lately.

i've had it..
after what had hppened to my phrma marks,,
i really had it..
wth was i thinking..
this is so not like spm..
though i rlly undrstnd wat the lctrers had taught me,
sumhow undrstnd is just not enough.
i was so stupid for not blieving to them telling me medicine is all about working hard.
yup.
i'm not that rajin,
owh wait,
i'm not even rajin.
in fact,
i'm glew malas la..
like malas nk mampos.
criusly, wth are u thnking hur..
if i used to not read books during exam (mse spm dlu),
ok, i did read some mse nk spm,
but not during the mdterm or quiz.?
like who the hell yg bce bku ble nk quiz..
those geeks and nerds do.
but i guess, i haf to b one of them,
if i want a btter rslt la.
i mean, it's time for me to face the facts that i'm a medic studnt.
i'm not in architecture,
or photography,
or hairstyling
or graphic dsigning
or modelling
like heloo those ppl haf to work hard jgak..
but medic is all about working xtra hard,
and consistent,
and work hard,
and work hard,
and work hard,
and the list went on and on.

so, sayonara to all my dwlded movies,
I'll save it for the holiday,
but a lil bit won't hurt rite.
discpline hur.
guess i have to get used of staying up late at night,
though i'll have panda eyes,
and pmples popping out,
not to mntion gaining some weight,,
as i said b4, i'm not in a modelling course,
so to hell all of those crappy things.

btw, having this new haircut sure gives me a new spirit..i mean like lets keep it short. all my mlysia's hair is gone. gone forever. so, stop looking at the past, keep moving forward. btw, i really2 feel free, i'd forgotten wat it was like to have a light head.haha. guess, changes are goooood. thnks a lott ili. xoxoxo.