G for Gedik

Yup. They are sure gedik.

and comel
and cheeky
and sweet
and sexi too

and somehow, i started to love them.

betul la owg cakap, kalau benci, lama-lama suka.

haihh, sume pengaruh nad ngn iez.
i hate u guys.

huhuhu

Girl's Generation-Gee

they have sweet lyrics tooo..

and i know, in akan benci gile dgn pompoan2 gedik cmni. ingt in, kalau benci, lama-lama suka :)

older

Waited all my life for this day to come
I feel like letting go
Life goes on
Wasting no more time
So much to be done
Everything works out
So they say
Over my shoulder
It's tough getting older
Yeah, yeah

yup2. turning 19 is not that easy. well, i'm happy for sure, except when it comes to the part that i'm getting older.

getting older = bigger responsibilities = more matured = so NOT like me. haha
haihh,, got to get used to it. sooner or later.

Seems like nothing is black and white anymore
Shades of gray and I feel a weight over my shoulder
It's tough getting older
I always thought that I knew where I'd want to go
Now I'm here and I find that I'm still getting colder
It's kinda tough getting older

thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes.. really REALLY appreciate.
from sms-es, ym-s to fb-s, phone calls, and even through blogs' posts. You guys are REALLY
GREAT.
big hugs for everyone :)

and yes, the posts really made my day. i can't help smiling all day loonnngg..


Pakcik BUBU

Makcik ZAMZAM

Datin TYRA

Mama NIS (manis pon buleh juge)

Pakcik LOSER


see, siap promote lagi blog kowg :P

Here before my eyes
Many roads ahead
Time for me to choose one way now
If I take a chance
What lies down the road
Feeling so confused
Turned around
On and on
On and on
Yeah, yeah'

my b'day wishes? bak kata owg putih.. semua sudah tercapai. ok. that's a lie. masih lagi ada 3 perkara.

A good muslimah doctor, anak yang solehah, and of course,,,surirumah tangga yg berjaya. :P

for the time being, i'm happy to love and being loved :)

p/s: to all my MOKS. thanks for mokmok. haha. nak yg paling gemuk dan berbulu, but i guess u guys tak cukup budget. haha. xpe la. at least leh masuk dlm cargo nanti. :P

tak terkawal

Pagi tadi, di stesen bas Ipoh.
Saya dan In sedang membeli tiket bas ke Kuala Lumpur.

Saya: Pakcik, saya nak 2 tiket ke KL

Pakcik: Ok. Semuanya RM34

Saya: Haaaa?????!!!!! Rm34??? (Dgn nada terkejut)

Pakcik: (Dengan nada lagi terkejut) Asl terkejut? Betul la pakcik kata

Saya: Lorr.. RM 34 tok 2 tiket ke..hihihi.. (da malu da)

Pakcik: Awak nanti dgn laki awak jgn buat macamtu. Buat orang terkejut je

Saya: Saya akan cuba yang terbaik pakcik. (sgt semangat)

Konklusinya, emo saya perlu dikurangkan untuk masa hadapan yang lebih cerah. Lalalala...

P/s: Terima kasih kepada mereka2 yang terlibat sepanjang saya berada di Kuantan dan Ipoh. Anda semua memang dari kalangan orang2 yang baik2 belaka. Semoga Allah memberkati kamu semua. Amin. :)

i luf u lardee.

this is lardee and ickle

Iez: haha
Iez: awk la
Iez: awk ickle
Iez: kte lardee
Iez: =P
Hur: sama jeee
Hur: ap beza dy?
Iez: sorg gemuk skit
Iez: sorg lg kurus
Hur: spe gemuk?
Hur: awk?
Iez: yg kecik skit tu ickle
Iez: lardee
Iez: aah
Iez: tp lardee comelllllllll!!!!!! XDDDDDDDDD
Hur: so, kte ickle laa
Iez: yeah LAWL
Hur: haha
Hur: krenye awk gemuk la
Iez: em bukan
Iez: point penting disini ialah "comel"
Iez: haha
Hur: itulah yg paling penting sebenarnye
Hur: ngee~
Iez: lol
Iez: kdg2 yg kte igt penting tu lah yg tk penting
Iez: =P
Hur: salah sama sekali
Hur: ape-apepon
Hur: awk tatap gemuk
Hur: nuthing can chnge that fact :)

i'm coming to you gemuk. see yaaah...

p/s: W*F*f*k :P

18

current colour: pink
date: 18 th August 2009
status: can't wait.

