Saturday, April 11, 2009

my top 10 list.

bagaimana menenangkan hatiku yang lara..

9. go for a lonnnnnnnnnnggggg walk outside...
8. staring at the deep blue sea.
7. lepak kat rooftop..when there's no else there.
6. a great novel.
5. gelak ketawa rakan-rakan
4. ice-cream+chocolate+caramel dan yg sewaktu dgnnya..
3. heart breaking songs,, in severe cases,, i sing my heart out.
2. diary.
1. mama's pep talk.

yup. and nothing works effectively like number 1.

right after i told her my result (credits to the-so-called yahoo messenger),
her response is quite unbelievable,,,

Mama: x gi celebrate ke

and i was like...

Hur Azmi : clbrate ???
Hur Azmi : ma,, ap yg nk d clebrate


i told her that i was terok,,, sgt terok.
lower than average.
at the bottom kot.
and yet,,

Mama: kan semua b 1 c tu okay lah
Mama: tak pe insyaalh ade room for improvement
Mama: wey semua nanti nak maintain parah tau

Mama: long distance runer mane pecut awal2.nanti habis tamina

and i was like,,,

Hur Azmi: i guess you're right

Mama: i know i am right
Mama: jadi hur ambil iktibar camne cara nak study lagi efficient

Mama: ma2 tanya hur disappointed ngan results hur ke

haihh..sape la yg x...owg yg dapat byk a pon leh kecewa..

Hur Azmi: hur x nk fail je
Hur Azmi: alhamdulillah hur x fail


Mama: so the next exams jngn main2 buat btol2,insyaallah klu x nak disappointed agi

deep down,,,i am quite disappointed.very.but then,, padan ngn muka ak..maen2 ag...hahaha...
guess i know better now..hope so.

thank you.
each word soothes me,,like no other.
and you know i will never express my disappointment to someone else.
and i
will work + try harder.
insyaallah.

and mama is definitely right. long runner x pecut awal2. nanti abis stamina. but in my case, i'm always slow..klu jog pon mmg kat belakang..stamina mmg sikit,,

yes, i am slow,
but i'll never stop.
never.

5 comments:

  1. Never give up, Hur... Strive hard for your success... Salams fr Che' Ina & family ... ;)

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  2. sabar ye miss hur..
    :)

    juz jgn give up dulu..
    jaooohhh lg kite punye perjalanan..

    all the best!

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  3. setuju sgt ngan mak ko
    yerlah kalo semua a lecehlah
    nak maintain..
    so kiter start from bawah r yerrr
    at least x fail pun dah syukur dahhh...

    so gud luck
    utk yg akan datang
    moga kita semua leh improve
    and be the best at last
    dan bukannya best at the beginnging
    but busted at the end!!

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  4. i'm so proud of you Hur! and I'm positive you'll do perfectly this semester *hugs*

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