kasih sayang?

assalamualaikum rakan-rakan.

:)

hari ini saya nak cerita pasal kasih sayang
saya suka kasih sayang sebab kewujudan saya di dunia ni pun atas kasih sayang
contohnya, kalau ibu bapa saya tak sayang antara satu sama lain, saya tidak mungkin akan wujud.
tapi yang paling penting,
kewujudan saya di atas dunia ini adalah atas kasih sayang Dia Yang Satu,
yup. kerana Allah S.W.T

ok2.
saya nak cakap la, tindakan saya selama yang saya hidup dalam dunia ini semua kerana ibu bapa saya. apart from Allah la.

kalau saya belajar, sebab ibu bapa saya.
kalau saya mengaji, sebab ibu bapa saya.
kalau saya tolong orang sebab ibu bapa saya.
kebaikan yang saya lakukan semua adalah sebab ibu bapa saya.

kalau saya terbuat kejahatan tu, maksudnya, saya terlupa pasal ibu bapa saya.
dan bila saya sedar, saya akan cepat2 cuba untuk memperbaiki kesalahan saya.

bila saya dapat keputusan exam yang kurang baik,
maka saya akan frust menonggeng,
sebab, saya rasa saya dah hampakan harapan kedua ibu bapa saya.
kalau saya malas nak study, saya pergi call parents saya,
nescaya, lepas tu saya rasa nak study.

mungkin saya rasa bertanggungjawab utk study,
kerana saya bertanggungjawab ke atas kedua ibu bapa saya.

tetapi, satu hari, mak saya kata;
"hur, study lah kerana kasih-sayang, bukan tanggungjawab"

saya pelik. saya tak paham.

kalau saya bertanggungjawab, mesti la kasih sayang tu akan lahir. kan? kan?

haha. silap rupanya. sebab kalau bertanggungjawab, tak semestinya ada kasih sayang.
sebab ada rasa kasih sayang, maka timbul lah rasa bertanggungjawab.

selama ini, saya lebih memikirkan tentang tanggungjawab. dan perkataan tanggungjawab tu juga kadang2 boleh jadi seperti sebuah beban.

tapi kalau kasih sayang, kita buat dengan ikhlas.
tak kisahlah macam mana susah pun, ada onak duri ke, kita pasti boleh lakukan,
dan kita tidak rasa seperti ia sebuah beban.

bukan saya tak sayang medik,
tapi rasa tanggungjwab itu mungkin telah mengatasi yang lain.

jadi kawan2, apa-apa yang kte lakukan pon, buat lah kerana kasih sayang.
bukan atas dasar tanggungjawab semata-mata.

jadi, jangan takut dgn tanggungjawab, sebab kalau kita sayang, rasa tanggungjawab itu akan lahir, walaupun ia mengambil sedikit masa dan usaha.

dan jangan takut untuk sayang, kerana kita tidak akan rugi apa-apa. :)

tahniah DURIAN

maka tahniah group d section 1, ataupun bak kata nanay, group DURIAN.

kita telah berjaya menghadapi presentation marathon selama beberapa hari berturut-turut in one week.

maka saya dengar keluhan dari rakan2 groupmate seperti,
"aku tak study pon sejak dua menjak ni"
"aku stay up just nak wat slide"
"takut dow, aku tak practise"
"aku kene tunggu depan laptop bila email nak masuk sbb kowg punye slide"

i can say, it's a very tough week.
but seeing you guys up there doing your "thing",
makes me happy somehow.
it's worth all the hardworks, at the end of the day.

gaya-gaya anda yang tersendiri, menceriakan hari saya, membeliakkan mata saya yang kuyu,
lenguh dan sengal badan tiba-tiba hilang jap.

jadi, saya nak list kan gaya2 kamu semua, supaya saya tak lupa. :p

Husnun
seorang yang serius ketika membentangkan presentation.
kadang2 ada hamtaro yang comel di slide. :p
juga sangat semangat ketika menyediakan slide kerana tidur lewat malam.

