buat ak jeles glew ngn dy. haha.

pstu, dsbabkan exam, fb ngn ym dikurgkn.
maaf la ye pkcik. ko pon da msuk u kn.

pstu, ak nk balik mlysia da..
oleh itu, sila tepati janji2 manis anda.... :P
(belanja, belanja, belanja) haha.

and to waney, yes, saya akn tuntut selendang2 ku dr mu. :)
have fun in malaysia,
i'll be joining u sooonnnn...

kepada kwn2 seperjuangan di sini,
x yah nk emo2 sgt ag..
jgn dok mimpi malaysia je,
sket je mase ag..struggle, struggle, and struggle,
then, we'll have a blast in malaysia.
(khas tok areqa yg trsayang)

and kepada hur, sila kmbali ke meja belajar anda. tima kaseh.

hahaha.

x leh bla.

yg pki mini skirt tu pon baca yassin dow..

mmg x leh bla.

quotes of the day

"baek ko bce buku sambil ko maen. ak tengok ko dari tadi maen. pegang buku pon jadi la."


"tu bukan gedik, tu sexi"


"tu bukan gedik, tu manja"


"sume laki same"


"memang la sme laki same, klu x same, pompoan la."


"tu sume mind setting je tu"


"tolong jangan nyanyi lagu ***** tu boleh x...nyampah.."


"nanti kat akhirat kan......"


"selagi dia x ckp dia suka, dia x suka la tu."


"nak skor medik ni senang je, bace je buku tu byk2."


"awak ni baek sangat la."


"muke awak nmpak kesian."


"asal awak pandang kte ? tau la kte gemok"


"aku redha je."


"awak, awak nak x klu bla bla bla bla..."


"eeeeeeeeeeeeee......pervert!!"


"letih la cmnih,,,haihhh.."


"malam ni jom study anat."


"in any relationship, it's all about accepting each other's flaws :)"


"penipu."


"paris tu kat italy"


"P.J tu Putere Jaya"


"baby, it's true, our love is fact"


lalalalala....

he caught my attention.

penat bce buku. byk gile muscle la, nerve la. ape la..
jadi, saya berehat seketika.
dan nadiah izzati telah memberi cadangan sebuah video sgt bagus...
and seriously, semua keresehan di jiwa, hilang begitu saja..
he is sooo great. 10 years learning bahasa melayu, kelate plak tu..that's amazing...
and he is cute :)
hrmmm,, agaknye,, i need 10 years to really master arabic? hrmmm..i wonder..



owh, kami sudah jumpa rumah!! thanks to furqan and akmal. you guys did helped us a lott!! and of course to my housemates to be.

alhamdulillah, satu masalah dah selesai.

now, all i got to do is focus on the upcoming exam...

and malaysia is waiting for me.

:)

nursy

meet athirah adnan,
my ex schoolmate in saujana form 2+3
my best friend forever.
a nurse- to- be.

yes, you can be my nurse and assistant. InsyaAllah.

owh, and yes thirah,,,
i'm still single and available and invisible.
i'm still the same old Hur,
and will always be.


p/s: dia suroh kim salam kat mamat2 hensem kat sini. jadi, mamat2 hensem di egypt ni, kwn saya athirah adnan kim slm. :)

ever wonder

a very touching one :(

A LITTLE MUSLIM FROM PALESTINE

I'll always be a contender

Yes, I know my bones are very tender

And by Allah you won't see me surrender

Look at my eyes? You'll see no butterflies

My home is filled with cries... due to all the lost lives

But I swear by Allah I'll never compromise

I'll still throw the stones even with my broken bones

Why can't I hear from you, don't you have any phones?

Ya I forgot, your not on the chase, try it out and put your self in my place

Soon I'll return to my lord , the one that deserves every grace

Oh you don't have to worry cause of me you'll find no trace

It really is to late, why did you wait?

You could have sent me at least one dinner plate

I guess it is my fate

And La Ilaha Illa Allah is my mate.

source: http://quranicverse99.tripod.com/pathtoparadise/id22.html

Scent Of Palastine, Scent Of Jannah. :)

Fahri :)

It was teacher's day a few days ago. So, i wrote a message on miss erma's wall. She taught me EST. The one who discovers my debating skill which turned out not to be very promising since i screwed the whole debate team. a spoiler i am. but let bygones be bygones.

I dare say that she is one of the best teacher that i've ever had. once, she read my essay and she cried. she told me that i wrote from the bottom of my heart. something that i actually really felt.
well, that explains why all my girlfriends asked me to write surat cinta for their respective boyfriends. i even wrote for their mothers on mother's day and for their fathers too. kalau wat business dlu untung gak en..haha.. but seriously, all those sweet words (sweeet ka?) really comes from the bottom of my heart. i don't lie as much as i don't want everyone else to lie to me too.

miss erma's newly born son is soo cute. and his name is Fahri. yes, as in Fahri ayat2 cinta. she told me the meaning of Fahri is "my pride". a very beutiful name indeed.

she loves that novel soo much, or maybe Fahri himself. she said she wants her son to become just like Fahri.

haihhh,,everyone loves Fahri. i mean, he is the best man yet. (after my abah of course) so i told miss erma how i wish that i'll find someone like Fahri.

so, she wrote me a long but yet a very meaningful message on my wall.


i'm sure your fahri exists as i have always believed that my fahri was out there waiting for me and eventually he did find me!

he's out there, i'm sure...i found mine at 28. when i finally found him, i've done everything i wanted as a single girl and i was so ready to settle down.

things'll work if you find e right person @ e right time. Wrong person @ e right time won't work,e right person@ e wrong time'll cause trouble.

