Saturday, January 28, 2012

mungkin, aku terlupa. lagi.

6.15 pagi

"mesir camna? aman?"'
"alhamdulillah. 25 januari tu, diorang buat protest mcm biasa je. and celebrate 1 year"
"oh, i see. comel la baby kawan hur tu."
"oh, baby kak nisa ke? comel sgt. kecik je."
"hur takde calon lagi ke?"
"ma ni, hur da cakap, hur tak fikir lagi. banyak tak study lagi ni. nanti2 la, bila dah grad nnt"
"study tu lainnnn,,,, ye la, hur belajarlah rajin2. jadi pakar nanti, boleh bawa mama jalan2 sekali"
"insyaAllah, kalau yang tu yg terbaik"
"tapi, abah mesti tak nak ikut. asik dgn kebun dia je."
"hahaha. takkan nak paksa abah kot."

8.15 pagi

" semua org, malam ni hantar ye nota2 tu semua. ah, hur, dah siap nota soalan tu?"
" alamak, hehe. serius lupa. takpe, malam ni siap insyaAllah. kita hantar nanti"

8.30 pagi

"everyone, the class is at cc."
"kenapa cc?"
"oh, gabung dgn budak2 unit lain."

8.50 pagi

"everyone, go back to our unit. our class is there."
" eh, tak jadi gabung dgn unit lain ke? buang masa la jalan2 macam ni"

11.10 pagi

"lapar tak? jom makan"
"makan mana?"
"mcD nak."
"Jom. korang tak nak ikut skali? bawak je la beg. terus pegi unit nanti"

11.45 pagi
"wah,, rajinnya buat homework arab."
"ye la, tau la dia takde homework. camne eh nak buat ayat ni?"

12.30 tengahari

"banyak dah baca untuk exam?"
"ntah la. target semalam habis kan semua ni. tapi, ni tak habis2 lagi"

1.50 petang

"common things, are common. so, what are the complications of ................"
"kita kan, still tak paham, apa maksud common things, are common? hehe"

2.35 petang

"cepat call doc. kita tak dapat tajuk kita ni. esok nk present"
"aku tak bawak phone. ok, aku cakap dengan dia, tapi guna phone hannah"

2.50 petang
"hur, nak pegi mana?"
"beli makanan jap."

2.55 petang

*walks towards pantai*
*sitting at the bench*
*termenung*
*termenung jauh*

"SubhanaAllah, cantiknya. pantai, pantai. you've never changed kan. still blue& green like you used to be. still the same old pantai that i fall with during my 1st year here. sorry, dah lama tak datang sini. so many things thing to do. i've just lost track of everything."

*tenung burung-burung laut terbang tinggi*
*angin sepoi2 bahasa, tudung ditiup-tiup lembut*
*pakcik2 pancing ikan di tepi*
*hon2 tramco berbunyi-bunyi. tapi, telinga ni, seakan-akan sudah lali"
*dengar bunyi adzan asar gami' ibrahim *

Dalam dunia ini, pantai alex yang mengingatkan ku, padaMu.

Maafkan hamba Mu ini. Yang selalu tenggelam dalam duniawi.

Renungan di pantai ini, buat aku sedar kembali.




إِلَّا أَن يَشَاء اللَّهُ وَاذْكُر رَّبَّكَ إِذَا نَسِيتَ وَقُلْ عَسَى أَن يَهْدِيَنِ رَبِّي

لِأَقْرَبَ مِنْ هَذَا رَشَدًا


"kecuali (dgn mengatakan) InsyaAllah. Dan ingatlah kepada Tuhanmu apabila engkau lupa dan katakanlah, 'Mudah-mudahan Tuhanku akan memberiku petunjuk kepadaku agar aku lebih dekat (kebenarannya) daripada ini"
-Al-Kahf, ayat 24-

you, will always be my favourite spot. of all. :)



Thursday, January 5, 2012

giving up :)

What if we stop having a ball?
What if the paint chips from the wall?
What if there's always cups in the sink?
What if I'm not what you think I am?

What if I fall further than you?
What if you dream of somebody new?
What if I never let you win, chase you with a rolling pin?
Well what if I do?

I am giving up on making passes and
I am giving up on half empty glasses and
I am giving up on greener grasses
I am giving up

What if our baby comes home after nine?
What it your eyes close before mine?
What if you lose yourself sometimes?
Then I'll be the one to find you
Safe in my heart

I am giving up on making passes and
I am giving up on half empty glasses and
I am giving up on greener grasses
I am giving up

kene paham each words betul2, then, you'll get the message

p/s: mula2 ingtkan giving up is a negative thing. tapi bila dah paham, baru tau mksudnya giving up on bad things hihihihi


Sunday, January 1, 2012

i don't mind.

Someone asked me before, if someone tell you something like "let's be apart temporarily" or "i think it'd be better if we just didn't talk for awhile", how would i react?

it's easy. just do it. they did asked for it. i have no problem with this. As long as they're happy, i'm good with anything......................


and probably deep in my heart, i'll say something like;

We are never going to talk again, but I hope you know you are forever in my thoughts and prayers.

*sigh*. biasalah. manusia dan dunia :)