Monday, March 28, 2011

why gentlemen?

A boy who treats a girl like a Princess is A proof that he was raised by a Queen ♥
and this quote says it all. meaning that when a guy treats a girl right, this indicates that he's mother raised him well.

mama pun slalu cakap:

macam mana seseorang lelaki itu layan mak dia, macam tu la dia akan layan isteri dia.

sebab tu lah, girls suka gentlemen. for that simple reason. lalalala~

but then, mama cakap jugak :

don't ever let your guy choose between you and his other girlfriend, which is his mother, because he will definitely choose his mother. so, don't ever let him has the urge of needing to choose.

maksudnya, kalau pape pun, mother comes first. kan mama. mama comes first kan? hehe. but then a great man always know how to balance all his responsibilities. macam abah. haha. wonder where all they went. probably hampir pupus? ok, hur starts being negative.

just my last time to ponder on things before our first lecture starts.

thanks to asma syamim begum. i wish i could go and see youu in tanta.

oh, and today marks our first lecture for our last sem in our theoretical year.

semoga allah permudahkan semua urusan sampai ke akhir nanti, insyaAllah :)

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

a dream within a dream

Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow-

You are not wrong, who deem

That my days have been a dream;

Yet if hope has flown away

In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem

Is but a dream within a dream

I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,

And I hold within my hand

Grains of the golden sand-

How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,

While I weep- while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp

Them with a tighter clasp?

O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?

* edgar allan poe*
(one of my all-time favourite poem, very deep indeed)

yes. a beautiful dream, turns into reality, in the most unexpected way.
you know what they say, the best things in the world, are free
(walaupun tiket baliknya tak freeee)
but oh well, it is worth every dollar and cent.
(sapa kata manusia tak boleh beli masa?)

but a dream is a dream, and soon, in a few hours, reality will wake me up.
not that i despise reality, no, not at all.
reality paints itself beautifully in its own way.
one thing for sure. after nearly 21 years journey of life,
i finally had found my heart and soul.
i went to search for it nearly all over the world,
terengganu, k.l, kelantan, muar, seremban, kuantan,
sampai ke tanah arab,
masih tak dijumpai.
and then i realized, it was right here all along,
where i belong.

where the green is so green,
and the sky is pure blue.

thank you mama and abah for manja-manja-ing me for the past 1 month,
ye ma, hur tau " kau ni macam budak merah",
i am definitely not merah, i am a bit hitam. LOL.

i just thought that i need to manja2 for i know,
when i'm back in egypt, i have no one to manja2.
yes. independent, matured, boring, yada, yada..
how i wish, i can still duduk bawah ketiak mama and abah.
ye ma, hur tau.
there's lots of maturing stuff to do.
responsibilities, sensible, yada, yada, yada.
yes, hur kan miss-know-it-all.
(nanti bila call mama, mesti dia lecture punya la ni, kalau dia baca nii)

you know how sometimes i think this world is cruel,
and i am not that strong enough to face this wild wild world
but with mama and abah, i feel so protected in our cozy shell.
ye ma, hur tau. "kau dah besar macam mak orang. wan baya kau dah ada 2-3 anak. cuba positive sikit. jangan jadi lembiikkkk"

hrmmm, dewasa. yada, yada , yada.
ye la. anak burung pun satu hari kena terbang,
anak kanggaroo kena keluar dari pocket mak dia,
anak kucing kena cari makan sendiri,
anak dara kena kahwin. haihhhhhhhhhhhh...............................

dengan ini, saya hur binti azmi,
sekali lagi akan cuba jadi kuat, dewasa, bertanggungjawab,
bedikari dan matang untuk mengejar cita-cita.
untuk mama dan abah saya. :)
untuk Allah terutamanya.

May Allah always give me sweet dreams of mama and abah,
when i am far far away, so that i wont miss them much.
i know Allah always do. :)
(skype, ym dan fb pun ada je. thank you, technology :P)

p/s: hopefully, when i get back, "mahligai syurga" kita is half way done. ok, 35% done. maybe? insyaAllah

good bye malaysia.
hello alexandria, i really hope you are shiny and new :)

Tuesday, March 15, 2011


"Difference of opinion is allowed, but do not let the differences divide us"
- Mr Shah Kirit,
Interfaith Dialogue, Misconceptions in Religions,
UIA, 4th March 2011

therefore, differences are seen in almost every aspect of peoples' lives nowadays.
from the way of one's thinking, up to the way one's dressed.
our gender,
our position,
our religion,
our race,
our nation,
oh, lupa plak - our political party -,-"

yes, too many differences.
kita semua dari berlainan planet agaknya. hrmmm..

" if we focus more on our similarities,
and make use of our differences in improving humanity,
what a better world we would be."
- Hur Azmi,
Sri Petaling,