Humaira
Ditabalkan sebagai ketua group d kerana sgt berdedikasi dan bertanggungjawab.
penggunaan lenggok tangan yang baik. kadang2 bertepuk2 tangan pon ada.
perkataan "ok" boleh dikesan beberapa kali.
pernah buat cuak sewaktu presntation pharma. "katanya pemandu teksi menyesatkan". :p

Hamizah
sangat bersedia sebelum presentation kerana tidak pernah tinggal untuk meyediakan notes ringkas untuk presentation
juga sngt lepak bila menerangkan isi-isi yang bernas
menekan spacebar dari jarak yang jauh menggunakan kedua belah tangan.

Hannah
tidak pernah practise untuk presentation, tapi tetap hebat
compensatory pause ketika menerangkan rajah2 di slide.
tangan nye akan berputar-putar di sekeliling rajah ketika menerangkan nye.

Nanay
gaya present ala-ala cikgu tadika, ataupun budak tadika mungkin? haha.
penuh dgn penggunaan kata "SO..."
nada "so" tu sangat la meyakinkan.
senyuman yg lebar tidak pernah padam dari wajahnya.

Abu
agak pro sebab slalunya tak baca slide.
bgus la ble buat keje, sbb bagi coperation yg sepenuhnya.
bila orang suroh pki bju biru, dia pakai merah. :p

Akmal
dikenali juga sebagai khai. haha
kelakar gile bile present, tapi muka tak gelak, senyum je siikit2.
abu suka ajuk "slang" dy. abu mmg kadang2 jahat sket :p

Zaim
sangat cool la ble present. haha.
tangan sebelah mesti dalam poket
tangan sebelah lagi tunjuk2 ke arah slide.

Zalikha
sorang lagi yg memang cool n relax je ble present
cara present mcm takde pape. mcm da biase present.
senyum slalu nk manis, buat docs sume cair.

Hur
dirahsiakan.


papepon, it's great working with you guys. i should say it's a tough week, sebab aku pon da lama tak sentuh buku. haha. nak stay library pon tak tenang sbb pikir slide kat umah. jadi tak stay.
takpe, next week leh stat balik.


tapi do not forget,
ada satu lagi assignment awaits us.
yup, microbe,
so, make sure you guys pass the slides and words to hur and akmal on time ok. on time. :p

happy birthday.

happy birthday adik.

let's be great muslimah doctors and make mama and abah proud. :)






happy birthday hanani akmal.

let's be great muslimah doctors and make group d section 1 proud. :)

saya ada.

saya ada kawan.

saya sayang dia.

kalau saya rasa down, mesti saya pergi kat dia.

bukan kawan laen tak boleh tolong.

tapi mungkin sebab saya rasa selesa dengan dia.

tengok muka dia je hati jadi tenang.

semua rahsia ada pada dia.

sebab saya percaya kat dia.

walaupun kami jauh, ym lah penghubung kami,

rasanya, dia je yang selalu ym saya,

kalau tak, mesti ym saya tak berguna.

kalau saya rasa malas nak belajar,

saya mesti cari dia.

InsyaAllah semangat datang balik.

dia selalu bagi kata-kata manis,

saya tak tahu dia ikhlas ke tak.

tapi saya boleh blushing. (walaupun muka saya gelap. :P)

kalau saya sedih2,

mesti dia suruh saya carik Allah.

kalau saya sakit,

dia mesti risau.

saya sayang dia.

walaupun saya tak tahu camne nak tunjuk kat dia.

saya memang tak reti.

terima kasih ye kawan. :)

you and youth

how are you doing?
it's been a while huh.
i bet you barely remember me.
few years passed by.
somehow, piece of you are inside my head
owh, it always do.

do you remember?
the first time we met.
it's hard to make friends ,
and i've got no one to turn to.
you came along,
and make the first move,
never want to leave by my side.
felt that i've known you long enough.

rebellious i was.
you cannot blamed me.
my hormones got mixed up.
i was a pessimist. very aggresive.
me against the world.
i was always right, and everyone else never was.