:)

:(

why her?
why her?
of all the people in this world,
why her?
ya allah,
she's the nicest girl ever.
why is this happening to her.
ya allah,
tolonglah ya allah,
tolonglah pulihkan keadaan ini kembali.
she really don't deserve this.
mungkin ini satu dugaan, tapi ya Allah,
tolonglah hamba mu yang lemah ni.

i can't bear seeing her like this.
i really can't.
T-T

mask

just the other day, mama was peeking at poh kong's window's display.. and there's this salesgirl came to her.

" makcik, makcik x nk beli emas baru utk raya?"

and mama told her..

"makcik da x pki emas sgt da"

abah's answer,

"owg sekarang da x pki mas da, owg pakai mask."

N.B: mas = emas

yup. h1n1 everyone. and the number of death is increasing day by day.
but then again, things happen for reason aite.
i 100% agree on that one.
you see, due to h1n1 thingy, all my sisters are home.
cool huh.

after 11 months, all of us are reunited again.
alhamdulillah.

though romy is now back in penang, and the next time i can see her is during raya.
it's ok, time flies fast ey.
oh well.
p/s: mr h1n1, please go away. and never come back.

black or white

And I Told About Equality
An It's True Either
You're Wrong Or You're Right
But, If You're Thinkin' About My Baby
It Don't Matter
If You're Black Or White

heard this song kat kedai mamak td. haha.. luf mj so much. r.i.p.

it's great to be home.. huhu..
sgt sronok.
sgt.

though at times, i kinda of missing egypt.
but hey, i'm loving mlysia man...haha.

btw, thnks to abu, akmal, afiq areqa for visiting abah kat hospital aritu.
really appreciate it.
sempat jln kt ts je,
mkn kat penang village, and watch a dumb movie together.
the land of lost. haha. kelakar gak la.

cilok pictures from afiq's bl0g.

thnks a lot guyss..
my parents think i have the nicest friends ever.
and yes, that's a fact.

curtain falls

and that's the end of our 1st year.
let's wait for the second one.
:)

seribu tahun.

yup. imran ajmain. i used to hate this song soo much.
i don't have any reason for that.
maybe because it sounds like a hopeless love song.
promises that no one can kept.
a false hope.

but someone i love, loves this song.
and when she loves it, i started to love it too..

kan nyza kn?
lagu feveret ko kn?
di saat semua orang da balik rumah,
da bebas dari spm,
kita still ag dok kat maktab tu.
yup. our last paper. seni reka.
and yes, those last moments could be the best ones.

ingt x, sbb semua owg da balik,
maktab tu jd kita yg punya.
tiap2 ari mandi swimming pool.
kuar maen bowling kt bndar muar tu.
tgk wayang.
yg plg best, nangis2 dpan tv tgk drama kat tv3.
yup, just both of us at that tyme.
sbb aina balik jap tyme tu..

and yes, kita x rapat dari dlu,
but a short quality time makes a huge different,
it's like i've known u since forever.

i love you nyza,
it's not because you wrote a post for me.
http://sayanyza.blogspot.com/2009/07/entry-3-anak-anak-art.html
it's because i want to love you.
and no one can take that away for me.

kelas seni reka telah menemukan kita.
and alhamdulillah, all of us got a1 for the arts paper ( klu x dpt x tau la)
haihh,,teringt la kat ckgu noer yg comel lote. :)

p/s: klu ak g muar, and if ko ad kat batu pahat, let me know. nak sgt jmpe ko. :)

till we meet again.

gagak mati

Disebabkan PPSMI telah dimansuhkan.
(tiada kaitan antara hidup dan yang mati)

Dia nampak gagak mati,
Dalam longkang,
Tepi pejabat pos.

