if i were a boy

huhu..
nk wat confession r.
sbnrny,
sbnrny,
the truth is,
ermm,
ak btol2,
dr kecik ag,
ak nk jd laki..
ak tau bukan ak sowg jew
mst ramai ag cmtu an?

THE REASONS

• leh kuar malam tnp kerisauan ibu dan ayah
• leh pki pape pon, auratny x mcm pompoanny
• klu pki sempoi pon owg stil ckp hensem
• leh maen pape games/sports pon
• xyah bertapak kt dapur jew
• sng bergaul
• x malu
• mkn la byk mne pon owg xkn ckp dak ny x sopan kew etc.
• x yah sikat rambut yg pnjang
• xyah gosok tudung klu nk kuar
• leh smayang kt mne2 pon, x yah bwk telekung
• tinggi
• kuat
• leh berfoya-foya ngn rmi pompoan
• ego tnggi tp owg x kesa
• klu break ngn gf, xde prasaan pon (leh crk yg laen an?)
• klu mke gelap, stil owg ckp ensem.
• owg akn dgr ckp kte, ye r klu pompoan ny opinion, owg x amik port sgt
• ap ag ek? hrmm...
• ad byk ag,,tp otak da blank.

but then, as i grow older,,lyke more matured la..now i noe,,sbnrny jadi laki xde r bst sgt pon.
mcm bila da besar t laki ny ad byk glew rsponsibilities..
towards parents
wife
children
siblings
(klu pompoan hny prlu fokus pd suami dan ank2 jew, tp xde r smpi abaikn parents ngn siblings, is just dat priorities dy kt hubby+chldren)
pstu kne kje kuat2
nk spport fmily
klu pompoan mlas keje pon xpe
dok umah, jd houswife yg brjaye
but not me la.
i want to b a doktor+suri rumah yg brjaya.
pstu kne layan bini nye karenah
mcm bini ny kn nk mcm2
so duit mst r kne byk
bukan mata duitan but
it's a necessities.huhu.

so, in the nutshell, gals ke boys ke sme jew..
lagi2 nowdays ny, mmg jurang prbezaan dy sgt sket
tnggungjwab laki+pompoan pon sme jew.
da xde double stndard cm dlu.
so, alwys brsyukur 4 wat we are.
alhamdulillah

p/s: saya x memuji kaum laki k.dyowg ad byk pros, tp cons pon byk gak. gals tetap hebat.proud to b one.huhu
tp xpuas ati tol kt owg yg ckp ak mcm laki tuh.