You think, you know what love is. *hehhhhhh*

http://langitilahi.com/2011/02/25/karya-cerpen-cintanya-cintanya/

just a very good cerpen, that i think, us, muslim youngsters should read.

to have a very strong faith in Him, is not a piece of cake especially living in a world where pseudo-happiness happens, everytime. so, dont be fool you people.

oh, and no. bukan kisah cinta yang saya ingin emphasize on. there's a whole lot more than that in this cerpen. lots and lots to relate on. :)

another outstanding masterpiece from Hilal Asyraf. *clap clap*

best thing. that ever happened.

i participated in a motivation talk organised by cik waney sayang.
ye, saya kakak fasci. (cmtu ke eja? kot)

so there i was, in the middle of these young high schoolers.
so young,
so hopeful,
so ignorant.

and yes. reminiscing my high school days. especially when they asked me several questions, yang menyingkap sejarah silam engkau dan aku. eceh.

ok2. aku je. takde engkau. huhu.

#1 akak penah fail tak?

#2 akak makan maggi tak?

#3 akak minum air gas?

#4 akak mmg nak jd doktor ke?

#5 akak aktif ko-kurikulum ke?

#6 akak straight A1 ke dulu? (errrrrr................)


ye, saya tergelak. saya bukan la pelajar contoh sgt. of course saya cerita yg indah2. takde nak cerita yang saya pegi pecahkan pintu gate asrama sebab bengang dengan ldp (pengawas). lalala~
dan macam2 lagi kisah nakal, yang baru2 ni, adik saya yang tak reti jaga mulut, pegi cerita kat parents saya, apa saya buat masa zaman saya satu sekolah ngan dia. hishh, nak kene najah ni.
pastu parents saya cakap "ohh, itu keje kakhur masa kat sekolah dulu ye"
kantoiiiiiii... :p

ustaz kkq terjerit-jerit dari bawah dorm "hur azmi!!!! sila ke kelas quran saya sekarang!!"

cikgu karate carik saya sampai dewan makan "amboi, tengok hindustan ye. saya pun tak tengok"
(cikgu karate ialah seseorang yang berbangsa india)

just now, masa motivational talk tadi, bukan mereka sahaja yg dapat input. saya pun. i remember one of us ckp td

"being offered to egypt, could be the best thing that ever happened to me"

betul. saya sgt setuju. sangat terharu.

my spm results, was not even straight a's. satu sangkut. chemistry. sebuah subjek yg saya tidak disangka-sangkakan. malah, cikgu rozaki (cikgu chemistry saya pada waktu itu) pernah berkata,
"saya tahu, awak, tiada masalah dalam memperolehi a dalam subjek saya" cewah.

selepas exam tersebut pun, saya tak berasa risau. malah, jika ada subjek yang saya tak dapat a, saya tahu, bukan chemistry. mungkin addmaths. ye, addmaths barangkali.

saya terima result spm melalui telefon. kerana muar tersangat la jauh, huhu, saya tak sempat nak sampai muar, mak saya tak sabar nak tahu, dia dah call cikgu dulu.

cikgu sebut satu2. biology- A1, physics-A2

alaaaa.. ada A2...

yg len2, sume A, alhamdulillah.

bila dia cakap chemistry, "ha, ni a jugak ni. paling kureng A2 la.."

amik ko. "chemistry B3"

masa tu tak rasa apa2. cikgu ni baca salah kot. ada harapan lagi ni. sampai muar. aduhai. ye la. mmg B3. masa tu la baru terasa.

"ala, kenapa satu slack."
"ala, cacat la kertas slip peperiksaan ni."
"hishh, sikit lagi nak straight a's. klu tak mesti dpt offer ireland." (hehh. perasan)

-kata2 org2 yang tak bersyukur. astaghfirullah-

i remember, the day i went to putrajaya, to recheck my chemistry paper. i know, something is wrong somewhere. to get a B3, is just not right.

dah siap isi borang sume. ingat lagi, time tu jumpa acap muar. dia pun senasib. kami, pelajar2 chemistry B3 yg perasan sebenarnya kami ni score A. hehe.

pastu, i realised that, it is fated. there's no point. because, having a B3 , does not make a lot of difference.

eh, wait, they do make a very big difference. i was rejected for my mara's interview. JPA lagi tak pandang. masa tu berharap sangat nak ke ireland, saya nak jadi doc graduated from ireland. aussie pun boleh la.. indon tak maw. egypt? TAK MAUUUUU!!!

akhirnya, satu pun tak dpt. tula, org tamak selalu rugi. maybe, i have high expectations on myself. maybe, i was too ambitious. or maybe, eh, definitely, this, is the best for me.

alhamdulillah, saya di offerkan ke UM. mmg target taknk masuk matrik. (tengok, sombong lagi. apa la nak jadi). masa tu dah sangat determine. 4 flat. ye, saya kene dapat 4 flat je. there's no other way. if i want to take medicine, i have to obtain 4 flat. ye, berkobar-kobar. maka di UM, mungkin zaman saya paling rajin. duduk paling depan sekali. berebut tmpt dgn budak2 lelaki. duduk sebelah diorang pun takpe. niat saya nak belajar. nak 4 flat. nak jadi doktor. boyfriend? tak layan. enjoy? i takde masa. fuhh, semangat.

sebulan je pun kat UM, boleh la semangat.

time tu jugak la, saya rapat dgn kakak2 usrah. saya selalu pegi surau kat UM tu utk berjemaah. kenal2 kakak2 medik. diorang pun selalu bagi tazkirah. bagi hadith sket2. joging2 dgn diorang sambil kaitkan dgn ayat al-quran. kadang2, diorang share experiences as medical students in malaysia. mungkin pada waktu itu, saya dah laen sikit la kot.

