:)

this morning, i woke up feeling sober.

i dunno why. i just do.

then, i called my family. and they sound really happy.
of kos la, da sume kumpol kat kampong.

so, i thought, let's be happy too hur.
let's make your memories with the ones beside you now while u can.

cause u'll never know, how much time for you left.
so, let's make the most out of it

maaf zahir dan batin ye.
and happy aidiladha,
doesn't matter..
wherever you are, watever you do. :)

ribut taufan.

tu abang abbas. raya aritu tak jumpa. yg pki snow cap and tshirt grey.



by the time i'd graduated, god knows how much things had changed,
or how much things i'd missed.

oh well.

p/s: asl sumeowg nk jd musician ni..? :P

gud luck su su for tomorrow upsr's result. :p
jgn mkn byk2 klu stress. huhu

hur, in love.

dari dulu lagi orang selalu tanya,
hur, ko xde pakwe ke?
usually, i'll just laugh.
most of the time, i felt irritated for no reason

high school dlu, ingt lagi,
"hur asl ko x maw ad pakwe?"

my answer....
"perlu ke?"'

"perlu. ko rugi r xde pakwe. time high school ni la nk ada pakwe. baru la orang cakap kita guna masa muda kita. macam ada pengalaman la. seronok pe. ada owang sayang kita. owang belanja kita. topup tok kita. dgr masalah kita"

mendengar hujah2 sebegini kadang2 malas nak layan pon ada.

mula2 bahagia la. pastu, pandang pompoan laen. bahagia la plak kan. buat sakit hati je. da la dosa berkasih-kasih syg yg cam over2 tu kan, pastu tambah dosa laen plak, menyumpah-nyumpah ex-balak lepas clash. siap ugut nak carik minah yang rampas balak dia tu.

x pon tiap2 malam dok atas katil nangis2 x sudah. rasa cam nk bunuh diri la. ape la. cam hidup da x bermakna la.. x mawww aku.

ni aku tengok pengalaman orang la kan.

i mean, come on laaaa. get real. define love. define true love.

cinta patutnya sesuatu yang suci. sangat suci.
Allah pun dah kata berkasih-sayang la kamu sesama manusia.
tengok, patutnya bila kita loving-loving, siap dapat banyak pahala lagi.
tapi asal sekarang ni bila cakap pasal cinta je orang da pandang serong.
macam kalau sebut cinta je orang start cakap, haram, haram. x baek cintan-cintun ni.

padahal cinta tu x haram pon. yang jadi haram bila manusia tu yang menyalahgunakan cinta.

seee,,,yang buat cinta tu kotor ialah salah manusia. haihh. ni yang geram ni. (emo la plak kn)

padahal,
sepatutnya
love is sweeet.
the feeling of falling in love is undescribeable.
is like you're flying in the air,
head over heels,
your heart beats faster,
everything smells nice,
you feel like smilling all day long
butterflies flutter in your heart. (x kesa la kat which chamber pon)
senang citer sume cantek dan manis la. it makes you feel alive. like you have a reason to live in this world. because love makes you feel special.

in your darkest hour pon, somehow, love helps you get back right on track.

but right now, i'm seeing the trend of these young people, not all of them, but maybe some, yang tempoh percintaan nye tu, sekejap-sekejap je. and kadang2 the reason of it is xde jodoh la..(ni paling common la).. Baru tau perangai sebenar dia la. yang x blah bla, mak bapak x restu (yang ni x boleh wat apa la. :P)

kadang-kadang tu, ada yang nk bercinta sebab nak kata desperate pon, buleh jugak la, tapi cam kasar plak kan. sebab member semua da kapel, dy sowg je yang single. rasa macam x cool kalau x kapel. x pon yang suka berkoleksi ni. ni memang pantang la. leh plak nak kumpul2 pakwe or makwe, pstu letak dalam photo album. t nak tunjuk kat anak cucu. nenek or atuk dy dulu player paling hebat.

haiiihh

u fall in love cause it just happens.
u don't need reasons for it.

kadang2, orang tu xde la hensem sgt pon, nak kata baek, x jgak, senang cter biasa2 je la. tapi asal ada yg leh terjatuh cinta.

cinta mana boleh plan, mcm, ak nak jatuh cinta ngn mamat2 matang je. yang cam budak2 ni ak x nak. pastu amik ko. u'll end up with someone yg x matang. kadang2 lagi kte xnak, yang cmtu la kte dapat. ikut nasib la.

xleh demand. sebab semuanya dah ditentukan. kita kene menerima je.
tapi i tell u lah, kalau dah sayang, rasanya kelemahan semua tak nampak la. ye la, owg kata ape, cinta itu buta. pape la.