i was one of a kind
till the day i found you
and we shared everything.
from thoughts and interests.
i met another me.
a reflection of mine, you are.

did you realise how content i was.
you brought changes to me
i see life in a different perspectives
trigger me to aspire my dreams,
it meant nothing if you're not apart of it.

do you remember?
the time when i said "this place is hell"
you thought of the same thing.
how we had planned of running away together.
it was the most perfect plan of all,
until we came to the part of
"what should we do next?"

sigh. nothing lasts forever.
maturity separates us apart.
i make more friends.
you stayed the same.
i make some more friends.
and you still stayed the same..

maybe it was the popularity,
or the complexity,
either way it was stupidity.
we don't see eye to eye of things no more,
you just hate me.
trust me, i know.

and life goes on.
till we took our separate ways.
never to see you again.
never to heard of you again.
never.

if we are to meet again,
do let me know, it is you,
for you might had changed,
i'm sure i'd changed too,
then, we will know,
what youth had made a fool,
out of me and you.

related to heart

T: anat kan
T: kita konpius ar
T: mediastinum masok ke x?

H: ad yg kte tak msuk
H: ad yg kte msuk tp yg related to heart je

T: mmg la blaja bukan tok exam
T: tp
T: nak kejar bnda penting dulu
T: rite?

H: betul2
H: kte rse
H: bce yg related to heart dlu
H: pstu klu ad mse lebih
H: sntuh sket

T: sume ar related
T: even awak pon
T: related to my heart
T: deep inside my heart

H: hahaha.
H: awak ni sweet talker laaaaa.
H: konfem sweet talker :P

haha. and yes. i want to hear those sweet words more and more. somehow, it makes me happy. :)

sib bek awk bukan laki, klu tak mmg cair la. :p

good luck everyone for the upcoming midterm exam. but i guess, it's not luck that we need. it's our own effort, and Allah's help of course. InsyaAllah.

ayat tak leh bla ari ni

macam bulan yang terselindung oleh awan yang berarak mendung.....
macam tu la kita kalu x de awak


good one T. :p

kental

tu allahyarhamah wan saya. banyak rupa mak saya kan?
dulu, masa saya kecil, sepupu-sepapat saya semua dah besar.
cuma saya je yg masih kecil, maka sebab itu, saya rapat dgn wan saya.
mungkin juga sebab ayah saya selalu bawak kami balik kampung. walaupun busy mana, ayah saya akan tetap mementingkan keluarganya.

wan saya ni aktif berpesatuan.
persatuan wanita la apa la, berzanji la.
saya selalu ikut dia kemana dia pergi,
kalau dy berzanji, nampak la saya kat tepi dia menyibuk-nyibuk,
padahal tak zanji skali pon.
kalau dia pergi balai raya, saya pun ikut.
kadang2 wan-wan tu semua buat kuih la, ada mesyuarat la.
best jugak join dengan diorang ni.

yang paling tak lupa, wan saya rapat dgn tunku kursyiah. permaisuri agong yang pertama. dia pon dah allahyarhamah.
saya ingat pegi jumpa dia sekali dekat kuala pilah.
mak saya kata, saya patut bangga, sebab, bukan senang nak jumpa orang hebat mcm tu.
lebih-lebih lagi secara personal
saya kecik, mana paham.

wan saya ni saya rasa lagi hebat dari mana-mana permaisuri pon.
dia sangat berjiwa kental.
jangan la sesekali pijak kepala dia.
garang indeed. tapi sgt penyayang.
dia sangat cekap dan kuat. macam mak saya.
saya nak jadi macam mereka.