As soon as i was adapted by the UM's surrounding, dah ada geng, dah kayak2, lecturer pun best2, tiba-tiba, pada suatu hari yang biasa:

"hur, ada org mara tepon ni. dia kata, ada interview. hur nak pegi tak?"
"eh, bukan hur dah kene reject ke?"
"ntah, dia kata, dtg interview. jumaat ni. nanti abah dtg ambik hur la. nak pegi tak?"
"hrmm, try je la. klu ada, ada la. takde pun, takpe. "

pum pang, pum pang, dapat la ke egypt. 2nd intake, and hari sabtu tu, jugak la, dia nak suruh daftar kat kuantan.

mula2, mama dah cakap. takyah la egypt. jauh beno. dekat ngn palestine tu. israel sume.
ada a few aunties and uncles ckp gak. but then, i think, it was my destiny.

tapi masalahnya, kuantan tu, aduh mak. 3 bulan. jauh lagi dgn family. dah la dulu dah puas berjauhan masa kat muar. dok kat UM best. kadang2 abah balik kerja, teman hur minum teh tarik dekat kolej 12 tuh. :)

but then yes, in the end, i've made it through. and KSP turns out to be my best honeymoon ever. before my REAL honeymoon nanti la. hehehe.

and yes, egypt, is the best thing that ever happened to me.

i was taught to be
mature,
strong,
takde manja, ngade2, tak-mau-susah punya orang,
a little bit sensible, but still full of emotion,
insyaAllah, by the end of my 6th year, i'll be more sensible than emotional. amin.
and i met lots and lots of wonderful people there. :)

mama once quoted :

"enjoy your campus life. it's the best stage in someone's life"

oh yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i'm enjoying it alhamdulillah.

and in the end, i've learned to be moderate in whatever you do. you can always have high expectations and ambition, but if YOU don't meet your demands, then just let it go. it's meant to be. and you'll find out that, the things you hate most at first, will eventually be something that you really treasure for life. :)

"..boleh jadi kamu tidak menyenangi sesuatu, padahal itu baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi kamu tidak menyukai sesuatu, padahal itu tidak baik bagimu. Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui." - surah al-Baqarah [2:216]

(baik2 hur. ko tu sume benda ko tak suka, sume ko dapat. nanti, kene kawen paksa ke lepas tu cakap "tak nak , tak nak. tak nak kawen ngn dia". pastu sekali jadi hubby yang paling you lovey dovey, nak berkepit je, baru tau.) - kata2 seseorang anonymous.

and i know i have a long way to go. and every steps of the way will teach me how to be a better khalifah., insyaAllah. because, orang selalu cakap, "hur ni baik laaa... auww..." well, you dont want to know about my past. but then again, a past, is a past. not something to dwell on so much. just something to look upon, for future references.

terima kasih adik2 smk putrajaya 1, presint 8. all the best in your future undertaking,
terima kasih juga kepada waney and the geng, kerana sudi menjemput saya menjadi sebahagian dari program ini. eceh.

p/s: bila fikir balik, once dah dapat medik ni, rasa macam take things for granted la plak. dulu, kemain lagi, nak 4 flat la, apa kejadah sume. sekarang ni, mentang2 dah mmg amik medik. haiyo hur, work harder. :P

cik adik mANIS

2008, ksp- saat pertemuan. ecehh. muda lagi youu.

february 2009, masa sambutan hari jadi february babies dekat sutuh asMARA

2009- masa ni tgh exam, kita pegi "study" kat cilantro :p

sudah kurus. :p

anis's birthday 2009

anis's birthday 2010



and anis's birthday 2011, is missing in action. haihh.
takpe, ada rezeki, ada la kan :) insyaAllah

Happy birthday anis mok mok,
i wish all your dreams will come true,
and may Allah always show you the right path,
and give you what's best always.

in sunshine or rain,
housemates, or not housemates,
single or married,
i hope you'll cherish every moment that we had,
and also the ones that we will have insyaAllah :)

and yes, i miss all of you. :)

it comes to an end finally. or not.

