even if i dreamed of you,
the sweetest dream will never do,
i still miss you,
and i don't want to miss a thing.
the sweetest dream will never do,
i still miss you,
and i don't want to miss a thing.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
part of your world :)
i have this feelings when i listen to this song.
the kind of urge to hear it more and more.
when i close my eyes when listening to it, it gets better.
it feels like the wind touches my face gently,
and my hair blew softly, just surrendering to the direction of the wind,
it's like walking on the beach alone,
and i can have the vast sea all by myself,
my own.
and my heart beats gracefully,
following the melody,
my mind sets calmly,
there's nothing to think about,
nothing to worry,
i just get drift away with each note.
feels like flying in the air,
and never to set my feet on the ground again.
as if i am able to breath again after having a bad stuffy nose,
as if the world becomes a better place to live in.
and when it all ended in a perfect way that a song could ever end,
i just start it all over again.
this video tak abis. dunno why this person tak upload abis2. but i got the complete song. it's one of my old childhood songs, masa tgh gila2 dgn duyung dulu. tapi never heard of this particular instrumental version. and i dare say, it's one of the best.
i know it's kind of lame, but lame is my last name :p
the kind of urge to hear it more and more.
when i close my eyes when listening to it, it gets better.
it feels like the wind touches my face gently,
and my hair blew softly, just surrendering to the direction of the wind,
it's like walking on the beach alone,
and i can have the vast sea all by myself,
my own.
and my heart beats gracefully,
following the melody,
my mind sets calmly,
there's nothing to think about,
nothing to worry,
i just get drift away with each note.
feels like flying in the air,
and never to set my feet on the ground again.
as if i am able to breath again after having a bad stuffy nose,
as if the world becomes a better place to live in.
and when it all ended in a perfect way that a song could ever end,
i just start it all over again.
this video tak abis. dunno why this person tak upload abis2. but i got the complete song. it's one of my old childhood songs, masa tgh gila2 dgn duyung dulu. tapi never heard of this particular instrumental version. and i dare say, it's one of the best.
i know it's kind of lame, but lame is my last name :p
Thursday, March 4, 2010
sekejap?
sekejap ke? memang.
memang tak dinafikan.
pejam celik, tgk lusa dah sabtu.
adoi.
sekejap pun, saya rasa dah cukup.
cukup utk melepaskan rindu yang terpendam.
cukup utk buat saya tersenyum lebar.
cukup utk buat mereka senyum lebar.
sekarang ni cerita dodol.
ok. mesti tak paham.
american idol.
memang kalau dulu2, tatkala rumah ini penuh dgn anak2 dara,
maka ini merupakan aktiviti malam minggu, atau malam yg ada nya citer ni la.
tapi saya dah tak follow bape taun dah
dah bape johan dia yang saya tak kenal.
sekarang ni, kalau kami takde, maka hanya sepasang merpati sejoli je yang menonton nya.
tu pun kalau abah tak penat. malam ni, nampak macam dia penat.
kerana semua anak dara dah lari, kata mama.
bukan lari, cuma menjalankan amanah.
tapi sekembali nya saya ke tanah air tercinta, amanah kepada mereka berdua, akan saya teruskan. sekarang pun jalankan amanah juga, cuma berjauhan buat sementara.
tak kira la bape dodol saya dah tertinggal,
i think i will keep on counting it.
satu hari nanti, orang pun akan bosan dgn dodol,
maka wujudnya pelbagai realiti tv show yang lain.
eh, sedap la dia ni nyanyi.
ryan seacrest senyum manisss....
dia ni tak tua-tua ke? hahaha.
:P
memang tak dinafikan.
pejam celik, tgk lusa dah sabtu.
adoi.
sekejap pun, saya rasa dah cukup.
cukup utk melepaskan rindu yang terpendam.
cukup utk buat saya tersenyum lebar.
cukup utk buat mereka senyum lebar.
sekarang ni cerita dodol.
ok. mesti tak paham.
american idol.
memang kalau dulu2, tatkala rumah ini penuh dgn anak2 dara,
maka ini merupakan aktiviti malam minggu, atau malam yg ada nya citer ni la.
tapi saya dah tak follow bape taun dah
dah bape johan dia yang saya tak kenal.
sekarang ni, kalau kami takde, maka hanya sepasang merpati sejoli je yang menonton nya.
tu pun kalau abah tak penat. malam ni, nampak macam dia penat.
kerana semua anak dara dah lari, kata mama.
bukan lari, cuma menjalankan amanah.
tapi sekembali nya saya ke tanah air tercinta, amanah kepada mereka berdua, akan saya teruskan. sekarang pun jalankan amanah juga, cuma berjauhan buat sementara.
tak kira la bape dodol saya dah tertinggal,
i think i will keep on counting it.
satu hari nanti, orang pun akan bosan dgn dodol,
maka wujudnya pelbagai realiti tv show yang lain.
eh, sedap la dia ni nyanyi.
ryan seacrest senyum manisss....
dia ni tak tua-tua ke? hahaha.
:P
Monday, February 22, 2010
you're gonna miss this.
sila klik sini.
pakcik ni suara dia macho. pakcik ni memang macho pon. huhu.
ok. jangan salah anggap. walaupun taste ak macam pakcik2 tua, ak taknak de rampas bapak korang. tolong jangan salah anggap. bukan taste aku orang tua, taste aku ialah orang yang ada naluri kebapaan ok. paham. mesyi? huhu.
poom pang, poom pang, tgk2 dah bulan 8. maka cik hur akan jadi 20. fuhh. tua tu. seyes tua.
i wish the time will not fly as fast as this.
bila membe tanya, hur ko bape taun lagi nak abis. and i was like... 4 years and half lagi. gosh. 4 years and a half lagi? rse macam bru semalam jejak kaki kat alex ni. ceh. teringt 1st year plak.
bila dulu2 teringt, nanti dah besar,nak jadi doktor, nak tolong banyak sangat pakcik makcik kat kampung, nak ada kete sendiri, nak ada umah sendiri, taknak dah guna duit mama abah, nak carik yang sendiri punya, belanja diowg shopping plak. nak beli baju cantik2, nak bawak abah mama g jalan2 satu dunia, haihh, macam2 la berangan. and when one day i come to that point, i wonder, what did i really achieved?
bila umur meningkat, maksudnya, kita tak cukup masa lagi. maka use it wisely. tapi again. pakcik trace adkins ni cakap, you're gonna miss everything that you have now. so why dont u take it slow, enjoy every moment, and see how it goes. :) sebab satu hari, what i have now, all my friends that i have now, one day, suma akan pergi membawa haluan masing2. as much as i don't want them too, i don't have choice, have i? nothing lasts forever. jadi, be prepare. tapi takpe. takyah cite2 sedih kat sini. sebab i'll have my own way to go jugak nanti. :) that is what life is all about.
ok. anis dah nak siap masak. maka perjuangan biochem bersambung.
pakcik ni suara dia macho. pakcik ni memang macho pon. huhu.
ok. jangan salah anggap. walaupun taste ak macam pakcik2 tua, ak taknak de rampas bapak korang. tolong jangan salah anggap. bukan taste aku orang tua, taste aku ialah orang yang ada naluri kebapaan ok. paham. mesyi? huhu.