Dia nampak lelaki tua,
Susah tarik nafas,
Dan bayi sesak nafas,
Dalam klinik yang sesak pada waktu pagi.
Bumi ini sangat kaya,
Kenapa kita kena menderita

Saya nak udara bersih,
Untuk cucu-cucu, cicit-cicit, oneng-oneng saya,
Saya nak orang-orang yang bodoh,
Tinggalkan hutan-hutan keseorangan,

Saya nak pokok-pokok tumbuh meliar,
Sungai berjoging dan berlari bebas,
Dan bumi diselaputi rumput (lalang pun boleh)
Biarlah AHLI-AHLI POLITIK fikir bagaimana,
Bagaimana ye,
Kita ye,
Dimana ye,
Boleh hidup bermaruah,
Kini dan Selamanya


kenapa dimansuhkan?
siapa yang salah?
betul ke tindakan ini?

saya tiada jawapan bagi soalan tersebut.

Tetapi, saya sangat bersyukur,
sangat-sangat bersyukur,
kerana dilahirkan dalam batch 1990,
batch pertama PPMSI,
kerana PPMSI, adalah salah satu sebab bagaimana saya boleh meraih tempat di universiti lebih-lebih lagi dalam bidang perubatan.
Alhamdulillah.

rainbow tree.

As we grow up,
we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too,
so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast,
and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much,
and love like you've never been hurt
because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Don't be afraid that your life will end,
be afraid that it will never begin.

credits to the one and only,
i will always love you.
:)

^-^

tok loser...

ak tau ko nk msuk u ari ni..
syabas dak kecik, ari ni, anda sudah besar..haha..
wlupon u dekat nk mati ngn umah ko.
it's not fair, loser.

ak nk ckp gak, ak da tgk transformer yg ko suwo ak tgk sgtttttt tu.haha..boleh thn..

pstu, baek ko g lulus amik lesen ko ngn cepat.
(jgn dok slhkan jpj je)
klu tak, seyes ko loser weyh.

pstu nk ckp ag,
ari ni waney balik mlysia gak....
waaaa..
pagi ku dikejutkan oleh pnggilan yg buat ak jeles glew ngn dy. haha.

pstu, dsbabkan exam, fb ngn ym dikurgkn.
maaf la ye pkcik. ko pon da msuk u kn.

pstu, ak nk balik mlysia da..
oleh itu, sila tepati janji2 manis anda.... :P
(belanja, belanja, belanja) haha.

and to waney, yes, saya akn tuntut selendang2 ku dr mu. :)
have fun in malaysia,
i'll be joining u sooonnnn...

kepada kwn2 seperjuangan di sini,
x yah nk emo2 sgt ag..
jgn dok mimpi malaysia je,
sket je mase ag..struggle, struggle, and struggle,
then, we'll have a blast in malaysia.
(khas tok areqa yg trsayang)

and kepada hur, sila kmbali ke meja belajar anda. tima kaseh.

hahaha.

x leh bla.

yg pki mini skirt tu pon baca yassin dow..

mmg x leh bla.

quotes of the day

"baek ko bce buku sambil ko maen. ak tengok ko dari tadi maen. pegang buku pon jadi la."


"tu bukan gedik, tu sexi"


"tu bukan gedik, tu manja"


"sume laki same"


"memang la sme laki same, klu x same, pompoan la."


"tu sume mind setting je tu"


"tolong jangan nyanyi lagu ***** tu boleh x...nyampah.."


"nanti kat akhirat kan......"


"selagi dia x ckp dia suka, dia x suka la tu."


"nak skor medik ni senang je, bace je buku tu byk2."


"awak ni baek sangat la."


"muke awak nmpak kesian."


"asal awak pandang kte ? tau la kte gemok"


"aku redha je."


"awak, awak nak x klu bla bla bla bla..."


"eeeeeeeeeeeeee......pervert!!"


"letih la cmnih,,,haihhh.."


"malam ni jom study anat."


"in any relationship, it's all about accepting each other's flaws :)"


"penipu."