18 days and
he steps down finally.

but then again, this is just the beginning.

just another chapter to begin.

we'll see how it goes.

well, at least, it's a good beginning alhamdulillah

please be safe, dear alex.

dear alex,

please be safe.

i dont believe in love at first sight. but i have to admit, i have fallen for you the minute i set my eyes on the mesmerizing ocean of yours.

sometimes we do have our ups and downs.

i may not like the way of some of your people cheating me. because the only thing that i can't accept in this world are lies.

you might not be very good in certain kind of things.

you might not be the best in everything.

but i love you just the way you are.

i love some of your people who have been very kind to me in these passed few years.

i felt that they really treat me like a "Hoor" for they are the ones that really know the meaning to my name.

most of all, i love the way you emphasize islam in most of the aspects in your people's lives. islam dissolves in your surrounding atmosphere. not everyone, but most of them.

the calming effect of the sound of your adzhan,

the video tape of ayat-ayat al-quran in almost all of your taxi's cars,

people praying everywhere, whether on streets, or even at the beach.

i am just not ready yet to part with you. just not now.

dear mr mubarak, please, just give up,

i want my beloved alex back.

i want egypt to become not as before, but better.

please alex, be safe.

i want to set my eyes on your mesmerizing ocean again.

i am praying for the best, not only for you and me, but for the rest of the world, which i think is in a deep chaos here and there right now. insyaAllah.

p/s: i love you alex :(

Pak Jon.

najah cerita, pak jon , baru meninggal.

strange, just as i about to hanyut, once again, i was reminded.

i remember Pak Jon clearly. His real name was Jendul.
okay, i dont think that was his real name.
but it was from Jendul that he got his Pak Jon's name.

He had lived at the end of the road of our kampung.
well, just right before Kg. Solok.
kot.

anyhow, he had a very big kandang kobau. kerbau la mksudnya.
and sometimes, when it was raya in my childhood days, i used to go there, riding a bike with some of my cousins just to watch kobau mandi manda

but that is not what Pak Jon is being remembered for.
to me, the most memorable memory is how pak jon always screams my name out loud,
each time he passed by in front of my kampung.
i have a very memorable name indeed.
and yes, of all the little girls and boys in my kampung,
my name is what he remembers the most.

so, each time, riding his old but yet faithful motorbike, passing by in front,
he'll go,
"Ah- Hooooorrrrrrr"

once, i told him. " Pak Jon, nama saya bukan Ah-Hooor. Nama saya Hur"

and then he said " Pak Jon tak ingat do. pak Jon gomar laei panggil ah-hoorr"

i dont usually like people calling my name incorrectly.
but i guess, for him, it is an exception.

when i was in my teenage years, cutting the grass in front of the kampung,
he dropped by.

he said; " ni Ah-Hooor ko?"
and i was like; "uh, duh."
haha. tak la. what i really said to him was " aah. ni hur la pak jon. dah tak ingat dah ke"
and then he went like " dah bosa dah. dah anak dagho"

ye, saya tersipu-sipu la. jgn la panggil saya anak dara. hihi.

his wife, i dont quite remember what was her name.
mama ingt kan?
well, his wife died a long time ago.
but from mama's story,
his wife was the one who helped my wan to take care of me when i was a baby.
time mama still dalam tempoh pantang.
she fed me, mandikan sekali. sume la.

wellll, anak sulung kan. so, technically, i had the most priviliges when i was young.
everyone wants to love me.
because i am number 1. yeah. hehe.

but you know what they said
" with great privileges, comes great responsibilities."
so yeah, i have big responsibilities now, and forever. :)
i deserve a little bit of pampering when i was a child.

i do not actually know pak jon in person.
i've heard stories about him all the time.
but i only know him for this one cause.
that he always screams out my name, sampai satu kampung dengar.

and because of this one small reason, i think,
somehow, somewhere along these 20 years of my life,
he did gave an impact in my life.
someone that i'll remember for life.

so do not take people around you for granted.
right now, you might just not know yet,
but these people, who you think their existence have no significant in your life,
turned out to be the ones that you wont forget forever.
turned out to be the ones that made you, the person you are, today. somehow.

love. and never stop love.
forgive, and never stop forgive.
because love comes with a little bit pain here and there,
but those who made it till the end,
are the ones who never give up.
because Allah loves those who's heart is filled with sincere love and forgiveness.

Al-Fatihah to Allahyarham Pak Jon.

p/s: thank you Allah for all these wonderful 20 years of life, ups and downs that i am having. Alhamdulillah :)

What goes around comes around
What comes around goes around

sounds familiar?

what goes up, must come down.

and it's another same old cycle.
like a circle.
a circle of life.

oh well.

whatever it is, alhamdulillah,
i'm alive.

and each breath that i take is another chance for me to improve things, and make things right.
or even a chance for me to make mistakes. unintentionally.
and yeah, i can't do this without people telling me what i did wrong, or what i did right.

so yeah, whatever :p

imbasan 17 januari, al-fatihah

kejutan. itu lah yang saya terima pada pagi 17 januari 2011 yang lalu.

saya yang sedang hanyut di dalam dunia patho, tiba-tiba mendengar irna melafazkan innalillah sejurus selepas membaca kiriman sms dari mastura
saya tanya kenapa. dia kata, nurul iman, seksyen 5 baru meninggal pagi tadi.
saya tanya lagi, iman sendiri yang meninggal ke?
dia kata, aah. iman yang meninggal dunia.

sekaligus, saya teringat kenangan2 saya semasa di tahun pertama dahulu.
saya dan arwah tidak begitu rapat, tapi kami pernah tinggal di aras yang sama sewaktu di asrama mara dulu bersama rakan2 persediaan ikib yang lain.
hanya saya, ili, dan iezzaty sahaja persediaan ksp yang sesat di tingkat 8.