She was staring out that window, of that SUV
Complaining, saying I can't wait to turn 18
She said I'll make my own money, and I'll make my own rules
Mamma put the car in park out there in front of the school
Then she kissed her head and said I was just like you
-Chorus-
You're gonna miss this
You're gonna want this back
You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast
These Are Some Good Times
So take a good look around
You may not know it now
But you're gonna miss this
Before she knows it she's a brand new bride
In a one-bedroom apartment, and her daddy stops by
He tells her It's a nice place
She says It'll do for now
Starts talking about babies and buying a house
Daddy shakes his head and says Baby, just slow down
Five years later there's a plumber workin' on the water heater
Dog's barkin', phone's ringin'
One kid's cryin', one kid's screamin'
She keeps apologizin'
He says They don't bother me.
I've got 2 babies of my own.
One's 36, one's 23.
Huh, it's hard to believe, but ...
lyric dia sgt best2. macam cepatnye masa berlalu.Complaining, saying I can't wait to turn 18
She said I'll make my own money, and I'll make my own rules
Mamma put the car in park out there in front of the school
Then she kissed her head and said I was just like you
-Chorus-
You're gonna miss this
You're gonna want this back
You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast
These Are Some Good Times
So take a good look around
You may not know it now
But you're gonna miss this
Before she knows it she's a brand new bride
In a one-bedroom apartment, and her daddy stops by
He tells her It's a nice place
She says It'll do for now
Starts talking about babies and buying a house
Daddy shakes his head and says Baby, just slow down
Five years later there's a plumber workin' on the water heater
Dog's barkin', phone's ringin'
One kid's cryin', one kid's screamin'
She keeps apologizin'
He says They don't bother me.
I've got 2 babies of my own.
One's 36, one's 23.
Huh, it's hard to believe, but ...
poom pang, poom pang, tgk2 dah bulan 8. maka cik hur akan jadi 20. fuhh. tua tu. seyes tua.
i wish the time will not fly as fast as this.
bila membe tanya, hur ko bape taun lagi nak abis. and i was like... 4 years and half lagi. gosh. 4 years and a half lagi? rse macam bru semalam jejak kaki kat alex ni. ceh. teringt 1st year plak.
bila dulu2 teringt, nanti dah besar,nak jadi doktor, nak tolong banyak sangat pakcik makcik kat kampung, nak ada kete sendiri, nak ada umah sendiri, taknak dah guna duit mama abah, nak carik yang sendiri punya, belanja diowg shopping plak. nak beli baju cantik2, nak bawak abah mama g jalan2 satu dunia, haihh, macam2 la berangan. and when one day i come to that point, i wonder, what did i really achieved?
bila umur meningkat, maksudnya, kita tak cukup masa lagi. maka use it wisely. tapi again. pakcik trace adkins ni cakap, you're gonna miss everything that you have now. so why dont u take it slow, enjoy every moment, and see how it goes. :) sebab satu hari, what i have now, all my friends that i have now, one day, suma akan pergi membawa haluan masing2. as much as i don't want them too, i don't have choice, have i? nothing lasts forever. jadi, be prepare. tapi takpe. takyah cite2 sedih kat sini. sebab i'll have my own way to go jugak nanti. :) that is what life is all about.
ok. anis dah nak siap masak. maka perjuangan biochem bersambung.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
spread your wings on me. pleaseeee.
ok. dah tenang sikit.
maybe i shouldn't bother much.
maybe, it is a coincidence after all.
definitely. mama pun dah buat hur lega sikit.
let me focus on these last 2 papers.
sebab there's something beautiful awaits me at the end.
something really beautiful
ni ada 3 je. mana lagi sorang kan? hehe. dia tak leh join sebab tak muat.
yang suka baca buku, dan yang suka makan, lagi-lagi skang ni bila da pandai masak sampai asik sumbat mama makan jugak je. kamu kalau nak makan nugget, makan sorang2. jangan sumbat kat mama ngan abah. tak elok. mama ngan abah kene kurangkan minyak. yang kamu pun sama. nak kene banyak penyakit ke nanti? :p tapi kalau banyak exercise, takpe banyak makan. (ececeh kak hur cakap orang, dia pon sama je)
kami berempat ni memang orang tak tau mana satu sulung, mana bongsu. tu yang best tu. hehe. sume sama besar, sama tinggi. ni baru la girls over flowers. azmi's version. since abah pun k-addict kan? hahaha.
yang tak putus-putus mendoakan hur. yang tak berhenti-henti kerja kuat.
tell me, am i not lucky enough? :)
thank you Allah.
maybe i shouldn't bother much.
maybe, it is a coincidence after all.
definitely. mama pun dah buat hur lega sikit.
let me focus on these last 2 papers.
sebab there's something beautiful awaits me at the end.
something really beautiful
ni ada 3 je. mana lagi sorang kan? hehe. dia tak leh join sebab tak muat.
yang suka baca buku, dan yang suka makan, lagi-lagi skang ni bila da pandai masak sampai asik sumbat mama makan jugak je. kamu kalau nak makan nugget, makan sorang2. jangan sumbat kat mama ngan abah. tak elok. mama ngan abah kene kurangkan minyak. yang kamu pun sama. nak kene banyak penyakit ke nanti? :p tapi kalau banyak exercise, takpe banyak makan. (ececeh kak hur cakap orang, dia pon sama je)
kami berempat ni memang orang tak tau mana satu sulung, mana bongsu. tu yang best tu. hehe. sume sama besar, sama tinggi. ni baru la girls over flowers. azmi's version. since abah pun k-addict kan? hahaha.
yang tak putus-putus mendoakan hur. yang tak berhenti-henti kerja kuat.
tell me, am i not lucky enough? :)
thank you Allah.
Saturday, February 20, 2010
is there something that i missed?
sesuatu
memang ada sesuatu.
tapi saya tak tahu.
dan saya rasa takut dan resah.
macam ada satu petunjuk tapi tak dapat nak ditafsirkan.
atau mungkin hanya satu lagi perasaan,
yang saya tak patut layan.
saya harap ia berhenti. sebab saya sudah penat.
memang ada sesuatu.
tapi saya tak tahu.
dan saya rasa takut dan resah.
macam ada satu petunjuk tapi tak dapat nak ditafsirkan.
atau mungkin hanya satu lagi perasaan,
yang saya tak patut layan.
saya harap ia berhenti. sebab saya sudah penat.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
wish list
mama told me to do a wish list.
write it on a piece of paper, and put it on my wall,
so that everytime i wake up from sleep,
the first thing i see is the things that i wanna be,
a few years from now.
but i don't know why,
i don't feel like doing it.
it's not that i think it's lame, seriously no,
i used to love those kind of stuff,
of course i do,
i love to berangan. hehe
and i don't care of what people think of my wishes,
and i have no problem to make it public.
maybe, i see as my future as unclear for now.
i know i want to be a doctor.
that's all i want to do since i was a little girl.
but that's it. i just don't feel like thinking any further.
or maybe, i just want to keep it to myself.
the diary that used to be my best friend pon dah terabai. haha.
maybe i'm busy and stuff.