wan sebelah ayah saya pun kuat juga,
kalau tak, macam mana dia boleh besarkan 13 orang anak tanpa bantuan maid atau orang gaji.
alhamdulillah, wan saya ni umur dia masih lagi panjang.
sampai sekarang, dia masih lagi kuat dan mampu berjalan walaupun lutut dia sakit sejak akhir-akhir ni.
tetapi dia masih mampu memasak untuk anak cucu dan cicit nya. :)
sedap owwwh gulai wan. :P

mak saya kata, perempuan kena lagi kuat dari lelaki. bukan dari segi fizikal,
tapi emosi.
dia kata, kita pun kena banyak bersabar, especially bila dah bergelar isteri dan ibu nanti.
kalau lelaki macam tiang keluarga,
perempuan ni mungkin seperti paku-paku yang menghubungkan tiang2 tersebut.
kalau kita rebah, maka keluarga pun akan ada masalah.
dia kata wanita pun kena versatile. jangan duduk kat dapur je. kene ada berpendidikan tinggi, pandai bersosial dengan masyarakat, boleh melakukan kerja2 lelaki (bukanlah semua).
barulah boleh berdikari, masyarakat sanjung, anak-anak pula akan ikut contoh yang baik. suami pun senang :P

saya dah jumpa ramai ibu-ibu yang hebat. saya balik malaysia aritu, saya dah jumpa bermacam-macam ibu. masing-masing berlainan watak dan gaya. tetapi mereka semua penyayang dan cekal orangnya. kerana itulah, anak-anak mereka hebat-hebat belaka.

senang cerita, semua ibu adalah hebat.

owh, tapi semestinya ayah seseorang yang kuat. silap. ayah sangat gagah perkasa.
nanti abah saya jeles pula sebab tak tulis pasal dia :P

dah kata tunggak keluarga kan. mesti lah gagah.
ibu pun dapat semangat dari ayah.
sebab dari kasih sayang, maka dia ada tujuan.
maka bila ada tujuan, adanya kekuatan.
senang cerita, ayah dan ibu complete each other :)

masa ni ayah saya berisi sikit, tapi tetap hensem. :P

p/s: bila tengok gambar dulu2, tak sangka dah aku dah besar rupanya. pas ni dah x remaja dah. tidakkkkkk.. haha. but, i guess that's what life is all about. MOVING FORWARD. :P

views

gorgeous

whitey snoweyyy. :P

breathtaking

mesmerizing

Romantic
view




hahaha. rindu dr ayman la plak. :p

simple, starving to be safe

Lately I've been thinking so strangely about the clouds
and how they seem to slowly fade away, yeah...
Maybe some day we will find a way to disappear.
Just me and you on silver lining dreams.

Ohh how could i survive without your love
and the hope you bring.
Ohh even when the sky is falling down, i know i have you, and it's all i need.

Lately i've been hoping you can stay with me
And i could hold you close til the end of time...yeah.
Maybe someday we will grab some change and run away
but for now i'll learn to say goodbye

daphne loves derby.

best, best. :P




best, best. :P

princess and the pea.

everyone has their own favourite fairy tale.
well, not everyone precisely.
but most of us, girls do.
i do.

when i was a little girl, every night, my mom will tell all kind of fairy tales that she could think of.
when i was a bit older, i read it myself. the whole book. and i read it several times.
abah just loves to buy us all kind of books.

some of us love sleeping beauty,
rapunzel la ( this one is rom's fav), she's a big fan of long and beautiful hair,
cinderella, which i think it's all time favourite.
oh, and i do think girls nowdays are more prone towards barbies and all, since they have their own movies and stuff.
and i'm not surprise if some are shrek's die hard fans.
it's still consider as fairy tale whatttttt. :P


princess and the pea.


why on earth i love this tale. i'm not that sure.
maybe because it used to be the shortest tale ever.