teringat saya, arwah memang seorang yang baik. dia selalu bangun pagi sewaktu kami di tingkat 8 dahulu.
kadang2 dia suka belajar di ruang tamu atau di ruangan meja dapur. bilik saya memang tepi ruang tamu dan dapur.
arwah juga merupakan pelajar yang cemerlang. pernah sekali semasa saya tahun pertama, saya terpandang akan result arwah. sebab itu, kadang2 saya selalu curi2 lihat cara arwah belajar.
teringat semasa arwah menjadi imam di tingkat 8.
saya juga pernah memakan masakan arwah, kerana memang kami ada jadual rotation masak, semasa di tingkat 8 dulu.
arwah mmg seorang yang pendiam, tetapi seseorang yang ramah dengan senyuman.
tidak sangka ukhwah yang terjalin dalam masa yang sangat singkat ini, boleh memberi kesan yang begitu mendalam kepada saya.
mungkin kerana beliau sudah tiada. hargailah setiap rakan dan keluarga yang kita ada. kita tidak tahu, bila kita akan kehilangan mereka.

mungkin sebab itulah, allah cabut nyawa nya dahulu.
allah sayang iman, sebab iman memang seorang yang baik.

pada mulanya, berita yang kami terima pagi itu, memang sukar untuk kami percaya.
mas cakap, kalau nak lawat, boleh pergi hospital salamah. saya serta housemate terus bersiap untuk ke sana.
memang pada waktu itu, air mata saya dah mengalir. saya tak tahu kenapa. kami memang tak rapat.
tapi mungkin kami pernah hidup sebumbung semasa tahun pertama dahulu. hanya berlandaskan kenangan itu, saya rasa sangat sebak.

sampai sahaja kami di salamah, ya Allah, ramai betul kawan2 sebatch kami di sana. semua orang tinggal buku patho buat sementara.
saya terfikir akan housemate2 arwah. bagaimana keadaan mereka. saya harap, mereka sentiasa tabah dalam meneruskan kehidupan seperti biasa.

di saat itu juga, terlintas di fikiran saya, macam mana kalau saya lah orangnya. macam mana kalau allah decide untuk tarik nyawa saya, dan bukan nurul iman.
sebab memang allah boleh tarik nyawa sesiapa sahaja bila-bila masa. mungkin saya, mungkin anda, sesiapa sahaja. tapi allah pilih nurul iman. kerana pada 17 januari, nurul iman lah
yang allah pilih. mungkin arwah sudah bersedia untuk berjumpa dengan sang Pencipta-Nya. dan kita yang masih bernyawa, allah masih lagi bagi kita masa dan peluang,
untuk perbaiki diri kita. masa untuk kita buat persediaan yang rapi.

apa yang saya boleh katakan, kejutan ini, bukan hanya bagi keluarga nurul iman, bukan hanya bagi ahli bait nurul iman, bukan hanya bagi sectionmate nurul iman, malah bagi seluruh warga alex.

peringatan bagi kita semua. yang maut boleh datang bila-bila masa sahaja. kerana kematian, sudah pun ditentukan. cuma tidak tahu bila.

beberapa hari yang lalu,saya terpandang akan status di fb sabirah. dia meng-update relationship status nya, kepada engaged. ramai yang bertanyakan dia akan relationship updates nya. jawab nya, "kita semua bertunang dengan kematian. cuma tidak tahu, bila untuk diijabkabulkan sahaja". di saat ramai pemuda-pemudi zaman sekarang, yang menukar relationship updates nya dgn "in a relationship", "engaged" malah "married" dengan pasangan yang tiada ikatan pun lagi, Sabi menyedarkan saya akan hakikat ini.

di saat kita semua kadang-kadang alpa dgn urusan dan nikmat dunia. hanyut dalam kesibukan ingin mengejar 4 flat, ingin mengumpul kekayaan, sibuk berangan bila nak grad, atau sibuk berangan tentang warna baju di hari perkahwinan nanti, atau sudah sibuk fikir tentang perjalanan karier nanti. sedarkah kita, ketika allah cabut ruh dari jasad kita, ketika mana, jantung kita tidak lagi berdegup seperti biasa, ketika, nafas kita terhenti, segala impian, atau perancangan hidup sudah tidak bermakna lagi. malah segala kejayaan, wang ringgit kita pernah kecapi, atau tidak kecapi, tidak lagi bereerti.

yang tinggal hanya urusan kita dengan allah. setiap ibadah yang kita lakukan. hanya berdasarkan itu, kita dihisab oleh allah.

tidak salah untuk membuat perancangan, dan mempunyai matlamat. memang islam menggalakkan penganutnya untuk mempunyai tujuan di dalam kehidupan. cuma, jangan terlalu taksub di dalam kenikmatan dunia.

kejar lah dunia, dan akhirat juga. peringatan ini khususnya buat saya. sebab saya memang mudah alpa. saya manusia biasa. jika nampak saya hanyut, sila tegur saya, rakan-rakan.

baki enam paper untuk exam ni, kita buat dgn terbaik. bukan hanya untuk mencapai a, atau kecemerlangan semata-mata. tetapi menuntut ilmu itu sendiri ialah ibadah, yang akan jadi bekalan buat kita di akhirat nanti.