or i just dont have the time to berangan anymore.
or berangan is not that fun anymore.
or i am enjoying my real friends so much,
haha. trying to think every possibility, sometimes, i feel it's just a waste of time.
i used to tell someone, diary was my place of telling every secrets and feelings of mine.
now, i guess my secrets are kept inside, and my feelings are poured in to this blog.
which i cannot make everything so public, can i? :P
and when i read all my previous writings in the diary,
since i've been writing for quite a long time,
i realise, the reason i am where i am today,
is because of all my visualisations of my future,
all my berangan punya stuffs,
all my dreams
which i pretty much wrote all of it inside my diary.
that's how i reach up to this level.
by berangan. it works out for me.
bukanlah semua yg i wish to happen tu came true.
in fact, allah granted my wishes in a way that i never ever imagined before.
i said i want to study medic. but never did it crossed my mind it will be in egypt.
i said, i love to have wonderful friends, and never did i thougt the word wonderful is like what my friends are today.
i said, i want to be happy, and that includes all my loved ones to be happy too,
and never did i thought in what ways can all of us be happy.
so, in the end, again, haha, allah knows what's best.
and yes mama, i think i should write it. a wish list of what i wanted to be,
a goal, a vision, a visualisation, a mission,
and i'll try my very best to achieve it,
and let say if i don't, i'll take it as there is always something else better for me.
of course this must be seiring dgn doa dan tawakkal kan. :P
life is short, so why don't you make it seems like it is like a little bit longer? :P
write it on a piece of paper, and put it on my wall,
so that everytime i wake up from sleep,
the first thing i see is the things that i wanna be,
a few years from now.
but i don't know why,
i don't feel like doing it.
it's not that i think it's lame, seriously no,
i used to love those kind of stuff,
of course i do,
i love to berangan. hehe
and i don't care of what people think of my wishes,
and i have no problem to make it public.
maybe, i see as my future as unclear for now.
i know i want to be a doctor.
that's all i want to do since i was a little girl.
but that's it. i just don't feel like thinking any further.
or maybe, i just want to keep it to myself.
the diary that used to be my best friend pon dah terabai. haha.
maybe i'm busy and stuff.
or i just dont have the time to berangan anymore.
or berangan is not that fun anymore.
or i am enjoying my real friends so much,
haha. trying to think every possibility, sometimes, i feel it's just a waste of time.
i used to tell someone, diary was my place of telling every secrets and feelings of mine.
now, i guess my secrets are kept inside, and my feelings are poured in to this blog.
which i cannot make everything so public, can i? :P
and when i read all my previous writings in the diary,
since i've been writing for quite a long time,
i realise, the reason i am where i am today,
is because of all my visualisations of my future,
all my berangan punya stuffs,
all my dreams
which i pretty much wrote all of it inside my diary.
that's how i reach up to this level.
by berangan. it works out for me.
bukanlah semua yg i wish to happen tu came true.
in fact, allah granted my wishes in a way that i never ever imagined before.
i said i want to study medic. but never did it crossed my mind it will be in egypt.
i said, i love to have wonderful friends, and never did i thougt the word wonderful is like what my friends are today.
i said, i want to be happy, and that includes all my loved ones to be happy too,
and never did i thought in what ways can all of us be happy.
so, in the end, again, haha, allah knows what's best.
and yes mama, i think i should write it. a wish list of what i wanted to be,
a goal, a vision, a visualisation, a mission,
and i'll try my very best to achieve it,
and let say if i don't, i'll take it as there is always something else better for me.
of course this must be seiring dgn doa dan tawakkal kan. :P
life is short, so why don't you make it seems like it is like a little bit longer? :P
Saturday, February 13, 2010
taggy dari sayang
dah lama tak wat tag2 nii.. rndu la plak. :P
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 23 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you.
At the end, choose 5 people to be tag1. sekarang saya tengah exam. dan seperti biasa, you know what exam do to us kan. tapi this time punye exam, i feel tenang. alhamdulillah sgt. tak kesa la pasal result. ketenangan itu, yang susah untuk dicari. :)
2. dulu saya benci nama saya. tapi sekarang saya rasa, saya perlu live up to my name. "HUR" now, that's a big responsibility. :p thnks kepada orang yang memberi nama saya. sekarang baru saya paham. :)
3. currently afgan, afgan, afgan. haha. *blushing*
4. dah tengok hana yori dango berjuta-juta kali. sampai dah hafal.
5. "life is too short"-kata2 mak areqa yang menusuk kalbu bukan hanya saya tapi seluruh housemates. thank you aunty haslina. :)
6. i'm looking forward for my winter hols. so, i can go back where i belong. let me sleep in a long sweet dream for a while and be prepare for sem4 and reality. :p
7. i cry as much as i laugh. maka, kdg2 orang ingat saya gila. sebab sekejap gelak, sekejap nangis.
8. saya jiwang. anda susah?
9. saya suka nyanyi. kalau tak suke, sila pergi. :p
10. saya banyak tido. boleh juga tido di mana jua kalau penat tahap maksima.
11. orang cakap saya baik sangat. saya kata, "mungkin orang lain yang jahat sgt kot" . haha.
12. saya tak suka orang kasihan kat saya. sebab saya tough (bak kata muiz)
13. saya ada 4 girls dalam rumah yang saya sayang walaupun slalu gaduh.
14. saya banyak kawan. tapi kawan2 belakang kuliah handasah is something else, sebab diowg special in their own way.
15. saya tak penah jumpa syeikh yang boleh menarik perhatian saya seperti syeikh yang saya tak tau ap nama dy. omg. kene cepat. kelas dy dah nak start.
16. saya tak suka tipu.
17. saya suka orang yang berterus-terang. they got guts.
18. anis kata, baca microbe macam baca berita.
19. saya sayang sangat kawan-kawan saya. no matter what.
20. saya tak pernah benci orang. saya tak tipu.
21. saya rasa hidup ini sangat indah. so, open your eyes. you might missed important details.
22. saya rindu and sayang sayang sangat kat mama, abah dan 3 mok mok. :p
23. abah saya suruh saya tolong dia kat kebun dia yang dah laen sekarang (bak kata mama saya) saya cakap, it's always my pleasure.
kepada nani yang tag saya. sayang. i love you. i tahu kadang2 i curang. tapi u tetap di hati i. (ayat player tak?) haha. tapi you kene paham la, sebab kasih sayang ni diberi sama rata dengan sayang2 saya yang laen. :p harap sayang paham. huhu
2. dulu saya benci nama saya. tapi sekarang saya rasa, saya perlu live up to my name. "HUR" now, that's a big responsibility. :p thnks kepada orang yang memberi nama saya. sekarang baru saya paham. :)
3. currently afgan, afgan, afgan. haha. *blushing*
4. dah tengok hana yori dango berjuta-juta kali. sampai dah hafal.
5. "life is too short"-kata2 mak areqa yang menusuk kalbu bukan hanya saya tapi seluruh housemates. thank you aunty haslina. :)
6. i'm looking forward for my winter hols. so, i can go back where i belong. let me sleep in a long sweet dream for a while and be prepare for sem4 and reality. :p
7. i cry as much as i laugh. maka, kdg2 orang ingat saya gila. sebab sekejap gelak, sekejap nangis.