"paris tu kat italy"


"P.J tu Putere Jaya"


"baby, it's true, our love is fact"


lalalalala....

he caught my attention.

penat bce buku. byk gile muscle la, nerve la. ape la..
jadi, saya berehat seketika.
dan nadiah izzati telah memberi cadangan sebuah video sgt bagus...
and seriously, semua keresehan di jiwa, hilang begitu saja..
he is sooo great. 10 years learning bahasa melayu, kelate plak tu..that's amazing...
and he is cute :)
hrmmm,, agaknye,, i need 10 years to really master arabic? hrmmm..i wonder..



owh, kami sudah jumpa rumah!! thanks to furqan and akmal. you guys did helped us a lott!! and of course to my housemates to be.

alhamdulillah, satu masalah dah selesai.

now, all i got to do is focus on the upcoming exam...

and malaysia is waiting for me.

:)

nursy

meet athirah adnan,
my ex schoolmate in saujana form 2+3
my best friend forever.
a nurse- to- be.

yes, you can be my nurse and assistant. InsyaAllah.

owh, and yes thirah,,,
i'm still single and available and invisible.
i'm still the same old Hur,
and will always be.


p/s: dia suroh kim salam kat mamat2 hensem kat sini. jadi, mamat2 hensem di egypt ni, kwn saya athirah adnan kim slm. :)

ever wonder

a very touching one :(

A LITTLE MUSLIM FROM PALESTINE

I'll always be a contender

Yes, I know my bones are very tender

And by Allah you won't see me surrender

Look at my eyes? You'll see no butterflies

My home is filled with cries... due to all the lost lives

But I swear by Allah I'll never compromise

I'll still throw the stones even with my broken bones

Why can't I hear from you, don't you have any phones?

Ya I forgot, your not on the chase, try it out and put your self in my place

Soon I'll return to my lord , the one that deserves every grace

Oh you don't have to worry cause of me you'll find no trace

It really is to late, why did you wait?

You could have sent me at least one dinner plate

I guess it is my fate

And La Ilaha Illa Allah is my mate.

source: http://quranicverse99.tripod.com/pathtoparadise/id22.html

Scent Of Palastine, Scent Of Jannah. :)

Fahri :)

It was teacher's day a few days ago. So, i wrote a message on miss erma's wall. She taught me EST. The one who discovers my debating skill which turned out not to be very promising since i screwed the whole debate team. a spoiler i am. but let bygones be bygones.

I dare say that she is one of the best teacher that i've ever had. once, she read my essay and she cried. she told me that i wrote from the bottom of my heart. something that i actually really felt.
well, that explains why all my girlfriends asked me to write surat cinta for their respective boyfriends. i even wrote for their mothers on mother's day and for their fathers too. kalau wat business dlu untung gak en..haha.. but seriously, all those sweet words (sweeet ka?) really comes from the bottom of my heart. i don't lie as much as i don't want everyone else to lie to me too.

miss erma's newly born son is soo cute. and his name is Fahri. yes, as in Fahri ayat2 cinta. she told me the meaning of Fahri is "my pride". a very beutiful name indeed.

she loves that novel soo much, or maybe Fahri himself. she said she wants her son to become just like Fahri.

haihhh,,everyone loves Fahri. i mean, he is the best man yet. (after my abah of course) so i told miss erma how i wish that i'll find someone like Fahri.

so, she wrote me a long but yet a very meaningful message on my wall.


i'm sure your fahri exists as i have always believed that my fahri was out there waiting for me and eventually he did find me!

he's out there, i'm sure...i found mine at 28. when i finally found him, i've done everything i wanted as a single girl and i was so ready to settle down.

things'll work if you find e right person @ e right time. Wrong person @ e right time won't work,e right person@ e wrong time'll cause trouble.

So, don't worry and take your time. When in r'ship, you need to put him b4 yourself. If you haven't had enough of single life, then you'll be yearning for freedom forever.

i remember clearly, she used to tell me the story of her quest in searching for Mr Right. How she had a hard time dealing with her ex-boyfriends. It is not that easy i guess. There will always be obstacles if he is not for you. he could be mommy's boy la, immatured la..not serious la,, unfaithful or maybe his parents is the problem. whatever it is, if he' not for you, he will never be. no matter how deeply in love you are with each other. If he is for you, he will eventually be with you, though you're not that in love with him initially.

miss erma did find his "Fahri". An architect. *rawr* haha..lucky her. and yes, she is soo happy right now. happily ever after exists after all.

miss erma & her beloved hubby.

thank you miss erma. thank you so much. semoga berkekalan hingga ke anak cucu.

and about Fahri, i'll let you know if i found my own Fahri. Only Aisha deserves Fahri. To have Fahri, you have to be like Aisha. That is certainly not easy at all. Mama jangan prasaan. You are not the only Aishah here. In your case, Aishah deserves Azmi. haha..