sama juga dengan menjaga kesihatan, menjaga hubungan sesama manusia. yang paling penting menjaga hubungan dgn Allah. semuanya ibadah yang akan menolong kita di akhirat kelak.
tajdid niat kita kembali, apakah matlamat utama kita kesini. sebab saya rasa, saya mudah hanyut. (hanyut dalam lagu faizal tahir pun boleh juga)

semoga allah selalu tetapkan niat yang ikhlas di dalam hati kita semua.
semoga allah sentiasa menunjukkan jalan yang benar untuk kita semua.
semoga allah selalu melindungi kita semua di dalam keredhaan dan keberkatan-Nya.
semoga allah menempatkan Allahyarhamah Nurul Iman Abdul Alim di kalangan orang2 yang beriman. sesuai dengan nama yang diberi kepada Allahyarhamah.
Amin.

oh buble, buble, buble,.....

lagu ni bertajuk "crazy love"

I can hear her heartbeat for a thousand miles
And the Heavens open every time she smiles
And when I come to her that's just where I belong
Yet, I'm running to her like a river strong

awwww, sing it to me. sing it to me!!

She's got a fine sense of humor when I'm feeling low down
And when I come to her when the sun goes down
She takes my troubles all away, takes away my grief
Takes away my heartache, in the night like a thief


i'll die a thousand time and come back alive just to here you sing it all over again.


Yes, I need her in the daytime
Oh, but I need her in the night
Yes, I want to throw my arms around her
And kiss and hug, and kiss and hug her tight

it can't be any sweeter than this. never.

And when I'm returning from so far away
She gives me some sweet lovin', brighten up my day
Yes, it makes me righteous, it makes me whole
And makes me mellow, down to my soul

yeah yeah, dont ever stop singing. sebab i nearly die of excess dose caffeine, and excess dose of medic. but in the end, it felt as a sweet sweet bliss, when You come around buble, it was you. erasing all this tiredness and all the burdens i have up on my shoulders.

She takes my troubles all away, takes away my grief
Takes away my heartache, in the night like a thief

ye, anda lah thief nye. anda lah,. that is exactly what i mean.

yup. some crazy love you give. a love that i can't have. oh well :P


sape je tak cair. video ni sgt mencairkan, sgt la cair, smpi dah tak boleh beku dah. ya ya fairy tale, you think i live in fantasy butterfly sweety pie fairy tale world? tet. these things happen ok. not in exact the same way. but yeah, it does. reality check. but oh yes, bangsa melayu just lack of romantic-ness kan, so dream on hur, dream on. so, buble, i think, i'll keep on coming bck to u. haha.



it was not a love at first sight to me. pfft, i never did believe in that. it builds in time. after listening to your whole loads of mesmerizing lines of lyrics, the instrumental melody (makes me all sentimental and mushy) and rhythm of your music. yeah, you clawed my heart right.

p/s: not so perfect he is, but then again he comes very near to perfection.

maaf, a whole lot dose of heart racing, adrenaline rush of histology,
and notes of para that i need to finish it by tonight,
and a never ending 3 days of physiology-ingg,,,,
yeah, i'm really in a mood of buble. definitely.

going away

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away

day 06 (of revenge)

ai seyhh, lupa nak update malam tadi. hari ni exam terakhir praktikal alhamdulillah. wlupun presentation pharma mcm, emm, ntah la. biar la. strive for finalssss!!

oh, soalan2.

Day 06- Favorite super hero and why?

in punya superhero eh. hrmm. super hero in. hrmmmmmm. sapa eh. sapa eh.

oh. dah ingat dah. superhero ini adalah..........................jeng jeng jeng..........................



ye. bruno mars. ini lah dia. yang dia dok melalak kat bilik smpi tak ingat dunia. ceh.

apakah super power dia yang power sgt smpi boleh menawan hati in yang macho dan sgt macho ni?
1. sebab dia dtg dari mars. kalau superman mcm ada kuasa kryptonite dari planet mana ntah. dia ni plak martians. dgr2 org martians ni mmg power la dia antara yg terpower dlm universe ni


2. dia mmg power dari kecik lagi. tgk rambut tu. idaman setiap wanita kecuali saya. :P rambut tu bisa menggegar seluruh alam. fuhh. power tu..


3. apa kuasa dia yg smpi power sesangat ni? ha, dia boleh menjelma sampai 3 jelmaan. tengok, korg msti konfius mana diri dia yg ori kan? power ni boleh la digunakan tatkala dia nak triple date dgn 3 wanita berbeza. mesti power ni didambakan oleh setiap lelaki di dunia. tapi sorry la, bruno mars je yg power

4. tengok tu. dia ada kuasa mata yg sangat power smpi kene pakai shades. bahaya renungan mata dia tu. :p

5. nyanyian dia yang merdu itu juga sangat la power, smpi semua aweks aweks di dunia kecuali saya, tertawan, macam kene santau dgn dia. power tak power tak?

tapi apakah superpower dia yg paling power smpi in boleh iktirafkan dia sebagai superhero yg paling hero?