8. saya jiwang. anda susah?
9. saya suka nyanyi. kalau tak suke, sila pergi. :p
10. saya banyak tido. boleh juga tido di mana jua kalau penat tahap maksima.
11. orang cakap saya baik sangat. saya kata, "mungkin orang lain yang jahat sgt kot" . haha.
12. saya tak suka orang kasihan kat saya. sebab saya tough (bak kata muiz)
13. saya ada 4 girls dalam rumah yang saya sayang walaupun slalu gaduh.
14. saya banyak kawan. tapi kawan2 belakang kuliah handasah is something else, sebab diowg special in their own way.
15. saya tak penah jumpa syeikh yang boleh menarik perhatian saya seperti syeikh yang saya tak tau ap nama dy. omg. kene cepat. kelas dy dah nak start.
16. saya tak suka tipu.
17. saya suka orang yang berterus-terang. they got guts.
18. anis kata, baca microbe macam baca berita.
19. saya sayang sangat kawan-kawan saya. no matter what.
20. saya tak pernah benci orang. saya tak tipu.
21. saya rasa hidup ini sangat indah. so, open your eyes. you might missed important details.
22. saya rindu and sayang sayang sangat kat mama, abah dan 3 mok mok. :p
23. abah saya suruh saya tolong dia kat kebun dia yang dah laen sekarang (bak kata mama saya) saya cakap, it's always my pleasure.
kepada nani yang tag saya. sayang. i love you. i tahu kadang2 i curang. tapi u tetap di hati i. (ayat player tak?) haha. tapi you kene paham la, sebab kasih sayang ni diberi sama rata dengan sayang2 saya yang laen. :p harap sayang paham. huhu
Friday, February 12, 2010
A
A is for Allah
it's amazing.
so amazing.
how so many things happened to you,
how many things that you knew
in just one night,
and it can all change your perspectives of life.
i admit. i'm full of philosophy, and princips,
and yes, my ego is sky high.
but i learned something important today.
something that could contradict with my own identity.
something undescribeable.
thank you for those involved today.
i'm so happy to have you guys in my life.
and i appreciate the open-ness of these people.
and above all, time is always the best solution.
we need time to grow,
to learn,
to feel,
to heal,
to realise,
and allah already put everything in it's order,
who are we to bother?
thank you allah, for all the things that happen to me.
whether it's bad or not.
i really thank YOU for that.
i've learned a lot. a lot.
with every tears that i cried,
i never regret it. not a single drop.
it makes me all stronger. all stronger.
for me to face the real world outside.
and whenever i feel so weak,
feel so alone,
i know i have you Allah.
and i put all my trust on you.
and all my love for people is nothing to my love for you.
because i love, because of Allah.
and that's all i do :)
and only Allah knows what's inside of me.
only Allah knows.
i don't care if people don't trust me,
or hate me,
i won't do the same thing to them.
for i always, always believe that,
the goodness and the bad things are only for Allah to judge.
and because of that, i love to love.
and i won't let a single hatred planted in my heart.
i don't care if i'm hurt, because Allah never leave me alone.
insyaAllah.
and in the end, Allah always know what's best. and i'll never stop believe in HIM.
never stop :)
it's amazing.
so amazing.
how so many things happened to you,
how many things that you knew
in just one night,
and it can all change your perspectives of life.
i admit. i'm full of philosophy, and princips,
and yes, my ego is sky high.
but i learned something important today.
something that could contradict with my own identity.
something undescribeable.
thank you for those involved today.
i'm so happy to have you guys in my life.
and i appreciate the open-ness of these people.
and above all, time is always the best solution.
we need time to grow,
to learn,
to feel,
to heal,
to realise,
and allah already put everything in it's order,
who are we to bother?
thank you allah, for all the things that happen to me.
whether it's bad or not.
i really thank YOU for that.
i've learned a lot. a lot.
with every tears that i cried,
i never regret it. not a single drop.
it makes me all stronger. all stronger.
for me to face the real world outside.
and whenever i feel so weak,
feel so alone,
i know i have you Allah.
and i put all my trust on you.
and all my love for people is nothing to my love for you.
because i love, because of Allah.
and that's all i do :)
and only Allah knows what's inside of me.
only Allah knows.
i don't care if people don't trust me,
or hate me,
i won't do the same thing to them.
for i always, always believe that,
the goodness and the bad things are only for Allah to judge.
and because of that, i love to love.
and i won't let a single hatred planted in my heart.
i don't care if i'm hurt, because Allah never leave me alone.
insyaAllah.
and in the end, Allah always know what's best. and i'll never stop believe in HIM.
never stop :)
Friday, February 5, 2010
of all the sweet words and lines.
This is a poem written by me and Hur. For Aina, Aisya and ourselves.
Me : Stars shining on your face
Hur :With a smile i can't embrace
Me :Sweet voice you whisper
Hur :With kind words i hear
Me :Holding hands all day long
Hur :True friends we will stay
Me :Tears we share
Hur :I'll be there
Me :Love is us and it is real
Hello? Is anybody there?
Hur :I'm here now don't you worry
Do not waste tears for a guy like him
I know there is someone out there waiting
Created by Hur and Amy
15 Jan 2007
During Agama
I know its like a tacky poem but haha what the heck we were bored to death. We were in Agama class. Ustaz always aim for Hur and me. So we use to exchange notes to each other.haha. Hur never had guy trouble. I always did for some weird reason the guy i fall for is unique. hehe :) I miss you guys in MRSM so much. You guys had been great. Knowing people like you exist give me hope. I wish you all the best in life though things have changed i have changed. I will cherish our friendship til the end.
This is from amy's blog.
owh my, aku dah takde lagi da all these sweet poems. by time, i think my sweet sweet words pon akn hilang kot. most probably, i don't believe in fairy tales lagi da. as much as i don't want it to be, i'm learning to open up to the real world. the reality.
tapi ble bce balik this poem, it brings me back to the old days. the days when i believe there is true love for me somehow, somewhere. someone. yes. if u call me jiwang skng, dulu lagi teruk.
i dun read text books, i read romantic novels. i love to lepak kat library, but all i do is reading all the mushy poems, and all. and when i was inspired, all i did was jotted it down on my notebook. or yours, or aina's. haha. when someone got her heart's broken, i wrote a line or two, and give it to her so that she knew that, there is always someone else for her.
when all my girlfriends are having real love story, all i do is just dream about it. in my own world. because i just don't like the reality. nak usyar mamat pun, tak kuasa. and then, they went like, hur is sooo picky. and my excuse is always like " i like someone older. matured maybe. " hahaha.
but the truth is, i just like to keep it low. i like my own tiny world. and i'm not ready to share it with anyone.
now that i'm older, haha, i guess a bit matured. i have to stop living in denial. i want to step out of my own world, and have a little bit taste of reality. and yes. reality hurts so much. i might still be a little bit mushy, but i'll save it for the one who really deserves it. and for now, i'm seriously enjoying myself with medic and friends.
owh, and amy, i heard you already have a boyfie. it's great to know that you finally can open up your heart again for someone. but make sure, he's all worth it. huhu.
and amy, the reason that i don't have a guy problem, is because i don't have a guy to go with it. haha. i guess at that time, i was not into it at all. maybe i was jiwang. but that was it. huhu.
and maybe, when i finished with medic and all, or when i'm not so busy anymore, i'll get back to my mushy stuffs. but for now, i'm enjoying reality itself, no matter how hard it is. i'll face it. because i have great friends and family to help me deal with it. and that's all i need. :)
we might had changed, but the memories we had planted in our hearts for life. :)
love you amy, love you gemuk.
to aisya and aina, i miss you and love you as equal as amy. sume dah bawak haluan masing2. but i want you guys to know, i'm still in ssc club. see, i'm a loyal and devoted ahli. :P
Me : Stars shining on your face
Hur :With a smile i can't embrace
Me :Sweet voice you whisper
Hur :With kind words i hear
Me :Holding hands all day long
Hur :True friends we will stay
Me :Tears we share
Hur :I'll be there
Me :Love is us and it is real
Hello? Is anybody there?