A prince wants to marry a princess.
but it must be a REAL princess.
a REAL one. huh.
now, how on earth are you going to figure out whether she's a real princess or not.
so, he went all over the country, all over the world most probably, to find the one and only
the REAL princess.
but ahh, it was not easy for sure.

so, one rainy day, as he was resting in his palace,
pampering his noble steed, a fat one, ( i couldn't help it, i imagine it it that way. :p)
there was a knock on the door.
he was surprised to see a young woman drenched with rain seeks shelter in the prince's castle.
owh, and the way i imagine it, she must be really ugleyyhh. like wayy ugleyhhh. ( it's not that she's not pretty, let me put it out that she's kinda selekeh la lebey kurang)

so, this young not-soo-good-looking woman, claimed that she's a princess
sheesh, a princess huh.
i bet the prince laughed his guts out.
lalala.

the queen however, thought of testing her. whether she's a real princess or else.
so, she put a pea beneath 20 mattresses. (sedap kot tido. haha)
and let the young woman to sleep on it for a night.
the next morning, the young woman complained that she didn't get a good night sleep.
that her whole body aches, and there were bruises all over her body. (bapak ngada plak kan pompoan ni)
so, that confirms it all, that she's a real princess.
and so, the prince marry her,
and yes,
the typical line goes..
and they lived happily ever after ( ya, ya, watever)

again, i questioned myself, why on earth i adore this tale.

it was simple. a simple and a sweet tale.
the prince knows what he wants, ( a REAL princess for sure)
he knows his target,
and he worked his way to achieve it.
and when he found her, there's no turning back. there's no doubt
he knows what he wants. there's no way he's going to let her slip away.

the princess, (yg sgt sempoi),
don't have to prove a thing.
she claimed she's a princess,
whether ppl want to believe her or not,
she just don't care.
no need for her to wear fancy dress, or showing off a magnificent tiara.
if she's a real princess, ppl will find out eventually.

and the queen. she's a wise one. because she used to be a princess kott. kott la.
so, she knew what she was like when she was young. sangat mengada dan cerewet.
but that's not the point,
she knew what's best for his son, and she knows, what her son wants.

so that's it. simple.

there's no need of fairy godmother to help things out,
no villains and all,
no dragons,
no witches,
no wicked spells or whatsoever.
nothing.

i guess, it's the most sensible fairy tale ever.
though it's illogical for someone to be so sensitive towards a pea.
but it could happen.
it could. who knows.

and hur is sleepy already.
nyte2 everyone.
sweet dreams.
:)

jealousy. green with envy. sume la.

saya dah tengok gambar mereka.

saya dah dgr cerita mereka.

saya mahu juga.
mahu
mahu
mahu
dan mahu




takpe hur. belajar elok2. stdy kuat2. kuat2 gile.
then we'll get there sooon. insyaAllah.


owh, ni mmg kene study kuat gile.
dan simpan duit gila-gila juga.

basyah!
ganbatte!
caiyok!
yosh!

pape la hur. :P

:)

this morning, i woke up feeling sober.

i dunno why. i just do.

then, i called my family. and they sound really happy.
of kos la, da sume kumpol kat kampong.

so, i thought, let's be happy too hur.
let's make your memories with the ones beside you now while u can.

cause u'll never know, how much time for you left.
so, let's make the most out of it

maaf zahir dan batin ye.
and happy aidiladha,
doesn't matter..
wherever you are, watever you do. :)

ribut taufan.

tu abang abbas. raya aritu tak jumpa. yg pki snow cap and tshirt grey.



by the time i'd graduated, god knows how much things had changed,
or how much things i'd missed.

oh well.

p/s: asl sumeowg nk jd musician ni..? :P

gud luck su su for tomorrow upsr's result. :p
jgn mkn byk2 klu stress. huhu

hur, in love.

dari dulu lagi orang selalu tanya,
hur, ko xde pakwe ke?
usually, i'll just laugh.
most of the time, i felt irritated for no reason

high school dlu, ingt lagi,
"hur asl ko x maw ad pakwe?"

my answer....
"perlu ke?"'