So, don't worry and take your time. When in r'ship, you need to put him b4 yourself. If you haven't had enough of single life, then you'll be yearning for freedom forever.

i remember clearly, she used to tell me the story of her quest in searching for Mr Right. How she had a hard time dealing with her ex-boyfriends. It is not that easy i guess. There will always be obstacles if he is not for you. he could be mommy's boy la, immatured la..not serious la,, unfaithful or maybe his parents is the problem. whatever it is, if he' not for you, he will never be. no matter how deeply in love you are with each other. If he is for you, he will eventually be with you, though you're not that in love with him initially.

miss erma did find his "Fahri". An architect. *rawr* haha..lucky her. and yes, she is soo happy right now. happily ever after exists after all.

miss erma & her beloved hubby.

thank you miss erma. thank you so much. semoga berkekalan hingga ke anak cucu.

and about Fahri, i'll let you know if i found my own Fahri. Only Aisha deserves Fahri. To have Fahri, you have to be like Aisha. That is certainly not easy at all. Mama jangan prasaan. You are not the only Aishah here. In your case, Aishah deserves Azmi. haha..

And as for me, i've got a long way to go. Right now, i enjoy having fun with my beloved family and friends.. and struggling with medicine of course. nothing else matters. Just like what miss erma said,

"the right person, at the right time."
InsyaAllah.

thank you.

Thank you for the love you gave me.

For the bedtime stories you used to tell me

For the homeworks that we did together

The magic of your touch that heals my wound

The sleepless nights you spent taking care of me when i'm sick

How you always check on us at night to make sure we sleep safe and sound

Thank you for spanking me hard on my butt,

For I know I was so lazy to study, and naughty for sure

Thank you for keep on forcing me to read textbooks,

For I only interested in novels and story books

Thank you for always being there for me

For reading my diary accidentally :)

For not giving me too much freedom

At the same time giving me room to grow,

And understand that normal teenager like me tends to rebel at times,

When I only know how to enjoy life 24/7,

How I hate responsibilties,

How I hate hostel so much,

How I complained about all the teachers in the school,

Having problems to make new friends since we move a lot,

I cried everyday while talking to you in the phone,

And hope you come and take me away from all the miseries.

Thank you for not listening to me at that time

For you really know what is best for me

Thank you for visiting me at the hostel almost everyday,

Bringing me homecooked food,

Or sometimes just lepak with me at the school canteen,

With teh tarek of course.

How I really miss those days

How you came and helped me with mathematics which I despised, a lot.

Though home and hostel is just a few miles away,

How you motivates all my friends there,

The whole hostel knew you,

The muffins that you baked for all of us there,

How all of them love you,

And wanting you as their mothers,

How jealous I was,

For you are my only mother,

And no one else can have you except for me and those 3 gemoks. :)

And abah of course.

Thank you for because of you, I did well in my pmr exam.

Because of you, I get to the chance to study in mrsm muar

And met so many great people there,

And learnt so many things that I might not have if I was in a normal day school.

How to live independently,

How to not trust people 100%,

To follow my instincts,

To control my emotions,

It was in Muar that I had so many wonderful friends and teachers

And yes, it is all because of you.

Thank you for the time we spent together,

Could be the best time of my life,

Though I was a nervous wrecked waiting for my results.

How we baked muffins together,

Lepak at different restaurants almost everyday,

From nando's to mcd to mamak to marybrown,

And the days when hospital was our second home,

For mak ji was sick,

And we helped her for we love her so much.

Thank you.

For at that time, I realised that I am not a little girl anymore

That responsibilties are the essence of life

Along with problems and pain.

Yes, I admit, I complained a lot without you knowing that.

How I wish, I was still in school.

How I wish I never grow up.

Yes. It was unrealistic at all.

Thank you for helping me to decide,

How I was so confused,

Uia or Um?

You told me not to listen much to other people,

For once, to choose something because I want to,

Not to only fulfill other people's desires.

You told me that it is not the place that determines our success,

But success depends on our own selves.

It is because of you,

I am right here where I am sitting right now,

Blogging using this free laptop, (abah topup a little bit)

Living comfortably,

While fulfilling my dreams,

Though at times I felt like flying back to where I belong

For reading textbooks is still not my favourite,

It is because of you,

I am trying hard not to follow my emotions too much,

For you always tell me to not give up.

For dreams can be achieved,

If we keep on working hard,

And try again each time we stumble hard,

As long as we never lose our faith to Allah

Thank you for being my mama,

No matter how many words I described,

No matter how many lines I wrote,

No matter how many “thank you”s I put on this post,

The lists went on and on,

Nothing is precious as your love,

And I am going to hold on it for the rest of my life,

Insyaallah.

Thank you for everything, mama

Happy mother's day.

p/s: i know, my grammar is atrocious. again. but let me publish this post ea mama. credits to areqa gak. love ya dear :)

and yes, this girl inspired me.