Hur :I'm here now don't you worry
Do not waste tears for a guy like him
I know there is someone out there waiting
Created by Hur and Amy
15 Jan 2007
During Agama
I know its like a tacky poem but haha what the heck we were bored to death. We were in Agama class. Ustaz always aim for Hur and me. So we use to exchange notes to each other.haha. Hur never had guy trouble. I always did for some weird reason the guy i fall for is unique. hehe :) I miss you guys in MRSM so much. You guys had been great. Knowing people like you exist give me hope. I wish you all the best in life though things have changed i have changed. I will cherish our friendship til the end.
This is from amy's blog.
owh my, aku dah takde lagi da all these sweet poems. by time, i think my sweet sweet words pon akn hilang kot. most probably, i don't believe in fairy tales lagi da. as much as i don't want it to be, i'm learning to open up to the real world. the reality.
tapi ble bce balik this poem, it brings me back to the old days. the days when i believe there is true love for me somehow, somewhere. someone. yes. if u call me jiwang skng, dulu lagi teruk.
i dun read text books, i read romantic novels. i love to lepak kat library, but all i do is reading all the mushy poems, and all. and when i was inspired, all i did was jotted it down on my notebook. or yours, or aina's. haha. when someone got her heart's broken, i wrote a line or two, and give it to her so that she knew that, there is always someone else for her.
when all my girlfriends are having real love story, all i do is just dream about it. in my own world. because i just don't like the reality. nak usyar mamat pun, tak kuasa. and then, they went like, hur is sooo picky. and my excuse is always like " i like someone older. matured maybe. " hahaha.
but the truth is, i just like to keep it low. i like my own tiny world. and i'm not ready to share it with anyone.
now that i'm older, haha, i guess a bit matured. i have to stop living in denial. i want to step out of my own world, and have a little bit taste of reality. and yes. reality hurts so much. i might still be a little bit mushy, but i'll save it for the one who really deserves it. and for now, i'm seriously enjoying myself with medic and friends.
owh, and amy, i heard you already have a boyfie. it's great to know that you finally can open up your heart again for someone. but make sure, he's all worth it. huhu.
and amy, the reason that i don't have a guy problem, is because i don't have a guy to go with it. haha. i guess at that time, i was not into it at all. maybe i was jiwang. but that was it. huhu.
and maybe, when i finished with medic and all, or when i'm not so busy anymore, i'll get back to my mushy stuffs. but for now, i'm enjoying reality itself, no matter how hard it is. i'll face it. because i have great friends and family to help me deal with it. and that's all i need. :)
we might had changed, but the memories we had planted in our hearts for life. :)
love you amy, love you gemuk.
to aisya and aina, i miss you and love you as equal as amy. sume dah bawak haluan masing2. but i want you guys to know, i'm still in ssc club. see, i'm a loyal and devoted ahli. :P
Sunday, January 31, 2010
addiction
caffeine.
wah.
the sound of it just gives me satisfaction.
the smell of caffeine plak, fuhhh, i tell you,
sape2 punye perfume pon cannot beat that.
it just get you so addictive.
lepas tu, you just can't stop.
tu yg extrasystole tu. ha, lps tu ble kene naek tangga tinggi2, dah start la jantung rse nk terkeluar dari dada kan. :P
but i only do this during exam. seriously, it keeps me awake. and alive. haha.
pstu tak tido petang. ble malam pengsan. ble tgh malam bgun.
tapi sbb ade orang marah kan.
"hur ape ni minum kopi je ni"
and i was like,
"kacip fatimah kot"
"eh, lagi la. tak elok la. buat ovary kecut. sbb kte muda lagi"
and i was like,
"hah? tak mawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"tu la. minum la teh ni. sedap. murah. sihat. "
dan ye. skrang addiction terbaru. teh sedap yg direkemenkan oleh sayang saya. :p
maybe it will not work as powerful as my kacip fatimah. ahaha. tp it will do. if i keep on drinking it all night long. msti tak ngantok punye la.
p/s: btw, saya suke org marah2 ni. marah tanda nye sayang. :)
wah.
the sound of it just gives me satisfaction.
the smell of caffeine plak, fuhhh, i tell you,
sape2 punye perfume pon cannot beat that.
it just get you so addictive.
lepas tu, you just can't stop.
tu yg extrasystole tu. ha, lps tu ble kene naek tangga tinggi2, dah start la jantung rse nk terkeluar dari dada kan. :P
but i only do this during exam. seriously, it keeps me awake. and alive. haha.
pstu tak tido petang. ble malam pengsan. ble tgh malam bgun.
tapi sbb ade orang marah kan.
"hur ape ni minum kopi je ni"
and i was like,
"kacip fatimah kot"
"eh, lagi la. tak elok la. buat ovary kecut. sbb kte muda lagi"
and i was like,
"hah? tak mawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"tu la. minum la teh ni. sedap. murah. sihat. "
dan ye. skrang addiction terbaru. teh sedap yg direkemenkan oleh sayang saya. :p
maybe it will not work as powerful as my kacip fatimah. ahaha. tp it will do. if i keep on drinking it all night long. msti tak ngantok punye la.
p/s: btw, saya suke org marah2 ni. marah tanda nye sayang. :)
Monday, January 25, 2010
jgn jawab cmni dalam exam. walaupun it's kinda cute. :P
i repeat. do not answer your exam questions like this.
i do not want to be responsible for any kind of stupidity :p
let's work hard and smart people.
yes, i was talking to myself of course. huhu
Friday, January 22, 2010
what makes a super woman.
that's her. 50 years ago.
that's her. 30 years ago.
this is her. now:)
for all the things that you had been through,
the dreams that you had achieved,
the sacrifices you've made,
the love that you spread,
the pain that you'd endured,
the songs that you sang,
the muffins that you'd baked,
the lectures that you'd preached
for all the things that you do, and will do,
it makes you all super.
when they told me i am so lucky to have you,
i couldn't agree more.
though at times we don't see eye to eye on certain things,
i guess that's what makes our love grows stronger.
you're more than just a mother,
you're the best-est friend i could ever wish for,
and for that i know there's only one to thank.
thank you Allah for giving me such a superb mother :)
Happy Birthday Mama,
and yes, you've got a long way to go lagi in life, insyaAllah.
semoga dipanjangkan umur dan murah rezeki. amin. :)
i wish i could be more like you.
p/s: takpe kalau abah nak bawak mama g makan kedai mamak je on your b'day. abah bukan tak romantic, he's just so macho sgt in expressing his true feelings. but we all know he always loves you. :) kan abah? :P
owh, and i know my grammar sucks. oh well. lalalalala. :P
Thursday, January 21, 2010
now, this is what i call a GREAT love story. lalala
The love story of Ralph and Edna.