"perlu. ko rugi r xde pakwe. time high school ni la nk ada pakwe. baru la orang cakap kita guna masa muda kita. macam ada pengalaman la. seronok pe. ada owang sayang kita. owang belanja kita. topup tok kita. dgr masalah kita"

mendengar hujah2 sebegini kadang2 malas nak layan pon ada.

mula2 bahagia la. pastu, pandang pompoan laen. bahagia la plak kan. buat sakit hati je. da la dosa berkasih-kasih syg yg cam over2 tu kan, pastu tambah dosa laen plak, menyumpah-nyumpah ex-balak lepas clash. siap ugut nak carik minah yang rampas balak dia tu.

x pon tiap2 malam dok atas katil nangis2 x sudah. rasa cam nk bunuh diri la. ape la. cam hidup da x bermakna la.. x mawww aku.

ni aku tengok pengalaman orang la kan.

i mean, come on laaaa. get real. define love. define true love.

cinta patutnya sesuatu yang suci. sangat suci.
Allah pun dah kata berkasih-sayang la kamu sesama manusia.
tengok, patutnya bila kita loving-loving, siap dapat banyak pahala lagi.
tapi asal sekarang ni bila cakap pasal cinta je orang da pandang serong.
macam kalau sebut cinta je orang start cakap, haram, haram. x baek cintan-cintun ni.

padahal cinta tu x haram pon. yang jadi haram bila manusia tu yang menyalahgunakan cinta.

seee,,,yang buat cinta tu kotor ialah salah manusia. haihh. ni yang geram ni. (emo la plak kn)

padahal,
sepatutnya
love is sweeet.
the feeling of falling in love is undescribeable.
is like you're flying in the air,
head over heels,
your heart beats faster,
everything smells nice,
you feel like smilling all day long
butterflies flutter in your heart. (x kesa la kat which chamber pon)
senang citer sume cantek dan manis la. it makes you feel alive. like you have a reason to live in this world. because love makes you feel special.

in your darkest hour pon, somehow, love helps you get back right on track.

but right now, i'm seeing the trend of these young people, not all of them, but maybe some, yang tempoh percintaan nye tu, sekejap-sekejap je. and kadang2 the reason of it is xde jodoh la..(ni paling common la).. Baru tau perangai sebenar dia la. yang x blah bla, mak bapak x restu (yang ni x boleh wat apa la. :P)

kadang-kadang tu, ada yang nk bercinta sebab nak kata desperate pon, buleh jugak la, tapi cam kasar plak kan. sebab member semua da kapel, dy sowg je yang single. rasa macam x cool kalau x kapel. x pon yang suka berkoleksi ni. ni memang pantang la. leh plak nak kumpul2 pakwe or makwe, pstu letak dalam photo album. t nak tunjuk kat anak cucu. nenek or atuk dy dulu player paling hebat.

haiiihh

u fall in love cause it just happens.
u don't need reasons for it.

kadang2, orang tu xde la hensem sgt pon, nak kata baek, x jgak, senang cter biasa2 je la. tapi asal ada yg leh terjatuh cinta.

cinta mana boleh plan, mcm, ak nak jatuh cinta ngn mamat2 matang je. yang cam budak2 ni ak x nak. pastu amik ko. u'll end up with someone yg x matang. kadang2 lagi kte xnak, yang cmtu la kte dapat. ikut nasib la.

xleh demand. sebab semuanya dah ditentukan. kita kene menerima je.
tapi i tell u lah, kalau dah sayang, rasanya kelemahan semua tak nampak la. ye la, owg kata ape, cinta itu buta. pape la.

i'm not against those yang kapel. i think, that's your right. kita semua pon da besar panjang belaka. you have your reasons. ada je yang kapel ni bahagia n x melanggar sangat hukum agama. mmg la orang kata apa, kapel itu haram. tu pendapat masing2 la kan. macam jugak ada orang kata rokok tu haram..selagi tak buat benda2 yang x senonoh, and yang x manis, it's acceptable la kot. yang penting niat dalam hati tu.

and to those yang masih lagi mencari. ahaha. dgr cerita, ramai yang sedang mencari. sabar2 la ye. jangan dok runsing sebab takut kene single sepanjang hayat. bak kata orang tu la. kene doa dan usaha. which i still dun get it, usaha camne yg dia maksudkn. :P yg penting, smeowang Allah dah tentukan jodoh yang sesuai dan yang terbaik. kene tunggu masa je. insyaAllah, the man or the girl of your dreams will find you somehow.

