Sunday, April 4, 2010

optimism

Mama: CHIN UP n STOP BEING PESSIMISTIC RMMBER ALLAH kan ADE
Hur: i'll try
Mama: try HARDER OK

it's very tiring. i know. it's a tiring week for everyone.
some of us have to wake up at 5 am.
get out of the house at 7 am.
chase the tram.
walk from the tram station which is miles away from the campus.
at the end of the day, probably at 4 the earliest,
or 6 , or 8 (bila dah stat icdl nanti),
it's a good thing that now is spring,
at least all the flowers make your heart flutters.
then you came back home you have to cook some more.
pastu, yup. you just collapse on your not so comfy bed.
pastu, if you're determined and strong enough,
you might woke up to study.
if you are STRONG enough. :P

tiring kan. it makes you go hot tempered. stressful.
depressing. emo. whatever la.
tapi kan, think of the bright side.
like the brightest ever.
lagi jauh kita jalan ke u, lagi banyak pahala kita dapat.
sbb kita nak tuntut ilmu, every step we take, dah dapat pahala.
lagi penat, lagi banyak pahala kita dapat.
semua yang kita buat, bila on the way atau pulang dari menuntut ilmu, semua akan dpt pahala insyaAllah. termasuklah makan kita, minum kita. semua la.

at first, i did complained.
kenapa surau lelaki dekat. nape tak leh buat surau perempuan jugak dkat2.
kiteorang kene berlari pegi masijid kadang2.
takpun solat kat patho museum tu.
bila pk balik, mmg allah saja letak dugaan kita, wanita, lebih sikit,
supaya kita dapat lebih pahala.
bukan lah nak ckp laki dapat sikit pahala, tu kene tengok jugak solat dia sume.

sapa yang duduk jauh dari u tu sume lagi untung.
lagi jauh, lagi banyak pahala.
tapi nak kene ikhlas dan sabar la. tak leh banyak sangat merungut.
kalau terrr takpe la. pastu istighfar balik.
bila dugaan tu lebih, take it as an opportunity for you to make more pahala.
bila niat betul, insyaAllah dapat ganjaran.
kalau tak sekarang, nanti2. kene percaya je. :)

as i said before to one of my friend,
sekarang ni kte in an adapting phase, ke acclimatization? haha tak kesa la.
whichever yang suits la.
lama-lama kita pun dah biasa, dah takde hal da.
penat pun dah tak.

so, optimistic everyone. which i'm saying to myself. sebab i know i just love to complain. and this definitely need to stop.




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