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you
want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all
they have.
Ralph and Edna were both patients in a mental
hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital
swimming pool. Ralph suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the
bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save
him. She swam to the bottom and pulled him out.
When the Head Nurse Director became aware of
Edna's heroic act she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the
hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she
went to tell Edna the news she said, 'Edna, I have good news and
bad news. The good news is you're being discharged, since you were able
to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of the
person you love. I have concluded that your act displays sound
mindedness. The bad news is, Ralph hung himself in the bathroom with his
bathrobe belt right after you saved him. I am so sorry, but he's
dead.'
Edna replied, 'He didn't hang himself, I put him there to dry. How soon can I go home?'
so sweet kan? hahahahaha
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
rendah diri atau ego?
let me recall you a story.
a story that i think all of us know.
a story that we should know.
owh, and do right me if i'm wrong.
rasulullah s.a. w and siti khadijah.
a great love story indeed.
but let me make it clear that it's not the love story that i'm going to focus on.
kita memang sedia maklum perbezaan umur yang ketara antara rasulullah dgn siti khadijah.
15 years. my, that's a big figure.
imagine if a modern woman living among us, married to a young man.
sure ade yg kutuk punye la.
but again, that's not the point.
now, umur is not the only thing yang mnjadi perbezaan antara mereka berdua.
there's something else.
perbezaan darjat.
siti khadijah is a famous and very wealthy indeed.
dia saudagar terbesar or terkaya.
rasulullah pulak, he's someone working for khadijah.
a very hardworking and trusty employee indeed.
i guess that's how khadijah falls for him.
ok. again, that's not the point.
ye lah, let met lead you straight to the point.
my point is, kalau nak ikutkan, mesti rasulullah ada rasa rndah dri kat siti khadijah.
dah la kaya, pastu matang, bos dia plak tu.
pastu, tiba2 khadijah datang masuk meminang rasulullah plak.
imagine if i put this situation in this modern era of time.
a 25 years old man,
kene pinang oleh a 40 years old woman,
yang merupakan bos dia yang kaya-raya.
fuhhh, agak2 dia nak terima tak pinangan tu?
msti dia rasa malu la. orang akan cakap, ko tak takut ke kawin ngn dia. nanti ko konfem kene queen control punya.
takpun, apa orang sekarang cakap. perigi cari timba, timba cari perigi? haha. ye la, ape plak perempuan yang pegi pinang, tak gentleman la.
my MAIN POINT here is, sumeorang allah dah letak sama rata. yang bezakan manusia bukan pangkat atau harta, mahupun jantina, tapi iman yang hanya allah je tau each and one of us punya iman's level.
there's no such thing as, aku tak boleh la kawan dgn dia, sbb dia pandai lagi dr aku.
ak tak layak nak tegur dia, dia lagi alim.
or dia kaya, takut aku nak campur dgn orang camtu.
ataupun, hish, dia pompoan, taknak aku ikut telunjuk dia. macam dayus plak.
let me ask you, adakah sebenarnya anda rasa rendah diri atau ego?
ego dimana, anda rasa tergugat dgn orang yang lebih dari anda.
i mean come on, everyone has their own specialities. why don't you believe in yours?
macam rasulullah, he accept je pinangan siti khadijah.
owh and yes, they built a happy marriage for sure.
walaupun relationship mereka, siti khadijah yang macam buat the first move, but after that, rasulullah yang bimbing isteri dia.
and siti khadijah ialah isteri yang solehah dan taat for sure.
walaupun khadijah lagi matang atau berpengalaman, khadijah tak penah go against her husband.
instead, khadijah always give endless supports to his husband.
memang la orang cakap ap, tu rasulullah, for sure la dia layak nak kahwin ngn sapa2 pon. dgn puteri raja pon dia layak.
but no, i believe, things happen for reasons. and i think, kisah rasulullah and siti khadijah definitely has its own reasons. allah nak kita belajar from his stories.
so, jangan lah kita terlebih superior, ataupun tersangat lah inferior.
everyone is equal. kalau kita ada kekurangan,
kelebihan kita boleh compensate kekurangan kita tu.
we find our ways to improve kekurangan yang ada.
kelebihan kita plak, kita gunakan untuk menolong orang lain.
so, we complete each other (ayat feveret. :P)
a story that i think all of us know.
a story that we should know.
owh, and do right me if i'm wrong.
rasulullah s.a. w and siti khadijah.
a great love story indeed.
but let me make it clear that it's not the love story that i'm going to focus on.
kita memang sedia maklum perbezaan umur yang ketara antara rasulullah dgn siti khadijah.
15 years. my, that's a big figure.
imagine if a modern woman living among us, married to a young man.
sure ade yg kutuk punye la.
but again, that's not the point.
now, umur is not the only thing yang mnjadi perbezaan antara mereka berdua.
there's something else.
perbezaan darjat.
siti khadijah is a famous and very wealthy indeed.
dia saudagar terbesar or terkaya.
rasulullah pulak, he's someone working for khadijah.
a very hardworking and trusty employee indeed.
i guess that's how khadijah falls for him.
ok. again, that's not the point.
ye lah, let met lead you straight to the point.
my point is, kalau nak ikutkan, mesti rasulullah ada rasa rndah dri kat siti khadijah.
dah la kaya, pastu matang, bos dia plak tu.
pastu, tiba2 khadijah datang masuk meminang rasulullah plak.
imagine if i put this situation in this modern era of time.
a 25 years old man,
kene pinang oleh a 40 years old woman,
yang merupakan bos dia yang kaya-raya.
fuhhh, agak2 dia nak terima tak pinangan tu?
msti dia rasa malu la. orang akan cakap, ko tak takut ke kawin ngn dia. nanti ko konfem kene queen control punya.
takpun, apa orang sekarang cakap. perigi cari timba, timba cari perigi? haha. ye la, ape plak perempuan yang pegi pinang, tak gentleman la.
my MAIN POINT here is, sumeorang allah dah letak sama rata. yang bezakan manusia bukan pangkat atau harta, mahupun jantina, tapi iman yang hanya allah je tau each and one of us punya iman's level.
there's no such thing as, aku tak boleh la kawan dgn dia, sbb dia pandai lagi dr aku.
ak tak layak nak tegur dia, dia lagi alim.
or dia kaya, takut aku nak campur dgn orang camtu.
ataupun, hish, dia pompoan, taknak aku ikut telunjuk dia. macam dayus plak.
let me ask you, adakah sebenarnya anda rasa rendah diri atau ego?
ego dimana, anda rasa tergugat dgn orang yang lebih dari anda.
i mean come on, everyone has their own specialities. why don't you believe in yours?
macam rasulullah, he accept je pinangan siti khadijah.