And as for me, i've got a long way to go. Right now, i enjoy having fun with my beloved family and friends.. and struggling with medicine of course. nothing else matters. Just like what miss erma said,

"the right person, at the right time."
InsyaAllah.

thank you.

Thank you for the love you gave me.

For the bedtime stories you used to tell me

For the homeworks that we did together

The magic of your touch that heals my wound

The sleepless nights you spent taking care of me when i'm sick

How you always check on us at night to make sure we sleep safe and sound

Thank you for spanking me hard on my butt,

For I know I was so lazy to study, and naughty for sure

Thank you for keep on forcing me to read textbooks,

For I only interested in novels and story books

Thank you for always being there for me

For reading my diary accidentally :)

For not giving me too much freedom

At the same time giving me room to grow,

And understand that normal teenager like me tends to rebel at times,

When I only know how to enjoy life 24/7,

How I hate responsibilties,

How I hate hostel so much,

How I complained about all the teachers in the school,

Having problems to make new friends since we move a lot,

I cried everyday while talking to you in the phone,

And hope you come and take me away from all the miseries.

Thank you for not listening to me at that time

For you really know what is best for me

Thank you for visiting me at the hostel almost everyday,

Bringing me homecooked food,

Or sometimes just lepak with me at the school canteen,

With teh tarek of course.

How I really miss those days

How you came and helped me with mathematics which I despised, a lot.

Though home and hostel is just a few miles away,

How you motivates all my friends there,

The whole hostel knew you,

The muffins that you baked for all of us there,

How all of them love you,

And wanting you as their mothers,

How jealous I was,

For you are my only mother,

And no one else can have you except for me and those 3 gemoks. :)

And abah of course.

Thank you for because of you, I did well in my pmr exam.

Because of you, I get to the chance to study in mrsm muar

And met so many great people there,

And learnt so many things that I might not have if I was in a normal day school.

How to live independently,

How to not trust people 100%,

To follow my instincts,

To control my emotions,

It was in Muar that I had so many wonderful friends and teachers

And yes, it is all because of you.

Thank you for the time we spent together,

Could be the best time of my life,

Though I was a nervous wrecked waiting for my results.

How we baked muffins together,

Lepak at different restaurants almost everyday,

From nando's to mcd to mamak to marybrown,

And the days when hospital was our second home,

For mak ji was sick,

And we helped her for we love her so much.

Thank you.

For at that time, I realised that I am not a little girl anymore

That responsibilties are the essence of life

Along with problems and pain.

Yes, I admit, I complained a lot without you knowing that.

How I wish, I was still in school.

How I wish I never grow up.

Yes. It was unrealistic at all.

Thank you for helping me to decide,

How I was so confused,

Uia or Um?

You told me not to listen much to other people,

For once, to choose something because I want to,

Not to only fulfill other people's desires.

You told me that it is not the place that determines our success,

But success depends on our own selves.

It is because of you,

I am right here where I am sitting right now,

Blogging using this free laptop, (abah topup a little bit)

Living comfortably,

While fulfilling my dreams,

Though at times I felt like flying back to where I belong

For reading textbooks is still not my favourite,

It is because of you,

I am trying hard not to follow my emotions too much,

For you always tell me to not give up.

For dreams can be achieved,

If we keep on working hard,

And try again each time we stumble hard,

As long as we never lose our faith to Allah

Thank you for being my mama,

No matter how many words I described,

No matter how many lines I wrote,

No matter how many “thank you”s I put on this post,

The lists went on and on,

Nothing is precious as your love,

And I am going to hold on it for the rest of my life,

Insyaallah.

Thank you for everything, mama

Happy mother's day.

p/s: i know, my grammar is atrocious. again. but let me publish this post ea mama. credits to areqa gak. love ya dear :)

and yes, this girl inspired me.