i'm not against those yang kapel. i think, that's your right. kita semua pon da besar panjang belaka. you have your reasons. ada je yang kapel ni bahagia n x melanggar sangat hukum agama. mmg la orang kata apa, kapel itu haram. tu pendapat masing2 la kan. macam jugak ada orang kata rokok tu haram..selagi tak buat benda2 yang x senonoh, and yang x manis, it's acceptable la kot. yang penting niat dalam hati tu.

and to those yang masih lagi mencari. ahaha. dgr cerita, ramai yang sedang mencari. sabar2 la ye. jangan dok runsing sebab takut kene single sepanjang hayat. bak kata orang tu la. kene doa dan usaha. which i still dun get it, usaha camne yg dia maksudkn. :P yg penting, smeowang Allah dah tentukan jodoh yang sesuai dan yang terbaik. kene tunggu masa je. insyaAllah, the man or the girl of your dreams will find you somehow.

those yang dah jumpa, tapi rasanya menunggu masa yang sesuai.
hrmm, i guess you have your own reasons. nak kumpul duit ke. nak belajar dlu ke. x bersedia lagi ke. watever it is, it's great to wait first so that semua benda stable. tapi jangan tunggu lama sgt. nanti pilihan hati dikebas orang. (x dapek den nak nolong do)

kpd sesape yg x jumpe lagi, dan x rse nak mencari lagi,
haha. bgus sgt la. orang kata muda2 kene enjoy kan. kebebasan hakiki. kawan biar ramai2 kan. kang kalau dah kapel2 rasa terkongkong plak kan. x pon kene jaga hati la. lagi pon ada family jugak. yang family pon x abis nak sayang, nak sayang orang laen plak.
tapi ingat, t satu masa, bila sume kawan da berpunya, and family pon dah malas nak layan sebab korang pon da tua bangka, time tu la terkontang-kanting nak crik. pstu da stat la ckp ngn mak ke. " mak carik lah sape2. jnji boleh kawen" :P

yang dah x sabar2 nak kawen. :p
yang ni nak ckp ape ek. ermm, kawen je la klu da terseksa sgt. tapi klu parents x approve, sabar je la. takpon kalau duit x cukup, pndi2 la crik rezeki yang halal, tak pon saving2 la duit. kalau rse nk tnggu graduate dlu, belajar lah leklok. bru best kan bila dah kawen t. dua2 berjaya. kan elok. :P

and as for me, i rather wait. love takes time. sebab the essence of love is trust.
and trust comes with time.
and when the time comes, it comes je la. x kesa la ble2.

kalau aku dengar lagu jiwang2 ke, tu sebab ak dr dlu cmni. x caya tanya roomate kat muar dlu. mmg hobi saya melalak lagu jiwang dlm bilik.
tanya mama saya juga, kat rumah pon mmg suka dgr lagu old skool dan jiwang.
because both of my parents have the same taste of music like me.
tapi x pe la. jiwang ngn diri sendiri je. bukan dgn orang pon. :P

p/s: hur dan irna x pandang laki macam sperm donor. tu sume fitnah semata-mata :p

careless whisper

I feel so unsure
as I take your hand and
lead you to the dance
floor
as the music dies,
something in your eyes
calls to mind the silver screen
and all those sad good-byes

I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool


wooohooo, thnks anis, for making it as my ringtone.
ni nak slalu miss call ko ni. :p

biar ak nk pasan. ko susah ke. :P

pas ni smeowg nye ringtone, jiwang2. jgn lagu kawen da. :P

i'm glad. :)

glad.
no.
i am soooooo
HAPPY

sgt2.

sgt2 happy. :)

alhamdulillah.

now that u're healty and fit,
owh, and i do hope u're getting gemuk,
as gemuk is a sign of happinesss :)
i can't wait to come back to malaysia
to see you.
the energetic, loveable, adorable,


aina.

i love you.

now, u can continue with medic. and be a doc. woohoo. jom sama2 jadi doctor, yosh. :P

x sangka mr ehem ehem pengubat nye. hero aina rupenye. :P
hope u guys stick with each other till death do u part. :)

owh, and i miss the rest of the class too.
i bet everyone is getting matured
esp the girls
and the boysss,, errrr,
ad owg ckp, laki ni da tue mana pon x matang lagi. :P
maybe sesetngah laki kot.

heard kowg nk wat reunion this december.
nanti upload pic byk2.
orang jauh nk tgk. :(

ex classmate 4sc2/5sc2,
missing u guys like helll,

hur azmi. :)

-

I'm writing to say - Had a wonderful day,
Hangin' with my friends
But the memory dies as the sun leaves the skies - I'm alone again
I wanna tell you the weather is fine
When the night comes around you were on my mind
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know

I wanna tell you the things I've seen
I wanna take you to where I've been
And I wish you were here with me
Oh don't you know

I really miss you,
Yes i do.

p/s: do let me know when you're on9. :(