owh and yes, they built a happy marriage for sure.
walaupun relationship mereka, siti khadijah yang macam buat the first move, but after that, rasulullah yang bimbing isteri dia.
and siti khadijah ialah isteri yang solehah dan taat for sure.
walaupun khadijah lagi matang atau berpengalaman, khadijah tak penah go against her husband.
instead, khadijah always give endless supports to his husband.
memang la orang cakap ap, tu rasulullah, for sure la dia layak nak kahwin ngn sapa2 pon. dgn puteri raja pon dia layak.
but no, i believe, things happen for reasons. and i think, kisah rasulullah and siti khadijah definitely has its own reasons. allah nak kita belajar from his stories.
so, jangan lah kita terlebih superior, ataupun tersangat lah inferior.
everyone is equal. kalau kita ada kekurangan,
kelebihan kita boleh compensate kekurangan kita tu.
we find our ways to improve kekurangan yang ada.
kelebihan kita plak, kita gunakan untuk menolong orang lain.
so, we complete each other (ayat feveret. :P)
When you meet someone better than yourself, turn your thoughts to becoming his equal. When you meet someone not as good as you are, look within and examine your own self.- Confucius
Sunday, January 17, 2010
jaga sket mulut tuh-part 2
it is so ironic.
atau allah memang nak tunjuk kot. :p
so there i was, chatting with ili, dalam tram.
and then suddenly, we saw a family, consists of a father, a mother, and a baby.
as usual laa, kami gadis-gadis pantang melihat baby.
h: "comel nyeeeee..........."
i: "memang comel. mak dia pon cantek. kurus"
h: "tapi ayah dia tua. entah2 tu anak perempuan dia. bukan isteri dia"
owh, dan tiba2, ayah dia berkata;
"dari malaysia?"
and we were like "????"
"ye, dari malaysia".
"perempuan melayu memang banyak"
and we were like "?????"
"ye, memang banyak"
i was so shocked, tapi masih lagi boleh tanya.
"macam mana boleh cakap melayu?"
and dengan coolnya dia cakap
" saya dulu kerja petronas dekat kidah"
"hah? dekat mana?"
"kedah"
bila dia melangkah keluar dari tram sahaja, maka saya dengan ili berpandangan antara satu sama lain.
and yes, we laughed at our own insanity.
i'm so sure pakcik tu tadi paham apa yang kitowang ngata2 from the start. gosh, malu nye.
so, you see, tak kesa lah kalau orang tu paham ke tak bila kita ngata2, dosanya tetap sama.
kenapa kalau orang tu paham, kita rasa malu, tapi kalau dia tak paham, kita lagi rasa seronok nak ngata. watch your mouth hur, watch it.
padan muka. ingat orang arab tak faham melayu. tak boleh cakap melayu.
kau tu je yang tak boleh cakap arab hur. baek ko blaja cepat. :P
i did learned a few words of arab recently during skills class.
"andak maarad eh?"
meaning like "awak sakit apa?"
ok. tak tau betul ke x. kalau salah, marah baem. dia yang ajar. :p
atau allah memang nak tunjuk kot. :p
so there i was, chatting with ili, dalam tram.
and then suddenly, we saw a family, consists of a father, a mother, and a baby.
as usual laa, kami gadis-gadis pantang melihat baby.
h: "comel nyeeeee..........."
i: "memang comel. mak dia pon cantek. kurus"
h: "tapi ayah dia tua. entah2 tu anak perempuan dia. bukan isteri dia"
owh, dan tiba2, ayah dia berkata;
"dari malaysia?"
and we were like "????"
"ye, dari malaysia".
"perempuan melayu memang banyak"
and we were like "?????"
"ye, memang banyak"
i was so shocked, tapi masih lagi boleh tanya.
"macam mana boleh cakap melayu?"
and dengan coolnya dia cakap
" saya dulu kerja petronas dekat kidah"
"hah? dekat mana?"
"kedah"
bila dia melangkah keluar dari tram sahaja, maka saya dengan ili berpandangan antara satu sama lain.
and yes, we laughed at our own insanity.
i'm so sure pakcik tu tadi paham apa yang kitowang ngata2 from the start. gosh, malu nye.
so, you see, tak kesa lah kalau orang tu paham ke tak bila kita ngata2, dosanya tetap sama.
kenapa kalau orang tu paham, kita rasa malu, tapi kalau dia tak paham, kita lagi rasa seronok nak ngata. watch your mouth hur, watch it.
padan muka. ingat orang arab tak faham melayu. tak boleh cakap melayu.
kau tu je yang tak boleh cakap arab hur. baek ko blaja cepat. :P
i did learned a few words of arab recently during skills class.
"andak maarad eh?"
meaning like "awak sakit apa?"
ok. tak tau betul ke x. kalau salah, marah baem. dia yang ajar. :p
Saturday, January 16, 2010
jaga sikit mulut tuh
ye. sila jaga mulut.
kerana sekarang saya sudah kerap mengeluarkan perkataan yang tak sedap untuk di dengar.
sopan sikit hur, nanti balik malaysia, ter "influenza" adik2 kamu pula.
mungkin saya perlu cari perkataan2 baru yang sedap untuk didengar.
mak saya selalu ajar untuk cakap "bertuah betul", instead of "bangang la"
mungkin saya perlu cari perkataan manis,
contohnya "madu betul la"
tapi takut sebut banyak2 nanti dimadukan pula.
ok reject.
hrmm, atau mungkinkah medical terms?
instead of "kau bodoh ke?",
ditukarkan kepada " kau ada cerebral atrophy ke?"
huisssh, macam lagi kejam je.
tapi kebanyakan orang suka cakap nama binatang..
mungkin "babi" perlu ditukarkan kepada "armadillo".
ok. merepek.
sekarang ni, perkataan "aku sepak kang" selalu disebut.
kalau nak manja sikit "aku babab kang"
tapi ada orang tu ajar "aku pupup kang"
boleh la pilih mana yang sedap.
bukan apa, saya pagi2 bangun dengar "shit!"
maka, saya mcm dah terpengaruh.
tak tetap pendirian sungguh.
pengajaran: banyak-banyakkan lah berzikir. kan lagi elok. kalau tak nak, baik tak yah cakap langsung. :P
mintak maaf la ye, kalau tak terkasar bahasa sejak dua menjak ni, takut ada mana-mana pihak terasa. kadang2 cakap maen lepas je. tak pikir. bukan apa. pening pale. tapi tak buta.
btw, saya dah lupa alamat rumah kat malaysia. alamat rumah kat sini lagi lah tak tau.
owh, warak kuliyah handasah je la kot.
oklah, gemuk-gemuk dah panggil. asik masak, makan, masak, makan. memang bulat semuanya. haihh
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
pakcik
slamat hari jadi pakcik.
anda tua.
ok fine, saya lagi tua empat bulan, tapi saya awet muda. muka saya tak mcm mak orang ok.
terima kasih la sbb jadi kawan saya.
dan sebab bg saya updates pasal chelsea,
juga updates band-band trbaru
juga snggup dengar bebelan saya tentang hidup yng penuh cabaran,
juga suka kutuk dan kata saya gemuk.