sebab dia boleh cakap dengan bulan. tak paham betul aku. lalala



ok. smpi sini shaja laporan saya.

hurazmi

tiga tiga tiga , 14x1

diorang maen nombor2 ni dekat facebook. mula2 takut jugak sebab diorang ni maen nombor ekor ke apa. lepas tu baru paham. pastu saja je la, maen2 bagi nombor kat orang. (nak bagi nombor tepon tak laku, huh) tapi malas nak reply kat facebook. sebab nanti orang laen nak. terpaksa la letak kat fb.


yg first skali 333:

ni one of my bestie kat sini. so the very the gentleman. understanding. bulu mata panjang. jeles. oh, hati hati ye lepas ni. tkyah la masuk hospital lepas ni :P emm, mengada-ngada kot. tak la. manja kot. tak la, emmm, ntah la. sindrom anak bongsu kot. kawan2 saya kat sini kalau yang laki nye mmg ramai bongsu. kot la. kot. buat akok sedap. orang kata. tapi tak penah nak bagi orang sini rasa. apa lagi, balas tupperware tu, kalau isi akok best jugak :p tu je la. semoga kita kawan sampai dah beranak cucu. :)


14x1:

tak tau la legal ke tak buat nombor cmni. tapi layan je la. dia ni saja nak remind bday dia ni. ngada. kawan lama kat muar dulu. tak kenal sgt masa tu. lpas f5 bru rapat. very the emo, baran, pelupa, nyanyuk. aha. tapi dulu. sekarang shud be more matang kan. tapi dia memang loser. sangat. tak kesa sapa langgar vow dulu. ko tetap loser :p ye, skarang susah le nak contact. ak paham. dulu ke main lagi. haha. takde la. ko bz, ak bz. fair and square. tapi if one day, when we have time insyaAllah, there's a lot of catching up to do. i wish you happiness , and thanks for always being there as a friend, now and foreverr. cewah. oh, ye, fotographer yang hebat. serius. ok. dah la. ko cut byk kan komen ko kat ak, ak pun sama. :p kirim salam min. :)

Day 5 (of revenge)

hari ni, in tidur awal. tapi saya tetap buat. sebab saya tidur lambat. sket.

Day 05- A picture of somewhere you've been to.
in penah pegi banyak tempat. kalau tgk kat passport dia banyak cop2 macam2 negara. kan? kan in? bak kata pepatah 'jauh perjalanan, luas pengalaman, bnyak mamat nak usyar' -pepatah in. tapi kali ni nak tunjuk gambar masa dia pegi jordan tahun lepas. pegi tak ajak orang. tahu la orang takde duit :(

in yang suka tido di mana2. sekarang pun tgh tido

in suka scrappyyy

in nmpk mcm tinggi. mcm je la

in buli unta. jahat

in dan anis. serta pakcik botak macho lagi dari in

jgn konpius. ni bukan in. ni jelmaan in dalam bentuk kucing . miaw miaw

kembar tak serupa. :p

sekian sahaja laporan ringkas pada malam yang dingin ini. semoga panjang umur, dapat kita bertemu lagi di lain masa

hurazmi

day 4 (of revenge)

walaupun post irna kali in revengeless, tapi saya tak kisah. saya tetap dengan pendirian saya. bukan nak kata saya ni revengeful, tapi seteruk-teruk revenge saya, takkan seteruk irna. lalala


haha. ok. apa dah question hari ni.

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn't have.

ok. cadangan dari in, dia kata "apa kate kita buat habit that i wish you didn't have"
and saya cakap "ok"

so, behold, a habit that i wish in didn't have.

hrmm, habit dia banyak je. tapi sebab dah duduk agak lama bersama, dah tak kesa. sebab dah paham. dah biasa. so, normally, i dont have problem with any habits that she has. kita kena menerima kebaikan dan keburukan seseorang dengan hati yang terbuka. i know. very the understanding i am. (erk)

tapi tak aci la kan. so, i decided to ckp 1 habit je la. actually bukan la i wish she didnt have. tak kesa pun. serius tak kesa. tapi kalau habit ini boleh memakan diri in, maka saya kesah juga la. sebab untuk kebaikan diri sendiri.

jadi habit nya ialah : stress.

betul. kalau masa dia stress. semua kepala orang pusing. in yang pada asalnya ialah seorang yg pendiam(konon) bertukar menjadi monster. jangan risau. dia tak mengamuk macam incredible hulk ke apa. tapi gelabah la. macam

"macam ne ni. keje aku tak siap lagi"

"apa aku nak buat ni"

"arghhh"

tak pun dia sibuk dgn handfon pink pink dia.

takpun dia ber'ym' smbil mulut kumat kamit baca mantera.

kadang2 kalau gelabah sgt muka jadi merah. haha.

tu kalau dia gelabah la. dia tak rileks. tak cool. tak macho. apa daaa. :p

tapi takpe in. betul ak tak kesa. ko kalau nak stress2 takpe. ak tak stress. aku rasa kelakar ada la. haha. cuma stress ni bawak keburukan kat ko la. nnt muka cepat tua. mcm nenek tua. dah la ko ngaku muka ko macam nenek tua. bukan aku cakap eh. ko sndri yg ckp. lalala~

amaran: ni bukan in bila dia stress. bukan juga time dia marah. bukan juga bakal suami dia.

tengok in. nenek tua ni lagi kurang stress dari ko. happy nye dia. takyah beli happy meal pun takpe. :P


salah satu cara in untuk me-release kan tension. tapi kadang2 buat benda ni lah yang boleh buat dia tension. haha.


oh, ni silap gambar. cepat teke. ni apa? cepat2. :p

tengok. aku baek kan in. takde revenge2 cm ko. :P

ok. sekian sahaja untuk hari ini. berlatih slide histo pula.