those yang dah jumpa, tapi rasanya menunggu masa yang sesuai.
hrmm, i guess you have your own reasons. nak kumpul duit ke. nak belajar dlu ke. x bersedia lagi ke. watever it is, it's great to wait first so that semua benda stable. tapi jangan tunggu lama sgt. nanti pilihan hati dikebas orang. (x dapek den nak nolong do)

kpd sesape yg x jumpe lagi, dan x rse nak mencari lagi,
haha. bgus sgt la. orang kata muda2 kene enjoy kan. kebebasan hakiki. kawan biar ramai2 kan. kang kalau dah kapel2 rasa terkongkong plak kan. x pon kene jaga hati la. lagi pon ada family jugak. yang family pon x abis nak sayang, nak sayang orang laen plak.
tapi ingat, t satu masa, bila sume kawan da berpunya, and family pon dah malas nak layan sebab korang pon da tua bangka, time tu la terkontang-kanting nak crik. pstu da stat la ckp ngn mak ke. " mak carik lah sape2. jnji boleh kawen" :P

yang dah x sabar2 nak kawen. :p
yang ni nak ckp ape ek. ermm, kawen je la klu da terseksa sgt. tapi klu parents x approve, sabar je la. takpon kalau duit x cukup, pndi2 la crik rezeki yang halal, tak pon saving2 la duit. kalau rse nk tnggu graduate dlu, belajar lah leklok. bru best kan bila dah kawen t. dua2 berjaya. kan elok. :P

and as for me, i rather wait. love takes time. sebab the essence of love is trust.
and trust comes with time.
and when the time comes, it comes je la. x kesa la ble2.

kalau aku dengar lagu jiwang2 ke, tu sebab ak dr dlu cmni. x caya tanya roomate kat muar dlu. mmg hobi saya melalak lagu jiwang dlm bilik.
tanya mama saya juga, kat rumah pon mmg suka dgr lagu old skool dan jiwang.
because both of my parents have the same taste of music like me.
tapi x pe la. jiwang ngn diri sendiri je. bukan dgn orang pon. :P

p/s: hur dan irna x pandang laki macam sperm donor. tu sume fitnah semata-mata :p

careless whisper

I feel so unsure
as I take your hand and
lead you to the dance
floor
as the music dies,
something in your eyes
calls to mind the silver screen
and all those sad good-byes

I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool


wooohooo, thnks anis, for making it as my ringtone.
ni nak slalu miss call ko ni. :p

biar ak nk pasan. ko susah ke. :P

pas ni smeowg nye ringtone, jiwang2. jgn lagu kawen da. :P

i'm glad. :)

glad.
no.
i am soooooo
HAPPY

sgt2.

sgt2 happy. :)

alhamdulillah.

now that u're healty and fit,
owh, and i do hope u're getting gemuk,
as gemuk is a sign of happinesss :)
i can't wait to come back to malaysia
to see you.
the energetic, loveable, adorable,


aina.

i love you.

now, u can continue with medic. and be a doc. woohoo. jom sama2 jadi doctor, yosh. :P

x sangka mr ehem ehem pengubat nye. hero aina rupenye. :P
hope u guys stick with each other till death do u part. :)

owh, and i miss the rest of the class too.
i bet everyone is getting matured
esp the girls
and the boysss,, errrr,
ad owg ckp, laki ni da tue mana pon x matang lagi. :P
maybe sesetngah laki kot.

heard kowg nk wat reunion this december.
nanti upload pic byk2.
orang jauh nk tgk. :(

ex classmate 4sc2/5sc2,
missing u guys like helll,

hur azmi. :)

-

I'm writing to say - Had a wonderful day,
Hangin' with my friends
But the memory dies as the sun leaves the skies - I'm alone again
I wanna tell you the weather is fine
When the night comes around you were on my mind
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know

I wanna tell you the things I've seen
I wanna take you to where I've been
And I wish you were here with me
Oh don't you know

I really miss you,
Yes i do.

p/s: do let me know when you're on9. :(

most handsome?