dan juga kasanova terbesar. :p (dy ckp tu dulu. lala. pape la pakcik. :p)
walaupun suka gaduh, kte tetap kawan kan. hahaha.
jadi pakcik tua yang loser, pegi la guna duit anda nak beli dslr.
p/s: aku tulis post ni bukan sbb ko tulis psl aku dlu. tapi sbb aku nak ko blanja kenny rogers dgn satu tket wayang. boleh tak? :p (demand2)
friends for life ye. :p
anda tua.
ok fine, saya lagi tua empat bulan, tapi saya awet muda. muka saya tak mcm mak orang ok.
terima kasih la sbb jadi kawan saya.
dan sebab bg saya updates pasal chelsea,
juga updates band-band trbaru
juga snggup dengar bebelan saya tentang hidup yng penuh cabaran,
juga suka kutuk dan kata saya gemuk.
dan juga kasanova terbesar. :p (dy ckp tu dulu. lala. pape la pakcik. :p)
walaupun suka gaduh, kte tetap kawan kan. hahaha.
jadi pakcik tua yang loser, pegi la guna duit anda nak beli dslr.
p/s: aku tulis post ni bukan sbb ko tulis psl aku dlu. tapi sbb aku nak ko blanja kenny rogers dgn satu tket wayang. boleh tak? :p (demand2)
friends for life ye. :p
Friday, January 8, 2010
never crossed my mind.
makan-makan cinnabon
then, ili cakap,
"ala, kita simpan dy punye crust lastt skali, sbb sedap, tapi bila dah makan yg len, rse kenyang plak. nak makan crust ni pun rse muak"
and i was like. my god. kenapa aku tak pernah terpikir before this.
like why on earth i'd never thought about it.
all my life, up till now, all i did was save the best for the last.
tak kesa la duit ke, makanan ke, up to my dreammsss,
i was like always, always, macam,,
sabar hur, when the time comes, it will comes la.
but tadi, macam satu tamparan yang hebat.
it was like a wake up call for me.
i mean, what if, what if,
i've been so patience all along, and then suddenly, when i get what i want, what i always wanted,
what i've been waiting for,,
all out of sudden,
i don't want it anymore,
or worse, i might despise it,
or, someone else might had grab it first.
for example, mcm kes ili td kan,
dy memang suke sgt crust tu, tp sbb dah mkn yg len, dah rse muak, last2 she gave the crust to me sbb tak nk bazir.
padahal, dy sanggup makan yg len, n tunggu just because dy nak makan crust tu last skali. tp, keinginan tu pudar, nikmat nak makan tu pun dah hilang.
satu lagi situation, mcm diba curik ayam aku. haha. bukan nak ungkit. tapi, i save the best part of the ayam, for the last. because, i thought it will be such a pleasure to do so. tapi, tiba-tiba, someone stole it away. i was shocked. i was frustrated, because i waited for that. i wanted it so much. it's not diba fault pon. no offense ye diba.
some people save their money, because they already aim for something. something that they wanted for sooo long. so, they resist anything and everything, for they knew that, it's worth to do so.
tapi, when they had enough money to do so, they don't feel like nak beli dah. sebab, ntah. the feeling dah pudar. maybe, you don't need it anymore, or you might eyeing on something else plak.
do you know what i mean? :P
so, i thought, when you want something so bad, go for it, while you still want it. grab the opportunity whenever you have the chance.
don't wait too long, cause you'll never know, you might not want it anymore.
tapi,
td, ada orang tu tanya, what if it's related to someone yang kita suka.
then i was like,
"owh, yang tu tak boleh. meaning dat, this theory is not applicable in all situation. sbb, in that circumtances, it's best for us to wait"
and thirah goes,
"no, that theory is applicable in all situation, except for that one" :P
so guys, if you want something, go for it. do not think too much of stuff.
if you want to do something, do it while you still can.
if it's a good thing la, if it's a bad thing, jangan la buat kan, tu pandai2 la pikir sndri. :P
because life is too short. make the most out of it. insyaAllah. :)
then, ili cakap,
"ala, kita simpan dy punye crust lastt skali, sbb sedap, tapi bila dah makan yg len, rse kenyang plak. nak makan crust ni pun rse muak"
and i was like. my god. kenapa aku tak pernah terpikir before this.
like why on earth i'd never thought about it.
all my life, up till now, all i did was save the best for the last.
tak kesa la duit ke, makanan ke, up to my dreammsss,
i was like always, always, macam,,
sabar hur, when the time comes, it will comes la.
but tadi, macam satu tamparan yang hebat.
it was like a wake up call for me.
i mean, what if, what if,
i've been so patience all along, and then suddenly, when i get what i want, what i always wanted,
what i've been waiting for,,
all out of sudden,
i don't want it anymore,
or worse, i might despise it,
or, someone else might had grab it first.
for example, mcm kes ili td kan,
dy memang suke sgt crust tu, tp sbb dah mkn yg len, dah rse muak, last2 she gave the crust to me sbb tak nk bazir.
padahal, dy sanggup makan yg len, n tunggu just because dy nak makan crust tu last skali. tp, keinginan tu pudar, nikmat nak makan tu pun dah hilang.
satu lagi situation, mcm diba curik ayam aku. haha. bukan nak ungkit. tapi, i save the best part of the ayam, for the last. because, i thought it will be such a pleasure to do so. tapi, tiba-tiba, someone stole it away. i was shocked. i was frustrated, because i waited for that. i wanted it so much. it's not diba fault pon. no offense ye diba.
some people save their money, because they already aim for something. something that they wanted for sooo long. so, they resist anything and everything, for they knew that, it's worth to do so.
tapi, when they had enough money to do so, they don't feel like nak beli dah. sebab, ntah. the feeling dah pudar. maybe, you don't need it anymore, or you might eyeing on something else plak.
do you know what i mean? :P
so, i thought, when you want something so bad, go for it, while you still want it. grab the opportunity whenever you have the chance.
don't wait too long, cause you'll never know, you might not want it anymore.
tapi,
td, ada orang tu tanya, what if it's related to someone yang kita suka.
then i was like,
"owh, yang tu tak boleh. meaning dat, this theory is not applicable in all situation. sbb, in that circumtances, it's best for us to wait"
and thirah goes,
"no, that theory is applicable in all situation, except for that one" :P
so guys, if you want something, go for it. do not think too much of stuff.
if you want to do something, do it while you still can.
if it's a good thing la, if it's a bad thing, jangan la buat kan, tu pandai2 la pikir sndri. :P
because life is too short. make the most out of it. insyaAllah. :)
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
it's a wrap.
If i ever misrepresented my self image
Then i'm sorry
I was oh so aprehensive
But i learned my lesson
Let the credits role, its a wrap
Then i'm sorry
I was oh so aprehensive
But i learned my lesson
Let the credits role, its a wrap
p/s: i reall miss these people.
i wish i could go back home right now.
owh well, love hurts,
but that what makes it sweeeeet. :)
i don't mind waiting for july/august,
i don't mind waiting,
for it's worth every single second.
i wish i could go back home right now.
owh well, love hurts,
but that what makes it sweeeeet. :)
i don't mind waiting for july/august,
i don't mind waiting,
for it's worth every single second.
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