HUR AZMI

day 3 (of revenge)

Day 03- A picture of you and your friends.

in, and her friends. since in and i are friends, thus, obviously, we have the same friends. but who are in's friends before we met?

JPA3. loser giler ko in. seyes loser. Loser ko tau. NO-OB. haha

ni aku tau. waktu amali sembelih ayam. kat muar ada gak. tapi aku ponteng sebab ak masuk debate. in bajet je macho ni. pastu bila ayam di sembelih, trus nangis2.

ni in dgn girlfriend dia. bukan lesbo ok. girlfriend as in friend yg girl

ni tgk in mmg jahat dan nakal. merosakkan harta benda sekolah bersama rakan2. ada ke dok duduk kat atas mrsm tu. hormat sket weyh, hormat.

in tetap macho. dulu, kini, dan selamanya.


in. sekali lagi. berlagak macho walaupun berkain batik

gengster jasin. fuhh. takottt. smpi masuk JDM kot. cool tak. cool tak.

yea yea. dia cakap A PICTURE. tapi ala, this is my blog. suke ati la. lalalalala~~~

selepas ini, semua dah kenal in yang dahulu. tapi sekarang dia dah lain. ayu, sopan, menawan. gadis melayu.

sekian sahaja laporan pada hari ini.

HUR AZMI

Day 2 (of revenge)

Day 02- The meaning behind your Blog name.


ok. ni post suke ati. meaning that, i'm answering the above question, suke ati. kenapa? sebab this is my own suke ati opinion on the meaning behind in's blog.

technically, in doesnt have one. kalau anda semua sedar, in memang takde nama blog.

KENAPA?

senang. in ialah seseorang yang tidak suka melabel. tidak suka memberi identiti yang spesifik pada blognya. barangkali ingin membiarkan pembaca tertanya-tanya. dan keliru. atau , mungkin dirinya sendiri yang keliru? kecelaruan identiti barangkali? mungkin. :P

yang ada cuma yang ini:

c(-,-")o c("-,-)o

now, apa maksud simbol2 di atas. tampak seperti dua makhluk yang pandang bertentangan.
frankly, i dont know what on earth does this mean.

tetapi, apa yang boleh ditafsirkan saya ialah, simbol dia atas tampak seperti dua orang budak nakal yang sedang mengintai anak dara orang melalui tingkap. apa yang menariknya ialah, mereka tidak meng-usyar orang yang sama. satu pandang lain, sorang lagi pandang lain.

kemungkinan besar, mereka mempunyai hobi dan personaliti yang sama, tetapi berlainan taste pada sesetengah perkara

point saya di sini, bukan nak cakap in seorang yang pervert. dan saya juga bukan seorang pervert atau stalker untuk mempunyai ideologi seperti ini.

point sebenar saya ialah: in ialah seseorang yang sukar ditafsir. mungkin setelah beberapa tahun hidup sebumbung dgn dia, boleh la klu nak tembus dia sikit2. tapi tak tentu boleh tahu semua. dia ingin dikenali sebagai seorang gadis misteri. ceh. konon. :p

..a longing space ..for memories..

ini pula merupakan description bagi blog dia. a longing space? for memories?

banyak berfikir agaknya si in ni. what are you longing for huh? past memories, or new ones? see, banyak fikir ni. hahaha. tetttttttt.

irna, si pemikir. dan pelahap, barangkali. hehe

sekian sahaja tafsiran saya pada hari ini,

HurAzmi

day 1 (of revenge)

A recent picture of IN and 15 interesting facts about HER.




1. This picture says it all. IRNA bukan la macho yg seperti anda semua sangka kan. opposite of macho ada lah. interesting tak? hehe

lokasi penggambaran bagi photo di atas ialah raya aidiladha 2010.


2. mata dia sangat unik. kadangkala, jika anda bernasib baik, kelihatan bintang2 bergemerlapan di matanya. tetapi awas, jangan tenung lama-lama. bahaya. :p


3. suka beli happy meal mcD, dan sangat gembira apabila dapat mainan happy meal


4. seorang bekas ajk BOOM yg berdedikasi. tak tipu. i was there, watching her all along


5. tak suka bg explaination, dan tak suka orang bagi dia explaination sebab she considers explainations as excuses.

6. sila jangan dekati dia pabila dia tgh bad mood. seriously, stay away from her :p

7. oh oh. playlist dia. hahahha. orang takkan percaya. minah bunga, minah ni. hati kaca. boleh kata aku yg jiwang. ceh


8. kalau dia lapar, dia nangis.kalau marah pun nangis juga


9. kadang2 terlalu baik sangat. sanggup berkorban apa sahaja utk orang2 tersayang. auww. baiknyaaa.