Most handsome Saudi man.. the grandson of king Faisal








((Hrithik Roshan ))


Most handsome Indian man…. actor
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Imran Abbas


Most Handsome Pakistany man…. actor
....






Tarkan
Most handome Turkish man… singer









(( Fazza))



Most handsome Emeriti man

(( Dudy)

Most handsome employee in Saudi Aramco after 25 years

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Haiyaa..i oredi told u maa…5 only…


and i thought mama is trying to give me suggestions on my hubby-to-be.
hahahaha. tension sudah direlease-kan dgn mmbca email mama. :)
owh, and i choose number 1. lalala.

screw you, i like you.

one block down. another 2 to go.
make it 5 for the whole year.

but yes, i'm kinda like 2nd year more :)

owh, mama. hur still xde trnet.
nak email, but dunno wat to say.
i guess chatting is our best way of communicating.
you know, like 1 to 1.
haha.

and our mama kat sini cakap, intrnet akn ad nxt week.
i guess i have to wait n see.

p/s: we're in mcd. dsperate for trnet, seriously got pbl n histo's assignmnts. haihh.

roger and out,
missing you always,
hur azmi. :)

4 kg

12.10.
back to egypt.
back to books
back to medic

and deeeep down, i'm kind of excited.
but seriously, i don't want to leave malaysia.
it's not really malaysia itself.
but the ones i love.

and yes. new sem. new resolutions
got this whole loads of pep talks with mama.
i really need to change.

mama, also realise my changes when i came back from egypt.
she said things like,
my eyes don't shine as they used to be,
my eyebags are pretty obvoius,
keguguran rambut ( dy ckp ni blum branak lagi)
and she really don't like my haircut ( haha, it's trendy wat. and i told her, ntah bape byk rmbut kwn2 yg hur da potong macam style hur) :P
my resdung was really terok, that she really ban me from udang and stuffs.
and my skin turns dry. which lotion mmg ad pki. but my skin mmg sensitive. bak kata sum dermatolgist yg i used to see
then she asked me things like,
"hur x makan sayur ke?"
"hur mkn vitamin ke x?"
"hur mkn byk minyak ke?"
"minum air sket ea?"
i was like. x. no. never.sme hur makan. haha.(ad la kdg2 ter-skip. :P)

when she sees me like dat, she started to question things like,
" u don't enjoy your course ke?"
and i said " no ma, there's nothing else i want to do excpt for stdying medic n be a doc. klu hur x stdy medic, i wud haf just stay at home and wait somekind of prince charming to minang me. and i don't think dat is going to happen"
" then, things are hard ke kt sne? those arabs are giving you a hard time ke? u're frens ke?"
and i was like. x kot. i'm happy je. i think.

then i realised that, all this time, i don't see my chnges. i think i really did stressed out. but, i never know dat. haha. but mama knows it all.

so, i thought, this new sem, i dunno wat i'm going to do. but i guess if i take care of my health, i think, i'll be happier. esp my cold and flu, which never stops. rse cm nk cabut hidung pon ad.

owh, and yes. blk mlysia ni, i put on weight. lotsa. haha. 4 kg kot. dlm mse 2 bln lebih. pecah rekod. this time, i really don't control it kot. ye la. i mean, i really love the gulai, and rendang, and sambal and all those msakan kg. and egypt, nasi dy x cm mlysia, it's not pedas, not savoury food. pasta, pizza, burgers- i don't like it much. tu psl kot owg ckp ak kurus ble bru balik aritu. tp blk egypt t, haha. gemuk kot. but nvm. if i put on weight, meaning that i'm happy. very much.

and everyday, abah blik keje, he will ask me to run on the treadmill. and i was like,, "malasnye, busan la bah nek treadmill, tgk dinding je" haha.

and abah ckp, " hur btol2 bdan da nek ni"
and i was like. " x pe. puasa 6 :P"

once i'm in egypt, i won't eat like dat anymore la. haha. no. seriously. :P