10. semua budak kecik suka dia. dia pun suka budak kecik. especially budak arab. habis la in. haha.

11. pandai bertukang, pandai membaiki paip, terer bahagian elektrik. serius, sapa taknk amik dia jadi bini, rugi. i tell you, rugi

12. kalau farhana terkenal dgn ayam masak merahnya, irna masak sambal udang
tersedap di dunia.


13. suka lukis2. in mmg kreatif. karyanya penuh dgn maksud tersirat. mendalam sungguh.
tak semua orang boleh tafsir.

14. tak suka fairy tale.

15. tapi kadang2 hidup dalam dunia sendiri juga. reality check! :P



tu sahaja. sekian sahaja. dari saya. hur azmi. :)

30 days challenge

jumpa this thing from as's blog. macam best. i know, nak exam. tapi it could be fun, kalau nak release tension, apart from cooking je keje. sampai gemuk. lalala.

owh, kalau sapa2 nak buat gak. buat je. tapi nak exam. so, jgn buat kalau bnde ni mmbuang masa. kalau tak sempat nk update tiap2 hari, tak yah la kan. cheatinggg :P


Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself.

Day 02- The meaning behind your Blog name.

Day 03- A picture of you and your friends.

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn't have.

Day 05- A picture of somewhere you've been to.

Day 06- Favorite super hero and why?

Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has a big impact on you.

Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why.

Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days

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Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad.

Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends.

Day 12- How you found out about Blog and why you made one.

Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.

Day 14- A picture of you and your family.

Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play.

Day 16- Another picture of yourself.

Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why?

Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have.

Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them?

Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future.

Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy.

Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else?

Day 23- Something you crave for a lot.

Day 24- A letter to your parents.

Day 25- What I would find in your bag?

Day 26- What you think about your friends?

Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge?

Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?

Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned.

Day 30- Who are you?


tapi, nak buat lain sket kali ni. takkan la nak tulis pasal diri sndri kan. so, i'll do details about in, she'll do mine. no hard feelings within these 30 days. yay! it's gonna be fun. 20 days of condeming someone. and that someone is IRNA. Yay!

ee-goh, eg-oh

e·go    /ˈigoʊ, ˈɛgoʊ/ Show Spelled[ee-goh, eg-oh] Show IPA –noun, plural e·gos.

1. the “I” or self of any person; a person as thinking, feeling, and willing, and distinguishing itself from the selves of others and from objects of its thought.

2. Psychoanalysis . the part of the psychic apparatus that experiences and reacts to the outside world and thus mediates between the primitive drives of the id and the demands of the social and physical environment.

3. egotism; conceit; self-importance: Her ego becomes more unbearable each day.

4. self-esteem or self-image; feelings: Your criticism wounded his ego.

5. ( often initial capital letter ) Philosophy .
a. the enduring and conscious element that knows experience.
b.Scholasticism . the complete person comprising both body and soul.

6.Ethnology . a person who serves as the central reference point in the study of organizational and kinship relationships.

am i? hrmmmm.

:)

A talk with the self

[ Written by: Kamal el-Mekki]

special thanks for rommanah azmi. and good luck in your 29th exam papers. :)

Oh my self what will calm you?
Can’t you remain patient for a day or two?
I try to contain you but your strength overpowers,
But when we die life will seem like hours.
So can’t you be patient for part of a day?
And remain steadfast upon the straight way?
The direction you’re taking leads to my worst fears,
Of the day we stand for fifty thousand years.
No one will joke nor talk nor smile,
And the sun from our heads will be at a mile.
Nowhere to hide and nowhere to flee,
Standing for what seems an eternity.
Then the judgment begins and the books will land,
Either on your right or your left hand.



Oh my self …
Do not become like those who left the right track,
And put their left hands behind their back.
Oh self, how do you plan to cross the sirat suspended in the air?
Craftier than a fox, sharper than a sword and thinner than a hair?
How do you plan to cross?
Or will you cross at all?
The blink of an eye?
Run? Or would you rather crawl?



The bad deeds you command will drop you from it,
And only good deeds put you back upon it
.Oh self, it’s a five hundred year-drop suspension,
Over a terrible place I’d rather not mention.



Oh self…
Do not be fooled by this world and its illusions,
And keep in mind judgment, the grave and other conclusions.
Oh self, wake up!
Don’t follow your desire!
And ask for forgiveness to avoid the fire!



Oh self, keep the commands and avoid prohibitions,
And pay close attention to these admonitions.
Be amongst those who were the best of planners,
Who prepared for the future with good deeds and good manners.
Oh self it simply about your control
Being patient now so as to reach your goal.



I don’t mean to put a burden, or put much stress,
Just to warn of a day when the limbs confess.
Sins add up as you live through the years,
Then sadness won’t save you and nor will the tears.
Every time you sin the Shaytan is winning
So remember the One against Whom you’re sinning.



Oh my self…
Life is short and ends when you least expect it,
And then what will you say when you’re resurrected?
The angel of death overlooked you and took the souls of your brothers,
And one day he’ll come to you and overlook others
.For great rewards plant the righteous seeds,
Oh Allah,
I seek refuge from the evil of my self
and from the evil of my deeds.